Surou finished all the words in one breath, and then looked at me uneasily, and Qinhuai also looked at me uneasily.
But I didn't notice this anymore. I was dumbfounded by the news. I was stunned and couldn't recover for a long time. What is Master going to do? Master doesn’t want me anymore? No wonder I think he has always been a little weird these years... .
I don't know how long I was silent. It wasn't until the cigarette in my hand burned my hand that I came back to my senses. Qinhuai and Surou didn't dare to speak. No matter who they were, they knew the feelings between me and Master.
It can be said that I have almost never left my master since I was 6 and a half years old, but this time he was forced to separate from me for three years. What does this mean
I don’t understand why Master is like this. I have a strong feeling of being abandoned. I can’t stand this!
'Pa' was the sound of Su Rou placing the wine glass hard on the table. He couldn't help it and cursed: "Sanwa'er, I'm not telling you, why are you acting like a girl? Ah?"
I looked at Surou with anger in my eyes. I was in a bad mood. I didn't know what Surou meant by messing with me at this time.
But Su Rou said regardless: "San wa'er, who in this world can rely on whom for the rest of his life? Didn't I leave my parents after I finished junior high school and two years of technical school? Every grown man has to be alone. Facing this world? Do you think Mr. Jiang is a baby? Are you still breastfeeding? What do you think you are like when you say you are not like a girl? "
Qinhuai lit a cigarette and said to me: "Yes, Chengyi, you are very lucky. Mr. Jiang couldn't worry about you. When he left, he specially found crispy pork to accompany you. I also rushed back to accompany you." , I didn’t let you face the world alone. Of course, compared with Surou, I am not qualified to say this, because I have never left home. At that time, Surou, I believe you also came out alone, you yourself think about it."
What they said finally made me calm down. I suddenly felt that yes, I was very lucky to have two such good friends with me. Even a friend who is not a strong friend would not say this to me.
Yes, you always have to be alone! I felt bitter inside, so I poured a glass of wine and said, "Don't say anything today, just drink with me."
————————————————————————————
Three days later, Qinhuai and I boarded the train to Beijing. I didn't think about anything during these three days, so I drank wine with Qinhuai and Surou for three days to keep my mind as blank as possible.
Originally I planned to visit my parents, originally I planned to go to Miao territory, and many of my original plans turned into confusion after Master left!
I can't wait to see what things and words Master left for me. I feel that only then will I have a clear picture in my heart and know what I will do next!
Once again, I traveled from Sichuan to Beijing, and this time, Master was no longer with me.
After getting off the train and returning to the familiar alley, I ran back home without even having time to say goodbye to Qinhuai.
When I opened the door, I felt a little dazed. I suddenly felt that I could still see Master sitting in the yard, drinking tea leisurely, waiting for me, but the yard was empty.
This is different from before. He often left before. The longest time he left was two months, but I always knew he would come back. Unlike this time, he didn't even want to say anything to me in person and just left. !
Three years, is it really just three years
I rushed into the house. Nothing in the house had changed. There was not even any dust. Apparently Master had come back. I knew Master’s habits, so I rushed directly into Master’s room. I didn’t look at anything. My eyes only fell on Master. Leave me a letter.
I opened the letter with some trembling, and Master's familiar handwriting caught my eye.
Chengyi:
When you read this letter, I am already on the road to pursuing what I want to pursue. I forgive Master for leaving without saying goodbye, just because there are many things that cannot be discussed in detail.
Three years is a promise made by a master to you. If I don't die at that time, come to Miao Village to find me in three years. When the time comes, just wait in this courtyard, and someone will naturally take you to find me.
You had seen the things in this house when you were a child, and most of them were left behind by your master. You knew that your master didn’t have much savings. Cultivation is not easy, especially in this era. If you can't move forward, you will sell these things one by one. I won't blame you, and I don't think Master will blame you either.
The medicinal materials are in the same place and have been left for you for one year.
The magic weapons are also in the same place. They are some that I commonly use, and they are quite powerful.
My request is very simple. In the past three years, you cannot use Taoism indiscriminately, except to protect yourself! Because your Taoism has not yet matured to the point where you can solve other people's problems and seek survival for yourself. And using Taoism to do deceptive things is even more unacceptable to me, please remember.
In addition, don't think about getting together with your parents in the past three years. You know your own destiny. Just stay with your parents for one month a year.
Finally, in the past three years, I hope that you will master Taoism and become more mature in the world of mortals. I hope that after three years, when our master and apprentice get together, I can see a different you.
The letter ends here, followed by Master's signature and date, and my tears have already wet the letter paper.
Yes, this letter was written very simply, without much lyricism or explanation, but the information and feelings revealed between the lines made me cry.
Master said that if he was still alive, it meant that what he was about to do was dangerous.
The things Master left for me, the hopes he had for me, every word was filled with deep feelings. He...
I wiped away my tears, folded the letter gently, put it in an envelope, and then put it in my pocket. I decided that I would carry this letter with me wherever I went in the past three years.
Actually, I really want to go to Miaojiang. Master said that he should go to Miaojiang to treat Uncle Hui's injury. Maybe if I ask all the way to Miaojiang, I will find Master.
However, I gave up this idea, just like Su Rou said, am I not weaned? Master asked me to train on my own for three years, but I went to find him non-stop. What does this mean
Having made up my mind, I finally feel less sad. Three years is just three years, and I don’t believe I can survive.
Touching his pocket, Qinhuai lent me 500 yuan when he left. I will live on this 500 yuan.
In the evening, I made myself a simple dinner. While I was eating, someone came to the door. I thought it was Qinhuai. When I opened the door, I found that Qinhuai was not the only one. There was also Jingyi who came with him. sister in law.
At this time, my sister-in-law's belly was already a little obvious, but she was in good spirits. I quickly asked them to come in and sit down. Looking at Jingyi's sister-in-law, I suddenly felt that I was very worthless. Compared with hers, my affairs were nothing.
My sister-in-law sat down and asked me directly without saying anything more: "I came back with Master Jiang. I know everything. I want to ask you what your plans are in the future?"
I did not answer Sister-in-law Jingyi directly, but asked: "Sister-in-law Jingyi, why did you come to Beijing?"
Sister-in-law Jingyi said: "I have to come to Beijing to stay, because you know, what your brother Sheng did is not glorious. Although it is still under investigation and has not been determined yet, I guess, haha... In short, I stay here, which is what the above said, and I think it’s fine. Staying anywhere won’t prevent me from raising my children.”
Sister-in-law Jingyi's words were vague, but I understood what Sister-in-law Jingyi meant. Because of Brother Sheng, she probably won't be able to live freely in the future. Isn't Brother Sheng's matter too serious
I thought of that weird purple plant. No matter how stupid I was, I understood that that was what Brother Sheng was for! At the same time, I also 'admire' the energy of that organization. It was able to obtain the plant at the bottom of the river from a monster as powerful as the old village chief. I don't know what method was used.
After that, Brother Sheng left without hesitation...
Looking at my sister-in-law, I felt a little sad, and so did Qinhuai. Look what her man has brought to her! You must know that your sister-in-law is also a top student and has a bright future. Brother Sheng's departure ruined everything.
You don't need to think about it, you know that after this incident, it is impossible for my sister-in-law to be reused in the future! Maybe, all that I have learned will not be put to use. This is such an uncomfortable thing for scientific researchers!
Seeing that Qinhuai and I were sad, my sister-in-law burst out laughing and said: "You two silly boys, don't be sad. I am very happy. I have my baby with me, and there are many people in Beijing who take care of me, and I can still I receive a good salary. Compared with many wandering people, am I not lucky? But you, Sanwa'er, haven't told me yet, what are your plans? "
I looked at Jingyi's sister-in-law and said, "I'll take care of things here, and then I'll go back to Sichuan to see my parents. Don't worry about me, sister-in-law. It's only three years, isn't it?" |