While talking, Chi Zeyao took out the tissue from the bedside table, gently wiped her tears, and coaxed her softly: "Don't cry. It really doesn't hurt. Before the operation, I was a little nervous. I was afraid that there would be problems in the operation, and I would never see you again. At that moment, I also regretted it. I regret not telling you about it."
"Then you regretted it at the time, why didn't you call me?" Feng Jimian asked unhappily.
"Because Nuan Nuan, Nuan Nuan told me that my operation will be successful. You know that doctors don't promise patients like this when they perform surgery. I believe in Nuan Nuan. She told me that it will be successful. I don't want you to feel sorry for me and worry about me anymore.
Ji Mian, although I realized my mistake, I promised you that no matter what happens in the future, I will never hide it from you again, and we, husband and wife, will face it together. But do you know, the moment I remembered you back then, thinking about all the things you did to avenge me because you hated the Chi family all these years, and I mercilessly counterattacked you, and let you bear the result, do you know how sad I am? I feel that I am not a man. Not even an individual. "
Feng Jimian shook her head: "No, you are not, you are not in my heart, you have always been the best. You are the best man and the best father."
After finishing speaking, Feng Jimian hugged Chi Zeyao distressedly, not letting him talk nonsense.
"You are also very good. In my heart, you have always been the best wife and best mother. I miss you very much, even in the time of frustration. I know that I have lost the most important person in my life. But I don't remember you"
"But didn't you remember it later? As long as you remember it, as long as you can think of me, that's enough."
"Yeah. When I finally thought of you, I was very happy. But that night because I was too excited, I passed out. After being sent to the hospital, the doctor gave my dad a critical illness notice. That's when I knew that my life was about to end.
Ji Mian, I have always wanted to give you happiness, but I missed it again and again. I'm already terrified of this feeling. So at that time, I was even glad that I learned of my illness when I remembered you. "
Feng Jimian was already in tears.
"Later, I knew that Nuan Nuan's medical skills were very powerful, and she could cure me. That's why I always wanted to come to you when I was in good health. I will definitely find you, and from then on we lived happier days than gods. But at this moment, you came. And I was not ready to welcome you in the best state. Do you know how I felt when you came to me and we were alone together?"
"Aren't you happy?" Feng Jimian rubbed herself up from Chi Zeyao's arms, her sharp eyes had already turned into a watery and harmless appearance.
"Happy." Chi Zeyao stretched out his hand along her hair and said, "But it's also very uncomfortable."
"What are you suffering from?"
"It's uncomfortable that you are in front of me, but I look at you, but I can't do anything."
Feng Jimian blinked her eyes, "My career here is going well, my husband is still alive, and my son is so good, except that he is a little behind on his emotional intelligence and let my future daughter-in-law go, isn't everything else going well?"
Looking at the clean and almost transparent eyes of his daughter-in-law, Chi Zeyao felt even more guilty.