"I said it, but you also know your brother's temperament, he is very reserved... the kind who reports good things but not bad things. He is afraid that I will be sad, so he always avoids the important things and talks about the easy things... But I can feel that in the past four years, he should be better than me. It’s hard... Although it’s hard for me, I still have so many friends and family around me... And he knows that I’m pregnant and has a baby, but he can’t get back to that feeling... It must be very sad.”
There is no true empathy in this world, but Huo Mian can still imagine Qin Chu like that, so miserable that he would rather die than live.
She didn't even dare to think about what kind of life Mr. Qin had lived every day in the past four years. She was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear it.
Huo Mian's words made Qin Ning silent for a while...
"It's okay. If you don't want to say it, that's okay." It was obvious that Qin Ning was hesitant, so Huo Mian comforted her.
"Sister-in-law... It's not that I don't want to say it, it's because my brother doesn't want me to say it... He definitely doesn't want to tell you... In the past four years, my brother has said very little and spent most of his time alone... Those painful times Before and after the operation, I had to look at the photos of you and the babies, especially a photo of you. I wonder if you still remember it? It was a photo of you in high school with a ponytail and a short skirt. The astringent photo... my brother regarded it as a treasure... kept it under the pillow in the hospital all day long and refused to leave. Once when the nurse came to change the sheets, he accidentally knocked the photo to the ground. He who had always been calm and calm got angry... and smashed everything in the ward. Things, even about to leave the hospital that day... You know, I have known him for so many years since I was a child, but I have never seen him so popular, so I think, in the days without you, your photos... are him Everything, even...the belief to live."
When Qin Ning finished speaking these words, Huo Mian had tears streaming down her face.
Although she had been mentally prepared for it, Huo Mian still felt particularly sad to hear Qin Ning say this in person.
If she had been by his side these four years, he wouldn't have had such a hard time...
There will be no repeated surgeries, and I will have to be alone in the hospital, facing a lonely wall.
Compared with Qin Chu, Huo Mian was happy.
Because at least Su Yu, the Su family, and so many friends were with her.
"Sister-in-law... are you okay?" Qin Ning handed over a tissue.
"fine… ."
"Let's not talk about it. We are going to Disneyland tomorrow... You should go to bed early. My brother will scold me for talking nonsense to you when he sees it."
"OK."
Huo Mian got up and turned back to the living room...
Qin Chu and his father were watching financial TV.
"Have you finished chatting?"
"Well, I'll go upstairs and take a shower... You should go to bed early." Huo Mian tried her best to control herself and make herself look normal.
Qin Chu still felt that something was wrong with her mood, so he stood up and looked at Huo Mian's back, and then at Qin Ning outside.
He walked towards Qin Ning...
"Brother..." Qin Ning felt guilty.
"What nonsense are you talking to your sister-in-law again?" Qin Ning looked at Qin Ning fondly. Although his tone was reproachful, his face was not so cold.
"Haha...nothing, just chatting."
"Is it really just chatting? Then why is your sister-in-law crying?" Mr. Qin obviously doesn't believe it
"Ah? Sister-in-law cried? Did you see it wrong? Did the sand get into your eyes?"
"Do you think this is the Sahara Desert? Is there sand blowing in at any time?"
Qin Ning did not dare to say anything and continued to feel guilty...
"I'll take care of you later..." Qin Chu stretched out his finger, tapped Qin Ning's little head, and turned around.
Just after taking two steps, he suddenly thought of something. He looked back at Qin Ning with a serious look on his face, "Ning Ning, that matter... you didn't tell her, did you?"
Qin Ning was startled at first, then suddenly realized.