"Guilt, in my eyes, is one of the most useless ways of emotion. If guilt were useful, maybe there would be no word regret in this world!" Qin Hao said with a sneer, "Yes, what you are saying is, maybe my Subconsciously, I still retain the nostalgia for the army and the desire for the highest honor of the military, but my heart is dead. This army is not the army I want to join, this soldier is not the soldier I want to be, and this person is not the person I want to be. The person I want to protect! Let me continue to work hard and give up my current life to protect the rights of those scum and scum, and let those beasts step on my efforts and life to climb higher. This is absolutely impossible!
Old man, have you ever thought that when we brothers fought bloody battles on the front line of the battlefield, abandoning our lives, abandoning our families, and abandoning our future to fight against the enemy, we discovered that it was not the violent and brutal enemies who defeated us, but the enemies we had always wanted to defeat. The people you want to protect and defend! Have you ever imagined how desperate we were back then? We are soldiers, and it is our bounden duty to obey orders, and it is also our bounden duty to defend our country, but we are also human beings, and we are all made of flesh and blood and will die. We will also be disappointed, and we will be disappointed. There is hatred too! "
"I can understand your mood." The old man sighed, his expression slightly tired, "Everyone thinks that I am the commander-in-chief of the three armed forces and have unlimited glory throughout my military life. But you know, this is what I fought for with my life. And Not to mention those comrades who died on the battlefield, just take my old Qin family as an example. Everyone knows that my old Qin family is very small. Why is my old Qin family so small? My father gave birth to our sisters. There were eight brothers in total, and all of them except me died on the battlefield. Only the third brother died at the hands of the Japanese pirates, and the rest all died at the hands of our own people.
Moreover, when the Japanese invaders entered China, countless Chinese people were used as puppet troops. They were used as vanguards every time a war started, and we Chinese people were allowed to fight against Chinese people. Countless of them died at the hands of our own people. Could it be that because of this, we Are you going to back down? If we retreat, who will protect those innocent civilians? How can you live such a good life now? How can the people be the masters of their own country
I don't deny that you are sad and painful because of the death of your comrades, but is it right to impose resentment on those who care and love you? Will your comrades be able to come back to life? You hate those scum and moths, and even want to take revenge and find out the murderer. I have no objection at all. I even agree with you to do it. If you find one, kill one, find a pair, and kill both. No matter how many you kill, as long as you do it. The evidence is conclusive. This old ghost like me is still alive. I will bear the consequences!
Don't think this world is unfair. There has never been any fairness in this world. I only know that if you fall behind, you will be beaten. A hundred years ago, we fell behind, so we were invaded and beaten. The same goes for you. Why do you think those little guys dare to ride on your head? Isn't it because you lack the foundation and have no foundation in China? Although your brothers are all good players and are quite powerful in Tianhai, they are only limited to Tianhai. The land of China is so vast. If you just rely on a few of you, you can develop more than others who have been established for a hundred years. , or even a thousand years, is there still any natural reason
People, if you don’t have any selfishness, how can you still be called a person? No matter what, human beings are inherently evil. But you have to understand that there is something called principle before selfishness. Some people have principles. Even if they have selfishness, it is not a problem. But some people are too selfish and have no principles to limit them, and eventually they go further and further. To put it very bluntly, there are no longer a minority of such people. You will encounter more people, whether within the system or outside the system. But I just want to ask you, because there are such a small number of people, you have to abandon everything. person? If we had stopped fighting for such reasons, what do you think China would be like now? Do you think we descendants of Yan and Huang could still stand up? "
Qin Hao was silent. Faced with the old man's question, he didn't know how to respond for the first time. Some people say that fear is caused by people scaring themselves, and sometimes troubles and hatred are also caused by themselves.
In fact, these principles the old man said are not difficult to understand. Even many children who are still thinking about studying hard and making progress every day understand it, but why doesn't Qin Hao know? It's not that he doesn't know, it's that he selectively ignores it. He is just because of anger and hatred, his brain is not rational enough, his eyes are blinded, and he gets into a dead end.
Just like when he was taking a political class in the army, the instructor asked him a question in a casual conversation, what is revitalizing Dahua and what is serving the country and the people.
Qin Hao was speechless. He was only fifteen years old at the time. If he was asked to fight with others, if he was asked to be a good hand in killing people, if he was asked to answer these questions involving his outlook on life and world view, his mind would be filled with mush.
He still remembers what the instructor said. He said that doing practical things, doing good deeds, and doing things that are beneficial to the people, the country, and society is revitalization and serving the country and the people. For example, doctors save people and treat illnesses, police catch thieves, and maintain social order, or rich celebrities do charity and get fever. Although these things seem to be what they should do, some of them are even scorned, considered disgraceful and ugly. Things are actually for the country and the people. Because of their existence, society can run stably. Think about it, even if the hospital is a black heart and the doctors are a mixed bag, there are many unscrupulous doctors. Even if many people look down on serious diseases, if there are really no hospitals and no doctors, this society will be , can this country still be stable? There is a country. Only when there is a country, there is a family. Only when there is a family, there are people. Many people form small families, and countless small families make up everyone. Just like their soldiers, they protect the people, defend territorial sovereignty, and go to the battlefield to kill the enemy. This is also for the country and the people. Only when everyone does their job well can the country develop better.
It seems that this is a common principle, but it is a necessary rule for the operation of the entire society and an indispensable part.
When the old man saw that Qin Hao had not answered, his eyes were dull and he was thinking, he smiled slightly and closed his eyes. He believed that if Qin Hao had a pure heart, he would understand what he meant. After all, some roads need to be walked by oneself. , others can at most give you a direction, but it’s up to you how you go.
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The desolate and endless red sand is unlike any other area on the earth. A monk wearing tattered monk robes and slightly surrounded by Buddha's light is walking in this land of death. He is none other than the one who was there before. Gongyuan No. 6 failed to suppress Qin Hao and Zhao Tiseng.
He left the capital without saying goodbye, and no one except Zhao Guohua knew where he was going. Unexpectedly, he ended up in a place where birds do not lay eggs and where there is not even a shadow of tortoise feathers.
The great monk stopped and walked, the golden Buddha wheel in his hand was shrouded in light and spinning, as if he was looking for a direction. Suddenly, he stopped on the spot, raised his head and looked ahead. A dazzling golden light shot out from his eyes. In an instant, he seemed to have seen some unbelievable scene, with a look of shock on his face. The Buddha's light flashed around him, and he turned around. leave.
However, before he could move, the surrounding space suddenly encountered a huge resistance, as if time and space had solidified, freezing all his actions. A mass of black energy emerged not far away in front of him, and in the blink of an eye, a figure formed. The figure's entire body is shrouded in black energy, leaving no clues. Even if the great monk's Buddha's light shines all over him, he cannot shake the black energy at all.
"Zhao Guohua is so brave. He dares to send people to investigate even here. It seems that he is impatient and wants to destroy himself? But monk, you are quite courageous. Don't you know Is this place a place of death for cultivators?" The black figure gave out a weird laugh, and the voice was sinister and weird. Just listening to it made people's scalp numb, and the great monk had to use his Buddhist skills to resist. , I was extremely shocked.
Just laughter can shock people's hearts and minds, almost making the great monk feel like his soul is struggling to leave his body, which shows how high Heiying's true cultivation level is. The great monk had already sensed that something was not going well, and even knew that he might not be able to escape. In desperation, he threw the golden Dharma wheel in his hand into the air, and then the secret mantra of the Buddha's power was played. The black shadow suppressed the past.
"Hahaha... What a shameless bald donkey, who raises his hand without saying a word and then uses his attacks? Well, since you are bent on seeking death, I will help you!" As soon as he finished speaking, the black energy surrounding the black shadow suddenly surged, like a The burning black flames instantly covered the entire space, dyeing the already dark sky almost entirely black.
"break!"
The next second, a loud shout resounded through the sky. The great monk's expression froze, his eyes widened, and his body froze. The Buddha's golden body shook in the air and shattered instantly. At the same time, the golden Dharma wheel was shattered. It started to tremble violently, and with a huge sound that shook the world, this Buddhist magical weapon, which can be called the top, exploded, fell into pieces, and was destroyed!
puff…
The great monk spat out several mouthfuls of blood in succession. His severely injured body was no longer capable of fighting. Before he could react, the black shadow came to the great monk in one breath. A black light flashed through the great monk's chest and penetrated his body. out.
The black sword body is very dazzling in the black mist that blocks the sky and the sun. It is as black as jade and reveals a trace of evil. At the same time, it also has a simple and natural feeling of Taoism.
"This sword... is... you are..." The great monk had an expression of disbelief on his face, and there was a clicking sound in his throat. Apparently, he seemed to have discovered something.
The black shadow smiled solemnly, and pinched the great monk's head with five fingers. With this pinch, a dazzling golden Buddha light suddenly erupted from the surface of the great monk's body, and he was instantly sucked into the black mist by the shadow.
"you… "
Before the great monk could tell the clues, he felt that all the life force in his body had passed away in the blink of an eye. He could no longer support his body and closed his eyes unwillingly.
"Don't overestimate your capabilities!"
The black shadow snorted coldly and turned into a black light and disappeared between the sky and the earth. As he left, the black fog disappeared in a moment. Everything was as before, as if nothing had happened, but there was an extra person in this desolate place. A withered corpse with a sword stuck in it! (To be continued)