Zhao Kai continued: "Actually, Fu Hua, I thought you should be very free and easy to be the director of the Beijing Office. You have an advantage that many people don't have, that is, you are not eager for power and wealth. It’s not that you don’t want these, but you know that enough is enough. So you should be very detached, you shouldn’t be so passive everywhere. The reason why you are now passive and trapped is actually what you are looking for. Your own principles and morals have bound your hands and feet. If you can let go of these and don't bind your hands and feet, these dilemmas won't exist at all."
Fu Hua glanced at Zhao Kai, smiled, and had to say that if he really followed Zhao Kai's statement, the so-called dilemmas in front of him would really not exist. Basically, he can be sure that he is innocent, and there is no corruption or bribery that can go online.
The photo itself was designed, and the Haichuan Municipal Party Committee and Government cannot use this as a basis for punishing him. Even if you take a 10,000 step back and say that what happened in the photo really happened, it is just a matter of personal life style. Organizationally, he can be punished, but the degree of punishment is very limited.
However, the direction of this thinking was completely opposite to that of Fu Hua before. This made him difficult to get used to, and he still felt that it was inappropriate to do it this way. He still has a trace of idealistic fantasies in the political arena. He always feels that although there are only interests in the political arena, there are no morals and principles, but there are always people who join the political arena for conviction, not for profit.
For example, Deng Zifeng, the governor of Donghai Province, Fu Hua felt that the Deng Zifeng he came into contact with was a leader with principle and conviction. With officials like Deng Zifeng in China, there is still hope in China's officialdom.
Zhao Kai saw that Fu Hua just smiled and did not speak. He knew that although Fu Hua did not speak against his statement, he probably did not really agree with him in his heart, so he smiled and said, "I will tell you today. These may be very negative, and you may not be able to accept them for a while, but don’t rush to deny them. Anyway, you need to recuperate during this time. You can use this time to think about what I said. Do these make sense."
Fu Hua smiled and said, "I will think about it seriously."
Zhao Kai said: "I hope you can think of a way to do it in the future, but I don't want to see you being rectified."
Fu Hua smiled and said, "Dad, I know, I don't want to get into this kind of predicament anymore."
Zhao Kai stretched out his hand and patted Fu Hua on the shoulder, and said, "I have told you so much. I guess you are tired too. I'm leaving. You can sleep for a while."
Zhao Kai left the ward and Fu Hua closed his eyes. Zhao Kai said a lot to him today. It was very difficult for him to digest for a while, and he was also a little tired. He closed his eyes and fell asleep soon. past.
The next day, Xu Yun brought a fruit basket to see Fu Hua in the ward. Seeing Fu Hua, Xu Yun felt a little painful and said, "Fu Hua, why are you being made like this?"
Fu Hua smiled bitterly and said, "It's a mistake, thank you for coming to see me. Please sit down, Sister Jun."
Xu Yun sat next to Fu Hua’s bed and said with a wry smile: "Fu Hua, I know what you want most now is that Xiaoli and Fu Jin can be with you. I want to be like this and help you and Zheng Li. A lot of good things have been said, but you also know that Xiaoli's personality is very stubborn, and I still failed to persuade her to come back. But she asked me to tell you, take good care of your injuries, and take care of your health."
Fu Hua already knew Zheng Li's attitude from Zhao Kai. Zhao Kai was an elder, and Zheng Li would not listen to what he said, let alone Xu Yun.
Fu Hua accepted this in his heart. He smiled indifferently and said, "Thank you Sister Yun, if Xiaoli lives in France happily, let her stay there. You don't have to help me to persuade her. came back."
Xu Yun was taken aback for a while, looked at Fu Hua for a long time, and then said: "Fu Hua, why did I hear your voice a little wrong? You look like you don't want to try to get Xiaoli back to you?"
Fu Hua smiled bitterly and said, "I think, but I can't get Xiaoli back anymore? I'm like this now, and I don't have the strength to try my best to get Xiaoli back."
Xu Yun was a little anxious and said, "Fu Hua, don't just give up like this. If you give up at this time, you and Xiaoli may be separated. You two are rare loving couples in my circle of friends. If you are separated, I will never believe in love anymore."
Fu Huaxin said that I also feel that we are very affectionate, but I did not expect that our affection is as easy to break as glass. Don't say you don't believe in love anymore, I also feel that love is unreliable.
Fu Hua felt very sad for Zheng Li this time knowing that he was injured and wandering on the edge of life and death, but still refused to forgive him. It is true that he was wrong in this matter, and he shouldn't still provoke Fang Jing and talk about these women even when he is married. But he feels that his fault has not yet reached the level of heinousness. Zheng Li's doing this is really a bit too much.
Fu Hua smiled and said, "I didn't say to leave, but how should I put it..."
Fu Hua got stuck. He couldn't find words to describe his current mood for a while, so he smiled bitterly and said, "Sister Yun, look at how I look now, and I can't even say the words completely. Forget it, I Stop talking."
Xu Yun said: "You look like this. It's a bit too much for Xiaoli not to come back. I will scold her when I turn around and let her come back to see you."
Fu Hua smiled bitterly and shook his head, and said, "Forget Sister Yun, don't worry about it. How to say, this person, let's do everything."
Xu Yun wanted to say something, but Fu Hua didn't want to listen. He smiled bitterly and said, "Sister Yun, I'm a little tired, look..."
Xu Yun looked at Fu Hua. Although Fu Hua meant to see off the guests, she didn't feel offended. She understood Fu Hua's feelings at the moment, and talked about Zheng Li, I'm afraid Fu Hua could not bear it. She smiled bitterly and said, "That's OK, you can rest when you are tired. Don't think about things about Xiaoli now, everything is mainly about raising your body, I'm leaving."
Fu Hua nodded and said, "Thank you for coming to see me, Sister Jun."
Xu Yun left the ward, and Fu Hua was left lying on the bed alone in the ward, and there was silence around him. Fu Hua suddenly felt that this life was really interesting. He once made the promise of a lifetime of companionship with two women, to stay together with each other and grow old together. But in an instant, both of these women left his side. Is there really steadfast love in this world
Fang Jing, Tan Hong, these women like him, and it’s not his fault. Zheng Li used to be very tolerant to these women. It was Zheng Li’s tolerance that made him relax with these women so he didn’t pay attention. In some small sections, something went wrong today, but it seems that all of this is his fault. Isn’t Zheng Li’s tolerance a kind of indulgence and laissez-faire to him? Isn't she responsible at all for the problem
Fu Hua asked himself, in order to protect his marriage with Zheng Li, he had put a lot of effort to resist the temptation of other women. In the end, his perseverance resulted in Zheng Li's unfeeling, which made him very heartbroken, and he couldn't help asking himself whether his previous perseverance was worth it
On the other hand, Zhao Kai said that he was in the current predicament at work, and he was also to blame. He could have used a lot of resources around him to keep him from falling into the current predicament. He also said that the principles he adhered to were actually not valid at all. This also made Fu Hua very distressed. This is the basis of his behavior. If these are all denied, then it would be meaningless for him to adhere to so many years.
The director of the Beijing Office was originally a character who wandered between the political and business circles. He was well informed and well-connected. He really wanted to build a situation like Zhao Kai said with the help of these to let Haichuan City go up and down. It is not impossible not to underestimate him. Especially with the solid background of Zheng Lao and Zheng Lao's subordinates behind him, it is very easy to do this.
But does he really want to do this? Before Zhao Kai said this, Fu Hua had never thought about this. He felt that doing so was a bit overwhelming. Although he has these strong backgrounds, he came out of a poor environment. The views he accepted from his parents are to treat others equally and respect others. But the dilemma he faces today is that he respects others enough, but others regard his respect as a kind of weakness, so they can do everything possible to rectify him.
He wants to continue to maintain the original style of behavior and continue to be weak; or, as Zhao Kai said, use the resources around him to build a situation where people do not dare to provoke him easily, and give those who want to rectify him. Resolutely fight back
Fu Hua's brain was in a mess. For a while, he felt that he still had to stick to his beliefs and continue his old style of behavior. At this time, he was fundamental to being a man. Without this, his life would have failed; for a while, he felt that the previous style of behavior was too difficult for him to act. After that, his current predicament is a good illustration. He must resolutely fight back against those who rectify him, let them know that he is not something to be handled, and whoever provokes him must pay a heavy price.
Perseverance or change is really a difficult question for Fu Hua now. He thought for a long time, but he still didn't know what he should do next. Thinking of the end, he could only give up temporarily, no longer thinking about it.
As Fu Hua's injury improved, people came to see him one after another. Colleagues from the Beijing Office came, Sunan came, and Xiaofei also came. Sun Shouyi didn't come and asked Shen Jia to come to see him on his behalf. Shen Jia relayed Sun Shouyi's words, saying that Sun Shouyi made him feel at ease and healed his wounds. Leave everything else alone for the time being.