"A homeless person? That's true. According to the current situation, I am indeed a homeless person."
To the man's surprise, Qin Hao not only didn't get angry, but after thinking about it, he decisively admitted that he was an unemployed vagrant with a smile, which made him feel as if he was being ridiculed on cotton, as if he was helpless.
Of course, a man would not give up so easily. He was the only boy in school who regarded the beautiful and quiet Shu Ya as his goddess. He even confessed to Shu Ya like many boys, but what was the result? It was just a rejection without mercy!
At that time, Shu Ya was not as timid, cowardly, and extremely introverted as Qin Hao met later. At that time, she had excellent academic performance, a happy family life, and listened to the teacher. She was well-behaved, generous, and could It is said that she stole the show in school and was a star, otherwise she would not have been selected into the school beauty list. She also dominated everyone with her first place and stepped on Guo Ningxiang's head.
Of course, this was all before the family suffered huge changes. Because of her self-confidence, she could express her thoughts without any scruples, even if that kind of rejection was cruel and cruel to these boys who loved and pursued her.
Although it is indeed very painful to confess and be rejected, for them, it is understandable. After all, Shu Ya was so dazzling at that time, so shining that they felt ashamed, and there was a feeling in their hearts that was so strong that they could not He concealed his inferiority complex and felt that he was not worthy of this dazzling and outstanding girl.
Moreover, for men, the so-called emotional setback is actually not a bad thing. At least, at the moment of rejection, they seem to have grown up and matured at that moment. They understood one thing. Although it may have been a little unclear at the time, looking back now, they know what they understood.
They understand that a loser who has succeeded has a very high chance of getting back up. For a person who has never failed, the probability of success is very low.
Because their minds are not mature enough.
Generally, the experience of failure makes it easier for people to mature, especially the gap between success and success. The people and things experienced during this period will make it easier for people to see the facts and truth. After seeing the truth and essence clearly, it will not be easy to Live in your own dream.
Compared with women, men are relatively late to mature. To put it nicely, it is called innocence, and to put it worse, it is naive.
They were so innocent and childish at that time. I simply think that as long as I treat Shu Ya well, as long as I dress up handsomely, as long as I buy breakfast for Shu Ya every day, as long as I clean the class for Shu Ya, as long as I study hard so that my grades will not fall behind, or even catch up with Shu Ya. Ya, Shu Ya will definitely be moved by them.
At that time, they could do countless stupid things on impulse, they could say "I love you" boldly and without any scruples, and they could make promises at will. But I don’t know how cruel reality is, how dark society is, and what kind of power money has. The so-called I love you can no longer be said with a pure heart, and the so-called lifelong commitment between two people can no longer be easily expressed. Promise, because they understand what responsibility is, what it means to be a man, and how rare it is to be responsible for a person's life!
They succeeded. At least, their lives are now bright and satisfying. This was all achieved through their own efforts. After Shu Ya, they experienced setbacks again and again and finally achieved their success.
However, for them, the first time will always be unforgettable. Even if it is a bad and embarrassing memory, even if this first time is an emotional setback, it is still difficult for them to forget it, and it may even remain fresh in their memory.
That experience was like a thorn in their minds and hearts. They really wanted to see what kind of person the superior goddess who rejected them had become now, accompanying her. What kind of person is the other half beside her!
They wished that Shu Ya's boyfriend or husband was as bad as a pig or a dog, so poor that he couldn't even eat and couldn't even lift the pot. They were very happy to see such a poor and pitiful scene. Only in this way could they satisfy all the dark sides in their hearts and let them The inferiority complex buried deep in my heart is relieved.
Didn’t you have great glory back then? Aren't you a high-ranking goddess? Didn't you reject me? Your man is not as good as me. I live a glorious and happy life, but you are poor and pitiful. Do you regret it
What they want to see is Shu Ya's regretful and envious look! Only in this way will they feel that the thorn in their hearts has disappeared and they will feel comfortable.
Human nature is like this. The ancients once said, "Don't worry about the scarcity but the inequality." The trees that are as beautiful as the forest will be destroyed by the wind."
Because of the sense of dissatisfaction with oneself and a strong sense of inferiority, one always does not want others to live better than oneself. The so-called jealousy, resentment and many other negative emotions are caused by this.
Of course, don’t think that only men want to see jokes. Isn’t it the same with women who are joining in the fun but no one comes out to criticize them for speaking too much
I think back then, Shuya was very popular in school, but as girls, they all became mere foils next to Shuya, dull and dull. They had long had deep resentments in their hearts. In their eyes, although Guo Ningxiang is also the second in the school beauty list and is equally beautiful and elegant, they take it for granted. Guo Ningxiang was given a good pregnancy, a young lady from a powerful family, whether she was beautiful or superior to others, that was what she should have done, it was her destiny!
But Shu Ya is different. Like them, she comes from an ordinary family. What is the difference between her and them other than a good skin? Why can Shu Ya be so beautiful? Why can Shuya be favored by God and live a happy life again? It's the same starting point, why can Shuya run faster than them all
Women's jealousy is often much more terrifying than men's, so Shuya's family suffered huge changes later, and her whole personality changed drastically. When the school encountered campus violence led by Guo Ningxiang, almost none of the girls would step in to help, except for Besides not wanting to offend Guo Ningxiang, who dares to say that he doesn't also want to take advantage of this opportunity to gloat
The same is true now. Almost everyone is gloating about others' misfortune, acquiescing to the man's provocation and mocking Qin Hao. Don't they just want to watch a good show and base their own happiness on the pain of others? (To be continued)