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The 232o woman's voice was very soft, but the words she said made Ye Fan feel like a hammer.
Looking at Su Qingxue with red eyes, Ye Fan couldn't hide the pain and guilt on his face.
It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he has been avoiding this question before, and now it's time to have to face it.
Although Su Qingxue's thoughts were a bit biased, there were reasons for her.
Even if she remembers the memories of the two worlds, by then, she would no longer be the pure "she" now.
In a person's mind, there is an extra life that does not belong to her, a life that is much richer than herself! It's like being taken away by someone, it's an unspeakable fear! Thinking in another way, if Ye Fan remembered his last life, and women started to be with him because they liked him in the last life, this kind of taste... would it feel good
The key is, who can guarantee that when the memory is fully restored, will the current personality and current memory be retained
If life now becomes a dream that is gradually forgotten, what is the difference between death and death
"Husband... The concubine really wants to know that in the past six months or so when we were together, did the husband treat the concubine as an independent woman instead of the Su Qingxue in his dream
Husband's kindness to the concubine, has it ever happened just because he likes the concubine, not her..." Su Qingxue asked dimly with tears in her eyes.
Ye Fan said with difficulty: "Xiaoxue... I can't lie to you. I admit that if it weren't for your looks, I wouldn't have married you."
However, when I was with you, I didn't take you as a substitute. To me now, you, and you in my dreams... are all you..." "But I'm not her!" "
Su Qingxue said sadly: "The concubine likes to smile at her husband, the concubine likes to rely on her husband, and the concubine doesn't have so much ambition... Obviously different people, how can the husband help us as one person
If it were her, she would definitely not be able to tolerate the concubine's body, the memories of the concubine's body, the memories of the past eighteen years, the memories of being with the husband... all will disappear... Does the husband really mind
Isn't it a bit reluctant to give up? "
Ye Fan frowned, shook his head and said, "No, even if you recover, there will be an extra memory. How can you erase your own memory?"
"If you don't want to remember, you will naturally forget... She... Isn't she just for your husband, can you not want women from all over the world?"
Su Qingxue smiled miserably, with deep fear in her eyes.
The other one made her feel uneasy.
Ye Fan was stunned to speak. He remembered Su Qingxue once in his mind. He knew that all of this was possible... The point is that he really didn't know if Su Qingxue would recover completely. Keep the memory of the present.
If the princess disappeared, would oneself... be like "killing" her with his own hands.
Infinite entanglements, like countless thorns, spread all over Ye Fan's heart.
He found it hard to move, and his brain couldn't keep thinking.
"Let’s all calm down first... Your condition is stable now, so stop the medicine first."
Ye Fan said, getting up to go out.
Su Qingxue saw that the man was about to leave, she stood up and asked: "Husband! If the husband must'she' come back... Concubine body, willing to continue to drink medicine... If there is no husband, the concubine body is also a short-lived person... The concubine body does not want to... It's hard for your husband to do."
Ye Fan took a deep breath and felt his heart sinking deeper. He turned around and said: "Xiaoxue, I won't force you to make any decisions, I just want you to be good.
The Imperial Examination will be the day after tomorrow, and everything will be considered when the Imperial Examination is over."
After that, Ye Fan walked back to his room by himself.
As soon as I arrived outside the room, I saw Chu Yunyao holding a cup of coffee, leaning on the railing, and riding the night breeze.
Seeing the graceful figure of a woman, Ye Fan was not as impulsive as usual.
"Xiao Yaoyao, tonight... I am not in the mood, I am embarrassed," Ye Fan smiled bitterly.
"You think too much, I just sit here for a cup of coffee," Chu Yunyao said lightly.
Ye Fan nodded, sat on the railing, bowed his head in silence.
"I told you earlier... Su Qingxue's memory came back, and the real problem began. Are you not even mentally prepared for this?"
Chu Yunyao glanced at the man.
Ye Fan looked up wondering, "How do you know, what am I thinking?"
"Are you stupid
This is my yard, where is there no surveillance for me
Besides, there are still situations where the enemy may sneak in..." Chu Yunyao said without shy.
Ye Fan was speechless, but he was not in the mood to care about the woman's monitoring, and sighed: "This family matter... Compared to those who watch the stars at night and misty nights, I have a lot of headaches... If my sword can handle these three thousand If the troubles are cut off directly, that would be great... Xiao Yaoyao, what do you think I should do
There is a mess in my mind now, I am obviously saving Qingxue... But now it seems to be killing her. "
"Don't ask me, I don't know either," Chu Yunyao said.
Ye Fan smiled bitterly, "There are still problems that can stump you..." "It's easy to do scientific research, but to be a human... How easy is it?" Chu Yunyao took a sip of coffee, looked at the night sky in the distance, and whispered.
Ye Fan glanced at the woman, lost in thought.
Sleepless all night.
In the morning, Ye Wanqing ran into Ye Fan's house with glutinous rice balls in her arms.
"Brother! Why didn't you have breakfast just now? Gillian's sister-in-law made a lot of delicious food!"
Ye Fan lay on the bed, staring at the roof blankly, "I don't have any appetite..." "Big brother! Let's go outside at noon! Ye Danqing said that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and it happened that the second brother was also there. Let's go out to the restaurant for a meal. Fan! Tomorrow is the imperial test of the Holy Emperor, everyone will have no time!"
Ye Wanqing said.
Ye Fan sighed, "Qing'er good... Go ahead, I'm not in the mood".
Ye Wanqing murmured, "Big Brother! Have you become a sword god and don't want to be with us juniors
Anyway, I grew up together since I was a child. Ye Danqing has booked a place and is waiting for you."
"I don't mean this..." Ye Fan couldn't laugh or cry. After thinking about it, it's okay to go out and relax, so he got up and said: "Let's go, I really convinced you girl."
Tangyuan stared at Ye Fan with small eyes for a while, then yelled in a low voice "Uh", and then kicked his short legs and jumped onto Ye Fan's shoulder.
Ye Fan knew that this lazy bear must have seen that he was in a bad mood and was comforting him. He couldn't help but smiled and pinched the belly of the glutinous rice balls, "If you have a conscience, I will buy you more delicious food today."
With his sister and glutinous rice balls, Ye Fan walked out of the yard after a simple change.
All the way to the restaurant reserved by Ye Danqing, it was exactly where Ye Fan went out to eat when he first arrived in this world.
What a coincidence, the old place, the old seat.
Ye Danqing and Ye Hang arrived early. Seeing Ye Fan and Ye Wanqing coming over, they smiled and waved hello.
"Haha, brother, you are here, I was wondering if you would wear a mask, your feelings have changed," Ye Danqing said with a smile.
Of his level, it is naturally impossible to know that Ye Fan is the Sword God, only thinking that Ye Fan has been hiding recently.
Ye Hang and Ye Wanqing didn't say anything wrong, but they couldn't hide their pride in their brothers.
Ye Fan took the jug and poured himself a glass, "How are you doing recently, can you go to the Imperial Examination of the Holy Emperor tomorrow?"
"Come on! What a joke! The Holy Emperor Imperial Examination is better than writing, I'll go!"
Ye Danqing rolled his eyes.
After chatting for a while, Ye Fan couldn't help but froze, because two familiar figures appeared on the street below the restaurant.