"Sanwa'er, drink this soup. This is your master's order." Su Rou handed me a bowl of soup. It has been almost 5 days since I woke up, but my body is still very weak. Su Rou is strict. I was given soup according to the recipe given by my master, but I couldn't drink it.
Just because I feel too greasy and have something on my mind.
"I'm not going to drink anymore. Just drink it. I want to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." I said quietly while looking out the window.
"*** Third baby, is it easy for me to find an aunt to make soup for you? Is your baby just ruining it like this? Okay, drink it quickly, I have already scooped up the meat and eaten it." Crispy pork refused to give up. said.
The meat was scooped up and eaten? I looked at the pork belly speechlessly! He took the soup bowl and drank it, and then said to Surou seriously: "I have to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. I'm already well, but I'm just a little weak. Why do I stay in the hospital all the time?"
"What are you going to do after being discharged from the hospital?" Su Rou asked.
"Go and see my dad and mom, and then go to Miao territory to find my master." I actually didn't know what I was doing, but I always felt that I had to find my master first.
"Don't rush out of the hospital. Once you get out of the hospital, your buddy won't know where to find you. Let's wait until he tells me." Surou said when he saw that I drank the tonic soup.
I woke up five days ago. I was still a little confused for the first two days. I couldn't remember too many things. This was a sign of my unstable soul. But I could still recognize Su Rou. Under Su Rou's care, I finally recovered the day before yesterday. After a while, my brain gradually became clearer and I recalled many things one by one.
And by yesterday afternoon, I was completely awake. As soon as I woke up, I pulled Surou to ask about the whereabouts of my master, and there were many other things. However, Surou said that when my master left, he had to wait until I was completely gone. Well, you can tell me what happened after you are discharged from the hospital.
This is the reason why I was in a hurry to be discharged from the hospital. As for Surou just saying that a buddy of mine was coming to see me, I had no idea what was going on. I couldn't help but ask, "Who is coming to see me?"
"Who else can it be? It's that Qinhuai." Surou said while putting away the bowl.
"Qinhuai" I nodded and stopped talking. My heart felt empty, I had no support and I didn't know what to say.
Surou sat down next to me and took out a meat bun from nowhere. He gnawed it in big mouthfuls. After finishing one, he took out another, then ate another, and then another...
I finally couldn't help it anymore and said: "Crispy pork, I'm counting. You've eaten 5 steamed buns. You also fished out the meat in the soup and ate all the meat. Do you want to be strangled to death?" "
Surou looked at me in surprise and said, "Sanwa'er, your baby finally said a human word to me!"
"What do you mean?" I didn't understand the meaning of crispy pork.
"What do you mean?" Su Rou was excited, and his voice couldn't help but get louder. He sprayed the bun filling all over my bed, "When you woke up, you weren't excited or friendly when you saw me." I'm reminiscing about the past. Apart from looking for your master and being discharged from the hospital, I'm still in a daze, but you still know that I exist!"
I was cleaning the bun fillings on the bed. When I heard what Surou said, I suddenly felt guilty. I couldn't help but raise my head and said to Surou: "I have been to Beijing in the past few years. I miss you too. I miss a lot of our childhood." Something. But even so, I feel like I have never been separated from you. I feel that in front of you, I just do what I want and do it casually, without any need for politeness or expression. "
I'm telling the truth. If Su Rou hadn't asked me this, I don't think I need to explain the above words.
Over the years, I know myself too well, and because I attach too much importance to feelings, I don’t really let others get into my heart. But once I care, once that person is the one who gets into my heart, I am like this, very honest. , and naturally, I will not be hypocritical or put on a mask at all to the people I care about.
After hearing what I said, Su Rou stopped eating the buns. He held the half-pull buns in his hands and was in a daze. After a while, his eyes were a little red and he said: "I thought you went to Beijing and were promising. Everyone you contacted was They are some big shots, they have forgotten me a long time ago, you said your baby didn’t even ask me what you are doing now when he wakes up.”
I was both amused and touched by this crispy meat. I sat up from the bed and naturally took out a cigarette from his coat pocket and lit it. Then I asked: "I think you can do whatever job you want, even if you You are a turd picker, and you are also my brother, why do I ask this?"
"You bastard, you are the one picking the shit!" Surou suddenly stood up, rushed to my bedside, and gave me a blow. I was so happy that I gave Surou another blow. We were just like when we were kids. There was a commotion.
With this fuss, the distance between Su Rou and me was finally gone, and my heart gradually relaxed. To be honest, the old village chief's incident cast too heavy a shadow on me.
Later, until the nurse came to intervene and cursed, we stuck out our tongues and stopped making trouble.
At this time, Surou was out of breath because of his fatness, and I had been weak recently and was out of breath. The two of us were lying on the small bed in the hospital in an inconspicuous manner. I held the unlit cigarette in my mouth and asked. Su Rou: "Tell me, what are you doing now?"
Su Rou said proudly: "I don't have much ability, but I have been doing business in Chengdu recently and I have made some money."
This kid's dream since childhood is to make money, make big money! I didn’t expect that I would actually start a business in Chengdu. But am I in Chengdu now? As I was thinking about it, I couldn't help but ask: "Surou, what kind of business are you doing? Am I in Chengdu now?"
"You are really confused. It has been five days since you woke up and you still don't know that you are in Chengdu? Don't worry about what business I am doing. You will know when the time comes. Tell me about your affairs over the years. We have been separated for so long. , I really want to hear it." Su Rou said casually.
I had nothing to hide from Su Rou, so I told Su Rou everything about my experiences over the years, including those of the old village chief. When I finished speaking, the moon had already hung in the sky, and it was more beautiful than the previous one. After the heat during the day, the night breeze is so cool.
After listening to all my stories, Surou couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. After a long time, he shook his head and took out a cigarette, lit it with a shake, took a big puff, and then asked : "Sanwa'er, is everything you said true? It's too damn suspenseful!"
I smiled bitterly, grabbed the cigarette that I had just taken a puff from, and also took a puff. When the smoke came out, I said softly: "I also hope it is fake."
"However, I also believe it! I have seen this hungry ghost, what else can't I believe? You don't know, you have been gone for so many years, and when I think of my childhood experiences, it feels like a dream, and I doubt whether they exist. Damn it, the life of a Taoist priest is really not what people live. But, Sanwa'er, the matter about the old village chief, really, I... I have something to say, what is wrong with this old village chief? Huh? Why should it end like this?" Surou said angrily.
"Many things happen only in one thought, so it is right to say that one thought leads to life and death. If he had seen through it instead of hating him when he died, then he would not have been dominated by resentment and would not have been driven to pieces in the end. Moreover, the villagers were A good thought means..." I can't go on. There are no ifs in this world. Even if destiny determines cause and effect, sometimes you have to feel that you are no match for a person's thought, because after all, God will not let anyone's soul fly away. You Sometimes a thought goes against your destiny and the way of heaven, and the result is naturally the result of changing your destiny against heaven, and you must bear the consequences of changing your destiny against heaven.
Don't think that only Taoists can change their destiny by exerting their power. A person's thoughts can sometimes change their destiny!
This is the similarity between Taoism and Buddhism. One flower and one world, one tree and one floating life. Whether the world in the flower or the floating life in the tree is all thoughts, your thoughts determine your world, and the floating life in the world is destiny.
People survive under the law of heaven, but the law of heaven is ruthless and is just a rule. In your world, what is bigger than the law of heaven is your thoughts, which cannot be controlled by the law of heaven. Therefore, man will conquer heaven. It does not mean that human power is stronger than heaven, but that your thoughts will ultimately Change the destiny given to you by heaven and surpass heaven. Being victorious does not mean a good outcome, just like the old village chief...
Su Rou slowly thought about my words. After a long time, he suddenly said to me: "San Wa'er, I am actually very kind. I occasionally become a profiteer. Is that okay?"
"Ah? What have you done? Are you still a profiteer?" I was stunned. Is this pork still as unreliable as when I was a kid
Surou scratched his fat face and said, "You're not considered a profiteer, right? I'm just saying how much more do you sell street stall goods for?"
"What on earth are you selling?"
"hey-hey... ."