"sorry."
Qin Hao's voice was low and guilty. All explanations and rhetoric were so feeble. He could only repeat this meaningless sentence. This was the only thing he could say at the moment.
Ren Han raised his eyes slightly, with tears in his eyes, looked at Qin Hao meaningfully, and said with a trembling voice: "Besides this, don't you have anything else to say to me?"
silence! Deathly silence!
Qin Hao trembled his lips slightly, but could not open his mouth. He had hurt a woman again, a woman who loved him. Those unconscious words just now caused indelible damage and blow to Ren Han. Even if he said now So what if the sky is full of flowers and the tongue is full of flowers? Can it change the fact that it hurts the other party? Can he change his original intention of just helping
He is very conflicted and struggling mentally. He really doesn't know how to make a choice. Should he take on a responsibility again? Or would he rather let her hate him than get involved in this messy relationship
"You think my face is injured and it will disfigure me and look ugly, so that's why you don't want me, right?" Ren Han had already begun to think wildly. Maybe she knew Qin Hao didn't mean it this way, but she needed a reason. Even if it is a psychological excuse.
"How is that possible?!" Qin Hao quickly explained, "Don't worry, I have asked the doctor about your injury. You are recovering well. Don't worry about the scar. I will remove it for you. I promise Leave no trace, otherwise you will ask me for it!"
"Then tell you, why?! Why are you so cruel? Why do you give me hope and then smash it with your own hands? Why are you so cruel to me?!" In anger, Ren Han held the apple in his hand He hit Qin Hao and screamed in pain and asked.
Qin Hao didn't dodge, and let the apple hit his chest, hitting his heart. He didn't know if it was an illusion or something, but even the bullet couldn't leave a mark on his body, but his heart was hit by the apple. A sharp stinging sensation like a needle prick made him groan uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry..." Qin Hao opened his mouth, but his voice was hoarse, "I'm really not suitable for you, I'm not a good man, I'm a playboy, I'm a scumbag, not even as good as Jiang Xuan, I can't give you happiness... I I know... I don't expect you to forgive me. The disaster you suffered was all caused by me, and I can't forgive you... I just hope that you can live a good life, or at least find a man who can love you wholeheartedly. This is good for you and me..."
"Hypocritical!" Ren Han scolded Qin Hao mercilessly, "Do you really think so? If so, why did you interfere in the matter between me and Jiang Xuan? Even if he did cheat on his lover, At least on the surface, he is still willing to put effort into me, make efforts to pursue me, and treat me well. Why are you so hostile to him? You are not willing to pretend to be my man to drive her away? While you are driving away the people around me, you are letting me go. I find someone who loves me and live a good life? Do you think this is possible? I really didn’t expect that Qin Hao, you are also a hypocritical man. What is the difference between you and other hateful men like you now?!"
Qin Hao asked himself that his psychological quality was quite good. He had gone through mountains of corpses and seas of blood, and had seen Abi Hell. Even when he was facing death, he had never felt afraid. There was always a sense of fearlessness and fearlessness in his heart. Fear of the earth, perseverance and will to dare to compete with the sky and the earth, to fight against the sun and the moon. It is precisely because of this will from the soul that he can reach where he is today!
However, Qin Hao was hesitant because of the woman in front of him. He found that he could not face all this calmly. Ren Han's sarcasm, sarcasm or scolding made him confused, and he didn't even know what to do.
Over the past twenty years, I can count on one hand the number of times Qin Hao was shaken and hesitant. The last time he was determined to break away from the army and take revenge was because of the tragic death of his brothers in Team Zero.
"I'm sorry..." After all, Qin Hao had no words to excuse himself, so he could only repeat these three words to express his apology.
He couldn't deny his debt to Ren Han. In the Japanese country, she was kidnapped and almost lost her life. In Tianhai, she almost died. Although she saved her life, she destroyed a woman's appearance, which is more important than life. He could feel Ren Han's affection, and he had to admit that he was the one who flirted with the other person first, stole the other person's first kiss, and did whatever he wanted with the other person. He did almost everything except that, playing ambiguous It was him, and he was the one who drew the line. Has he ever thought about whether Ren Han's heart could withstand such a torment
The human heart is actually very fragile and will perish after a few times of wear and tear.
Seeing Qin Hao's self-reproach, Ren Han had a sad look on his face, a hint of intolerance flashed in his eyes, and said coldly: "Don't say sorry to me again, I don't care. You have nothing to apologize to me for, everything It's all my own fault. It's my fault. I shouldn't have known you at all. I shouldn't have asked you to protect Yiyi in the first place. I shouldn't have sent you to your door stupidly. I knew you were a married man. I am still hopelessly in love with you. On the contrary, I want to thank you. At least you helped me and Yiyi. Otherwise, maybe Yiyi has become the plaything of those big people now, instead of still being free like this We are chasing our musical dreams. These are all things we owe you. Let’s just treat it as repayment this time. We won’t owe each other anything in the future... Just go away... "
These words undoubtedly revealed Ren Han's character. The woman is very stubborn, but also very kind. She loves Qin Hao much more than she loves herself. It was clear that her heart was broken at this moment, and her heart was in extreme pain, but she still felt sorry for Qin Hao. She couldn't bear to see Qin Hao blaming himself and felt guilty, and she even thought of ways to excuse Qin Hao.
Those words seemed like she was speaking out of anger and deliberately mocking Qin Hao, but in fact she was making excuses for Qin Hao
It was just a short paragraph or a few sentences, but it seemed that all the strength of Ren Han had been exhausted. After she finished speaking these words, the woman completely lost all her energy and energy, and leaned on the hospital bed, panting, her eyes filled with tears. Hong, his eyes full of despair, finally closed his eyes, no longer looking, listening, or speaking.
Qin Hao also felt uncomfortable. The more he felt Ren Han's strong love, the more he blamed himself and hated his behavior. However, there was nothing he could do for her. (To be continued)