Qin Hao's movements suddenly stagnated, and his whole body seemed a little stiff. He did not look back. He was afraid of seeing Mu Qianxue's appearance at this moment. He was afraid that he would not be able to help but look back. He was afraid that he would not want to leave again. For him, , no one is sure whether it will be a day or two days, ten days and a half, or forever.
"sorry… "
Feeling guilty, he didn't know how to explain to Mu Qianxue, and he couldn't make any guarantee to her. Because of his own affairs, she had to bear the pain and worry about him, but he couldn't even give her a guarantee. . At this moment, the only thing he said was "I'm sorry" expressed his feelings at this moment, and it was also a farewell to Mu Qianxue.
Seeing Qin Hao resolutely push the door and leave, Mu Qianxue did not hold back. She was not a truly hard-hearted, heartless person. Qin Hao's kindness to her and his love for her were all buried deep in her heart, although she was not good at expressing them. , but she knows it and is trying her best to change and accept it. Otherwise, do you think anyone can live in the same room with her, anyone can sleep on her pillow, anyone can make her come home from get off work on time, and also agree to rewards that are obviously at a disadvantage
It was precisely because she understood that she did not stop him. She knew that he had something important to do, and it was also a very dangerous matter. She might not know enough about what Qin Hao went through the last time he went abroad, but she did From the news later, we learned that that night, the rivers around Paris were dyed red.
Her man is a responsible and responsible man, and Mu Qianxue is very happy. At least this means that her man is good enough, her vision is correct, and she has found the right person. But even with this advantage, there are times when she doesn't want it. What she wants is that Qin Hao is only responsible for her and not all other women. Obviously, this is unrealistic.
Therefore, she tried her best to act cold, calm, and rational. Even if her heart was full of worries, even if she was full of grievances, even if she clearly didn't want Qin Hao to go, she still held back. She didn't want to bring trouble to Qin Hao. More burdens, she wanted Qin Hao to do things with peace of mind.
Therefore, she didn't lose her temper, act like a mother-in-law, or act sloppily. She did what she thought a virtuous wife should do.
Outside the office door, Qin Hao let out a heavy breath, feeling a little heavy. How could he not see that Mu Qianxue was suppressing his emotions by not raising his head or asking more questions, but he still had to move on. He couldn't. Concubine Luo Mi was allowed to continue to be in a dangerous situation.
What a coincidence. As soon as Qin Hao went out, he met Song Yao. The two looked at each other. Song Yao didn't say a word. She just took a deep look at Qin Hao and immediately quickened her pace and ran away. He seemed to walk past Qin Hao, walked into his office, and raised his hand to close the door.
"Wait!" Qin Hao did not let Song Yao continue to escape. He rushed over after Song Yao because he was about to leave. He really had something to say to Song Yao. The most important person he said goodbye to before was Mu Qianxue, and the second person was Song Yao.
When Song Yao heard this, she closed the door faster. Obviously, she still didn't want to face Qin Hao. A stubborn woman is also extremely stubborn emotionally. She was completely different from the one who could fight with Mu Qianxue just for love. Different extremes.
Seeing that the door was about to close, Qin Hao quickly stretched out his foot and stuck it in the crack of the door. Then he breathed a deep breath and said through the crack of the door, which was only a foot wide, "Shall we talk?"
Song Yao was silent. After a while, she let go of her hand and stopped insisting. However, she did not let Qin Hao in. Instead, she blocked the door with her body and asked in a deep voice: "Is there anything else to talk about? We have long been together." It was over when you didn't pay attention to it. Now you and Xiaoxue only need to live a good life as a couple. Why can't you let me go and drag me into your life? Xiaoxue is next door. If you leave now, I can pretend that nothing has happened, but you should know what will happen to you if Xiaoxue sees you pestering me now!"
Qin Hao pursed his lips tightly and said softly in a dry voice: "Yao Yao, I have to leave."
"Go? Where are you going?" Song Yao asked subconsciously, and then realized the current situation and said coldly, "Where are you going? What does it have to do with me? The person you are talking about is Xiaoxue, not me, you Wrong person!"
"I'm going abroad for a while, maybe a few days, maybe a long time, maybe never again..." Qin Hao paused and took a deep breath, "I don't know what the future will be like, but I know that if I really can't come back, The one who regrets the most is you who didn’t redeem yourself and escaped.”
Qin Hao stretched out his hand to hold Song Yao's hand, put it in front of his eyes and looked at it carefully, and finally put it in front of his lips to kiss it, and said calmly: "Perhaps, you will save a lot of trouble by my going, and you won't have to worry about me pestering you anymore." But I really hope that you can let go of the past. I don’t ask you to forgive me. I admit that you were right to reject me. I am not a good man like this. I can’t give you a promise and will only wrong you. .I’m chatting with you just to say goodbye. I won’t pester you or force you anymore. Regardless of whether I come back or not, I hope you can start a new life well and forget about me. ."
After saying these words, Qin Hao let go of Song Yao's little hand and slowly backed away until he was completely out of the door frame of the office, then turned around and walked forward slowly.
He was very nervous at the moment. He was extremely expecting Song Yao to stop him and ask him what happened. He knew very well that this was his last chance. If Song Yao could not even dig his heart out in this situation, he would not be able to do it. Forgive me, then he will have no chance in the future!
Stop me, stop me, hurry up, hurry up, if you don’t call me, I will really leave...
Qin Hao kept thinking in his heart, but he still didn't hear Song Yao's plea to stay for a long time. Just when he was so nervous that he heard the bad news, there was a soft click, and Song Yao's office door closed.
He failed!
Qin Hao's heart was extremely heavy. He didn't want to leave any regrets. He didn't want to regret anything, but everything couldn't go as he wished. There would still be regrets in life after all. Although he was sad, he respected Song Yao's choice. He was the one who was sorry for Song Yao. Everything Song Yao did now was a punishment for him. He brought it on himself and had no one to blame.
That’s what I thought in my heart, but why does it feel so painful? For the first time, he felt like he wanted to find a place to shed tears secretly to release his emotions. Maybe this seemed a little unmanly, but he was really depressed and in pain.
Just like that, he walked out of Mu's Building and took a deep breath of the cold winter air. Qin Hao's head suddenly became clearer. The most important thing now is how to find Concubine Luo Mi. The matter of the love between his children should be put aside for the time being. Only on one side.
With this thought in his mind, Qin Hao felt that his heavy mood seemed to be getting better, and he was about to take a step forward when his cell phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated. When he took it out and took a look, a happy smile appeared on his face.
The number was from Song Yao. The content of the text message was not much, just a few words, but it fully expressed what she meant.
"If you dare not come back, I will find another man!" (To be continued)