After the dinner, I drove Su Rou home in my car. In those days, drunk driving was not strictly controlled. Su Rou sat next to me leisurely, crossed his legs, held a toothpick in his mouth, and said to me: "Ann Yu's matter is quite serious, are you sure?"
"It's not easy to judge the situation now. You have to see it before you say anything." I frowned slightly and said.
The place where An Yu's accident occurred was the office building where his company's office was located. An Yu had always rented an office building in the past. After becoming wealthy, he simply bought an office building. It was also a disguised investment. However, he did not expect that strange things would continue to happen in that new office building. , so that no employee dares to work overtime.
This office building still cost An Yu a lot of money. Now that the news has spread, it can’t be sold, and other floors can’t be rented out. It has simply become An Yu’s heartache, and I don’t know if it’s because of this office building. His company's business was also not going well, and he felt that his business was about to collapse in this office building.
So, when he saw me, he shouted for help. He had a failed marriage and no children. His relatives were all looking after his money. Apart from his parents, this business was An Yu's only psychological dependence. If it was gone, he said that he would also Can't live anymore.
But he spoke in general terms, because he didn't dare to stay in that office building for long, so he didn't encounter anything. He just heard from hearsay that there was something wrong. I couldn't judge the situation at the moment.
In addition, if there is no problem with the office building and it is his destiny, then there is nothing I can do about it.
Seeing that I was not sure what was going on, Surou spat out the toothpick and said to me: "Sanwa'er, Lao An, I know her. If this matter cannot be settled, most of his money will be lost here." With the office building and the company's business not going well, he could really seek death."
"If there are ups and downs in his life, I will not interfere. But I will try my best! In short, I will also advise him that seeking death is not a good idea, and the sin is very serious." I said while driving.
"I'm x, right? I can't decide my own life. How much more sinful is suicide?" Surou said in a loud voice.
"Birth, old age, illness, and death. These are the four levels that God tests people. Each one must be experienced and faced. People who are blessed may be able to avoid illness, but such people are rare. Seeking death is Not being able to face life is also a disguised form of being unable to face death, because you have not gone through the natural death process. This is against the will of heaven. Do you think it is a serious sin?" I gave Su Rou explained once that people who commit suicide easily often need great power of thought to save them, otherwise they will really be riddled with sins.
Su Rou sighed and said: "Okay, let's not talk about him and go to my house. Chunyan just found out that we drank wine and cooked a pot of porridge, and asked you to come too."
"I won't go." When I said this, Surou's family had already arrived. I braked and parked the car on the side of the road, and then said: "Wait a minute, I'm going to pick up Ruyue. She is here today." The late flight arrives here.”
Surou took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it. Then he looked at me worriedly and said, "Did that Qinhuai guy come with her this time?"
I also lit a cigarette, leaned on the car seat and said, "No, Ruyue is alone this time. She came here to discuss a project, and I just went to pick her up."
"Hey, Sanwa'er, you still don't know what Ruyue is thinking? Qinhuai... When will the three of you get married and start a business? Ruyue will never marry and is busy with her career. Even a fool knows that she is thinking about you. Qinhuai keeps changing girlfriends, saying he is enjoying life, but who doesn't know that this is Ruyue? Do we have to be entangled in this matter for a lifetime?" Su Rou was a little indignant. said.
In fact, he is worried about us.
I blew out the cigarette and was silent for a long time. In fact, this was something I never wanted to think about. After a long time, I said, "Let it go."
"Let it go? Where are you and Ruxue? Are you going to go on like this? You said before that you see Ruxue once a year, but in which winter, you don't go to Yueyan Miao Village to stay for a month? And Ruxue will come here occasionally Looking for you! Do you think you two are weird? Apart from the sexual relationship, you are just a fucking couple who get together more and stay apart less, but you must stick to it. This is really something I, a mortal, can’t understand." Su Rou scolded When he arrived, he paused for a moment. As if he didn’t think it was enough, he sighed and said: "Just get married. Get married in a foreign country. Then you are a couple in a foreign country. In China, it may not be recognized by law, so it doesn't count. It violates the rules. Otherwise, you will just wait for Ruxue to stop being a Gu girl, and then?"
I frowned slightly, then smiled and cursed: "Get out of your relationship, let it be, just let it go. Didn't my master and Grandma Ling Qing spend their whole lives like this?"
"You are really talented and capable! I really don't want to give your parents a thought." Su Rou threw the cigarette butt and gave me a thumbs up.
I was too lazy to say anything else, so I pushed open the door on Surou's side from the driver's seat and said to Surou: "Get out of the car. The reproduction of the population in this world is not my responsibility alone. At worst, you will have one more child." , just make up for my shortcomings."
"Do you want to ask your parents?" Su Rou took out a piece of chewing gum, chewed it, and said to me angrily.
"No matter what a person is willing to do, he or she can achieve it. Ever since I was a child and came out with a birthmark, it has been doomed. Some things are not what my parents thought, but I think it will be okay. I have seen this in my life. A lot, this is an extra piece of life than ordinary people, so it is normal to lose some." I said lightly.
Surou pointed at me, then waved his hand helplessly and said: "Bring Ruyue to our home later and tell her not to stay in the hotel. I asked Chunyan to prepare some food, and don't say no." "
I nodded, then Su Rou sighed and got out of the car.
I closed the car door, couldn't help but frown, and was in a daze for a while. Outside the car window, there were thousands of lights. There must be a lot of warmth behind these lights. Unfortunately, they belonged to others and had nothing to do with me.
If you want, can you? Master, I am willing to spend my whole life looking for you, but can I? Life is like this, things you want to do often leave you with regrets, but unfortunately, even if you regret it, you still want to do things you want to do, and you can't bear to do it.
"***." Thinking of this, I suddenly cursed, then rolled down the window and started the car.
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This time the plane was not delayed. I leaned against the pillar, holding the tea cup, and saw Ruyue's fiery figure from a distance.
This girl is now a successful strong woman. I don’t know much about her business. Anyway, it’s about flowers and plants. Anyway, it’s going well. She said she is making money for their village.
There was a tacit understanding. When I saw Ruyue, this girl also saw it. She was very excited and ran towards me, pulling her suitcase.
The first thing she said to me when she saw me was that she had nothing nice to say.
"You said you were holding a paper cup of coffee and leaning against the pillar. You could say you were pretending to be serious and bourgeois. Why are you holding a stainless steel teacup and leaning here? You're like an old man."
I touched my face, and then said to Ruyue: "Old man? Do I need to dress up? I am."
Ruyue rolled her eyes, then stretched out her hand and waved it in front of me.
I didn’t understand and said in surprise: “What?”
"Rabbit head, well, how do you say it in Sichuan dialect, rabbit head. This is a specialty of the airport here. You didn't even prepare to give it to me. You have no conscience." Ruyue said dissatisfied.
I sighed silently, and then said: "If not, what do you want? Are you trying to trick me again?"
"I'm too lazy. You think the Gu materials are so easy to get and it's a waste to use them on you." Ruyue said to me disdainfully, and I put Ruyue's luggage in the car by the way.
In the car, Ruyue said to me: "Sanwazi, are you free tomorrow? Come with me to choose two clothes."
Shopping is the biggest headache for me, but fortunately I already have a strong excuse, saying: "I can't do it tomorrow, I have an order to make tomorrow."
"What list is it? Is it interesting? Let me go and take a look?" Ru Yue suddenly said to me.
I was very calm and replied directly to Ruyue: "No."