"You know nothing!" Song Yao scolded angrily. When she saw the mean smile on Qin Hao's face, she knew that this guy definitely didn't listen to her words, "Hurry up, hurry up, I will be annoyed when I see you." !”
"We're not leaving anymore, why are you urging us?" Qin Hao breathed a sigh of relief as he walked towards the car, as if talking to himself or talking to Song Yao, "Seriously, I still I never thought that acting would be so tiring. It seems that I am not suitable for pretending to be an honest person at all. But there is no way. I asked Shouhou, he is the only married guy among us, and he said, mother-in-law, husband-in-law What an elder likes most is a son-in-law who is honest, honest, sensible, and capable. Although this image does not fit with me at all except for the last one, I am just pretending to lie, and I have to deceive him."
Having said this, he smiled self-deprecatingly: "But I really didn't expect that I would reach this point because of you. I shouldn't be like this."
"Qin Hao, you are so shameless!"
Song Yao no longer knew how to describe the man in front of her. It was obvious that he was sorry for her from beginning to end, but he made it seem as if she had made a mistake. He arbitrarily took advantage of his inability to tell his family the truth about the reason for the breakup, and shamelessly pretended to be a perfect son-in-law who was bullied by her to win the support of his family. He pretended to be stupid and good, forcing her to break her teeth and swallow them. She was so aggrieved. . Now he acted like he was doing it for himself in front of her. She really didn't understand how shameless this guy was!
Qin Hao didn't take it seriously. Instead, he seemed to have thought of something very memorable and said with a smile: "Yao Yao, I remember that when we first met, you scolded me the same way. Then, we got together. This fully illustrates that hitting and scolding is love, right?"
"You're such a big-headed idiot! I was blind before I fell in love with you!" Song Yao was so angry that she almost vomited blood. All the grievances hit her heart again. She clenched her little fists, bit her lips tightly, and shed tears. He beat Qin Hao's chest hard again and again, and asked repeatedly: "Why? Why can't you let me go? Why do you want to do this to me? Why?"
She is now beginning to wonder, are she and Qin Hao lovers or enemies? If he didn't have any grudge, why would he torture himself like this
Qin Hao took a step back, but did not dodge, stop, or escape. He just stood there and endured Song Yao's beating.
He could actually avoid it, but he didn't want to. From the beginning to the end, what he focused on was not what would happen if he was beaten, but the tears and pain in Song Yao's eyes.
As for Song Yao, the debt made him very painful, and he never denied it. He was the one who felt sorry for Song Yao first. Even now, when he deceived Wu Cuifen and pretended to be good, he was forcing Song Yao. Song Yao was very painful. So does he.
Therefore, he would rather let Song Yao punch him a few more times, slap him a few times, hit him hard, hit him with all his strength, as long as it can make her feel better, what is his plan? Only when Song Yao feels better can he feel better.
Qin Hao groaned, and his chest made a dull sound as Song Yao hit the ground, accompanied by bursts of pain. However, he didn't take it to heart, straightened his back, and endured it silently. Seeing that the woman was treating him like a sandbag to vent his anger, he slowly said: "Are you relieved? If it's not enough, you can give me a few more slaps..."
"Snapped!!!"
Before she finished speaking, Song Yao raised her hand and slapped Qin Hao hard on the face. Her cold palm left a five-finger mark on his face.
There was another burst of burning pain, more severe than the one in his chest. After all, it was the woman he loved deeply who was doing it. At the same time, he was willing to be beaten, so he tried his best to lower his defense without any protection. measures, for fear that it would hurt Song Yao.
But in this case, he can also feel the pain of being beaten. Perhaps, he just hopes to feel this kind of physical pain, and only in this way can he feel better psychologically.
"Is it enough? You know I'm thick-skinned and thick-skinned. If it's not enough, you can continue..." Qin Hao took a deep breath, showed a faint smile, and asked softly.
"You..." Looking at Qin Hao's appearance, Song Yao's expression was very contradictory. She wanted to raise her hand again, but then she put it down and cried, "I won't fight, my hand hurts... You... You know how to bully me... You know how to hurt me... I've already left... Why do you want to provoke me again... Wuwuwu... "
Qin Hao lowered his head slightly and saw that Song Yao's palms were red and trembling slightly, obviously numb. It has to be said that even though Qin Hao has restrained himself as much as possible, the strength of his body is still not comparable to that of ordinary people.
He frowned slightly, took Song Yao's palm and rubbed it gently, saying in a low voice: "Silly girl, don't use your hands if you want to hit her. Can't you use a stick or something? It hurts if you hit her so hard." ?”
"You're a liar... You promised me a chance to leave you before... You didn't keep your word..." Song Yao just kept crying, her heart almost bursting with pain, "Why don't you let me go?" ?I know that I will never be your wife in my whole life, and my status in your heart will never be as good as Xiaoxue. I am just a dispensable lover beside you. But even so, even if I know all this, I still I love you without hesitation, even if I hide it from my mother, even if I never get married, even if I am an unfilial daughter, I still want to be with you.
But why? Why don't you think about me just once? Why don't you give me some love? Why can't you ask me what I think? Even now, you still go your own way. Everything you do is just what you want. You have never thought about what I want! Do you know how I felt when I learned that you did such a dangerous thing for Xiaoxue without even saying hello, and that you might die? Just because you love her more than you love us, just because she is your wife, just because I am just a lover, why don't you even give me the last bit of power to love you? Why are you so selfish? I am really unwilling to accept it. I really hate myself. Do you know
Even though I know that I am disrespecting myself the way I am now, I can't help but still like you. Do you think I'm having an easy time these days? I stay at home, don't want to eat, don't want to sleep, I cry when I think of you, I feel like I have completely lost the meaning of life. I finally made up my mind to put aside my relationship with you, but you still torture me like this. Why do you treat me like this? ! I fell in love with a man I shouldn't have loved in the first place. I can accept the pain and pain, but even so, why do I have to love so humblely? ! "
Every word of Song Yao's words hit Qin Hao's heart like a sledgehammer, making him almost breathless. His fists were tightly clenched, and his nails were almost embedded in his flesh.
He didn't know how to explain to Song Yao, how to express the pain, sadness, reluctance, and love in his heart. He wanted to stab his chest with a knife and dig out his heart to show Song Yao.
"I'm sorry, Yaoyao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry..."
"Don't tell me you're sorry. It's only because I love me too humblely. If you really feel sorry for me, then let me go and don't provoke me again, okay?" Song Yao wiped away her tears and inhaled hard. , just now he gradually stabilized his somewhat collapsed mood.
"No! I can't let you go, this is absolutely not allowed!" Qin Hao answered immediately without even thinking about it. He spent so much effort today, acting and being beaten, just to win back Song. Yao? If this goal cannot be achieved, what is the point of doing all this? He can clearly feel that Song Yao is running away from him, Song Yao still loves him, and he will give everything to save Song Yao!
"You know, what happened today is just the beginning. As long as I want, I can do it a second time or a third time. I will never, never let you leave me like this. Yaoyao, I really know I was wrong. It’s me, I’m sorry for you, you can vent your anger on me however you want, as long as you come back, okay?”
Qin Hao can clearly feel that Song Yao still loves him. Now Song Yao is just sad and wants to escape the love that makes her painful. Therefore, he cannot let her escape. For the sake of He can give everything to save Song Yao! Even if she becomes a bad person again, why not force her? !
Song Yao suddenly raised her head and stared at Qin Hao with her eyes. After a long while, she refused to show weakness and replied: "Then you go ahead. Since you said you love me, then let me see, you What can Qin Hao do for me, a dispensable lover!" (To be continued)