I was wondering why Gao Ning would leave me a letter, but when I thought about what he said, no friend confided in his feelings, it became clear to me. But when I think about how outrageous Gao Ning is, I can’t help but my heart beats faster. Over in Beijing, my parents live there temporarily. What if Gao Ning leaves me a message and my parents see it
"Did you leave a letter before?" I couldn't help but ask.
But Gao Ning did not answer my question. He just looked at the infinitely beautiful sunset and said: "Chen Chengyi, if you want to bury me, bury me here. It's not bad to be close to the village where grandma lived since she was a child. If you don’t have the intention to hide me, just let me die here. In short, the grievances between life and death will be resolved, and it doesn’t matter if I’m not buried.”
I felt a little sad in my heart. Gao Ning, who was still alive in front of me at this time, only had ten minutes left to live at most. I suppressed my sadness and said as calmly as possible: "There is no reason not to bury you, don't worry."
"What do I have to worry about? My parents are no longer alive. I'm afraid no one will shed a tear for me when I die. Thinking about it, this half of my life is really sad. However, thank you, Chen Chengyi, for allowing me to have a happy life after my death. A safe place to live. Don't say any more, let's get started." Gao Ning didn't look back and looked at the side of his face, only to find that a tear had fallen.
I trembled and picked up the golden talisman...
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The Black Rock Miao Village and the group finally came to an end on this day. The village that was full of people and grievances before going there has now completely turned into a deserted village.
What is left is the lonely desolation of Gao Ning on the hillside, and a simple tombstone made of wood in front of the grave. On it is the tomb of Gao Ning that I wrote, and there are no more unnecessary words.
This result is somewhat desolate.
We were all very tired and had nothing to say when we walked out of the mountains. However, the task was completed perfectly and we were not in a hurry on the way back.
Master seemed to be the most tired one. After getting on the motorcycle, he kept taking naps. When he woke up, he was full of thoughts and unwilling to talk.
I didn't ask any more questions. This time I just saw the unbelievable things. Watching so many lives disappear and watching the prosperity turn into desolation was a great test for my state of mind. I didn't want to ask more questions.
It wasn't until the afternoon of the next day that we returned to the town again. Master finally said: "Chengyi, your parents may not be used to living in Beijing. Take them back to Sichuan. You and I should also go back to Sichuan for a while." , let’s stay in Zhulin Xiaozhu for a few more days to find that peaceful state of mind.”
Bamboo Grove Villa? My heart felt a little nervous, and my thoughts were flying, as if I had returned to the days of more than ten years ago, when we lived a simple life, depended on each other, and that quiet bamboo house... It was okay if Master didn't say it, but once he did, I I found that after this time, I missed Zhulin Xiaozhu crazily.
It would be great to go back and live there for a while.
"As for your family, they are just like two girls. If they want to stay in Beijing, they can stay. If they don't want to, they can go back to their original place. You can go and do things. I will wait for you at Zhulin Xiaozhu. By the way, remember Take girl Yuan Xi with you, I said I will always take her with you for a while." Master said to me.
I nodded in agreement, but Uncle Hui suddenly appeared out of nowhere and said, "Well, I'll stay in Beijing for a while. When Hui Gen'er goes on spring break, I'll bring him here."
"Who wants you to come?" Master said without raising his eyes.
"I'm coming, do you want me to care about you? Can you care about me?" Uncle Hui looked like an old god.
Looking at this familiar scene, I felt warm and funny in my heart, but I was also afraid that they would continue talking and start a one-on-one fight. But at this time Grandma Ling Qing also spoke: "Sichuan is a place that raises people, and the water is good. I will go and stay for a while. Girl Ruyue, please follow me. It's a pity that Girl Ruxue won't come, no You may as well come..."
After the battle, the tense nerves finally relaxed. When Grandma Ling Qing talked about Ruxue, my heart felt sour, missing and sad, so I simply kept silent. Ruyue's expression was also a little gloomy, biting. He touched his lower lip and suddenly said to Grandma Ling Qing: "Grandma, I won't go. I want to go back to the village to accompany my sister."
Grandma Ling Qing is such a smart woman. She has already noticed the undercurrent of emotions. She suddenly said: "Just because you don't say you don't want it and don't ask it doesn't mean you let it go. When will you be able to keep the feelings in your heart unchanged?" Speaking frankly, facing it bravely will bring you to a higher state of mind. Anyway, I won't go now. I'll go back to Yueyan first, and I'll also go see the girl Ruxue. After a while, maybe Come to Bamboo Grove Villa again.”
Grandma Ling Qing, the state of mind you are talking about is probably the state of mind between you and Master. I ask myself that I can't do it now. I just think of Ruxue, and I am inevitably a little crazy. I want to see her again and hug her. .
I thought that Grandma Ling Qing suddenly stopped leaving, and Master would be a little disappointed, but Master was very indifferent and just said: "Okay, then you go back to Yueyan first, I always stayed at Zhulin Xiaozhu, you are here When the day comes, it’s okay.”
I always felt that there was something wrong with this sentence, but my heart was already filled with warm plans to live in the bamboo house in the future, so I didn't think much about it.
In this way, after a brief discussion, a group of us rested in the town for a day and then set off separately.
Uncle Hui and I went to Beijing together, Grandma Ling Qing took Ruyue back to Yueyan, Uncle Chen and Brother Chengxin went back to Hangzhou, and Uncle Wang found Chengzhen who stayed in the small town, and God knows where he planned to hang out.
The reunion is always short, and the parting is also hasty.
Besides, our gathering is for a fight. When will such gatherings become enjoyable
I have returned to Beijing, where I have not been back for more than half a year, and I feel a little hurried. There are too many people here that I care about, including my family, Qinhuai, Su Rou, sister-in-law Jingyi, Yuan Xi, brother Yuan Yi, uncle Li, brother Chengqing, Xiao Hui Gen'er... I miss them very much.
Uncle Hui said he was going to pick up Hui Gen'er from school and give him a 'scare'. He said goodbye to me at a fork in the road. I almost jogged back to the familiar courtyard, and finally stood panting in front of the big door. in front of the door.
The tiredness and dust in the heart always need to be washed away and comforted by the warm stream of family affection... .
I pushed the door open with some trembling, and the smell of home rushed into my face. It was noon on the weekend. My two sisters and their family always had to eat with my parents. A door was closed inside. , it is this lively and warm scene.
"Uncle, it's uncle..." The first person who saw me was my eldest nephew. After shouting happily, he flew towards me. I hugged him and couldn't help but hug him. Touched his small forehead.
"Hehehehe..." The nephew smiled happily, then pinched his nose and said, "Uncle, your beard is prickly, you smell so bad."
Before I had time to say anything, I felt a light on my shoulder, and when I looked around I saw my dad’s back. Before I noticed, he had already taken off my backpack for me and was about to put it in the house in a hurry, chanting in his mouth He said: "If you smell bad, go take a shower. It's better to say goodbye and eat first."
I felt funny and touched. My mother over there had come over. She touched my face with her hands and said, "Let me see if my son has lost weight... I shaved off this beard quickly. He looks better." Your dad is still old."
That's it, that's all I want. It seems that my whole person feels relaxed and warm all of a sudden. This time, I have been away from home for another half a year.
This son and brother of mine will always have only one word left to my family - wait! When will I be able to end this wandering life
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Just like that, I arrived in Beijing and reunited with my family again. Uncle Hui picked up Hui Gen'er after school and also came to our house. He promised to live with us during this period.
I didn't have time to tell my parents about Master's specific arrangements. After washing up in a hurry, I still had to meet many people.
It seems that running around is a bit busier, but for me, running around and being busy at this time is happiness.
The first person I wanted to see was, of course, Qinhuai and Surou. Now that I'm back, they are free. I think of Qinhuai's curse on me on the phone. If I come back, If I don't go to them first, I guess these two guys won't recognize me as their brother.
But before I left, I specifically asked my parents if they had any letters for me, but the answer I got was inexplicable, that is, no.
Did Gao Ning lie to me? What reason did he have to lie to me