I don’t know how long I slept. When I opened my eyes, the room was completely dark. Fu Hua was a little hungry. He got up to check the time. It was already 11 o’clock in the evening. His stomach was a little hungry. Go to the kitchen. I looked at what I could eat, and found a few raw eggs in the refrigerator. I beat a few poached eggs out and sat at the dining table to eat.
Having a meal alone in such a big home, Fu Hua felt a little bleak in his heart, and wondered in his heart what am I holding on to? Love? If love is to leave you when you are most lost and hurt the most, then what is the meaning of this kind of love
Zheng Li asked him to wait for half a year. After half a year, if she could forgive him, she would come back. This decision was made by Zheng Li alone, and there was no room for him to discuss it. Is this a test? Or does Zheng Li want to use half a year to dilute the impact of the photo incident on her
Fu Hua found that he no longer felt the guilt that he felt towards Zheng Li when things happened. It is true that he had a certain degree of ambiguity with some women, but he felt that he was still holding the bottom line. . However, Zheng Li is holding on to him now, and she hasn't forgiven him for a long time. Is this Zheng Li's love for him? If love cannot tolerate any flaws, then this love is really a bit too tired.
After eating the poached eggs, Fu Hua discovered that he might have slept too much, and he didn't feel any sleep anymore. He simply didn't sleep anymore. He got up and drove around in the car and was driven to Shichahai without realizing it. Fu Hua suddenly thought that he hadn't come to the bar in Shichahai for a long time. So I stopped the car and went to the left bank.
Once again, he walked into the small courtyard hidden by the bamboo forest, and walked into the large transparent and bright room facing him. The red goldfish in the blue and white porcelain tank was still walking slowly, the old English typewriter was silent, the candle shadow was swaying, the white lilies were in full bloom quietly, RICHIE was still singing SAYYOUSAYME in a low voice... Fu Hua was in a trance, as if time was gone Stopped, he seemed to see the scene when he first came to the Left Bank.
To a certain extent, this is the place where Fu Hua first came into contact with the petty bourgeoisie side of Beijing. It was brought by Sun Ying, one of the four biggest names in the Fairyland Nightclub that was still alive. It was the first time that he drank Irish coffee here and heard the story of Irish coffee.
At that time, he seemed so immature to Beijing. He had not been assimilated by this bizarre Beijing, and he was willing to simply believe in the beautiful and innocent love story of Irish coffee.
But after the ups and downs of the past few years, he has gone through too many worldly trials, his heart is no longer so innocent, he began to doubt whether love is really so beautiful, or whether love really exists.
Fu Hua found a big sofa and sat down in it. The waitress came and asked him what he needed. He said without thinking, "A cup of Irish coffee."
The waitress quickly delivered Irish coffee. Fu Hua took a sip and drank Irish coffee again. He could no longer feel the original mood. He suddenly felt that this so-called Irish coffee might be a mistake in itself. Coffee and Cocktails are originally something that doesn't fit the world, so they want to get together. Isn't it funny
Maybe the story of the so-called Irish coffee is just an advertising gimmick made by the merchants for this coffee. Make up a beautiful story that will change the mood of a person tasting this cup of coffee, and this mood will give this cup of Irish coffee again. The bitterness of love gives the meaning of love that may not exist at all.
Thinking of this, Fu Hua's state of mind was a little broken. After listening to soothing music, he couldn't feel the sentiment anymore. He suddenly became a little irritable and stopped drinking coffee. After paying the money, he hurried out of the left bank. He knew that he no longer had the romance and passion that he had when he first arrived in Beijing, and that he was no longer suitable for such an atmosphere.
After getting out of the bar, Fu Hua was a bit at a loss. He didn't know where he should go. He sat in the car in a daze. He was in Beijing, a big city, and there were so many people he knew. The lights outside the car were brilliant and the traffic flowed like weaving. , But he clearly felt a kind of loneliness, utter loneliness. He used to think that Zheng Li was the one who understood him best, but now he knew that that kind of understanding was only superficial, and when it really needed to be tested, he was ignored.
This may be the sorrow of modern people. With the high level of material prosperity, people's hearts are getting farther and farther away. Even if you sleep on the same bed, no matter how close your body is, your heart will be far away.
Fu Hua kept sitting in the car like this, until dawn, he started the car and left.
Randomly found a place to eat some breakfast, check the time, he went to Lion China. Xie Xudong is flying back to Singapore today, and politely he should see him off.
Xie Xudong was very happy for Fu Hua to see him off. He smiled and said, "Thank you, Mr. Fu, I am so happy that you can come and see me off. This time the lion came to China, and it was a blessing to meet Mr. Fu."
Fu Hua smiled and said, "Actually, I should thank you. Without your cooperation with the Lion Group, this time I can only sing a one-man show."
Xie Xudong smiled and said: "That is beneficial to all of us. With you, I really look forward to this cooperation with Haichuan."
Fu Hua and Xie Zimin went to the Capital Airport to send off Xie Xudong. On their way back, Xie Zimin looked at Fu Hua and said, "What did you do last night? What do I think of you after being sent to my uncle? Has it all collapsed?"
Fu Hua smiled bitterly and said, "You got it right. I sat in the car until dawn last night in the middle of the night?"
Xie Zimin froze for a moment, and said, "What's the matter with you, are you too stressed and insomnia?"
Fu Hua did not directly answer Xie Zimin, but looked at Xie Zimin and asked, "Do you feel that way? Even though you are surrounded by a large group of people, including those closest to you, your heart is particularly lonely. , It’s as if you are the only one left in this world, you don’t have any support, you can only rely on yourself."
Xie Zimin stayed for a while and said, "I have had this feeling of isolation and helplessness before, especially when I encountered setbacks. Have you not come out of that incident yet? This time I went to the East China Sea. , I think you are in good spirits, I thought you were all right. It seems that it still doesn't work."
Fu Hua smiled and said, "I'm fine, but for a while, I can make it through."
Xie Zimin said: "Don't be like this. Strong support is not a solution, and it will not solve the problem. When you encounter such a bad mood, you call me and I will come out to drink, drink and chat with you. I can give you some relief."
Fu Hua smiled and said: "Tell you I'm fine, no matter what, thank you."
Xie Zimin said: "You just don't want to make me a friend by saying that? I know you think I am too powerful a woman, not the type of friend you like. But I'm just like this. You can't change it. You'd better adapt to it. , Because if Lion China really wants to invest in Haichuan, then you have to face me for a long time."
Fu Hua laughed and said, "You mean I'm asking for trouble in operating this matter?"
Xie Zimin smiled and said, "That's right. Mr. Fu, you have not noticed that you are actually very unconfident, especially in front of powerful women. In front of powerful women, you have no confidence to conquer them. , You always accept with a passive attitude, rather than actively conquer. Just like your wife's departure, have you ever thought that you did nothing wrong in it? What reason does your wife have? Blame you? But after the incident, you didn't think about it at all, but just ran to her to review yourself. Do you know the consequences of the review?"
Fu Hua was taken aback for a moment. He hadn't really thought that his own review was wrong, so he smiled and said, "What was the result?"
Xie Zimin said: "It turned out that it was not a serious matter. Once you review it like this, your wife feels that your mistake is unforgivable. She could have tolerated it. Now you let her. I felt intolerable and eventually led her to leave Paris. So apart from that matter, the way you deal with this matter is also a very important reason for this result."
Fu Hua felt that to a certain extent what Xie Zimin said was right. He was a passive person in front of women, especially strong women. However, if it is determined that his review has caused the situation today, he still feels something is wrong, so he shook his head and said: "President Xie, I admit that what you said has some truth, but there are some things you don’t know. It's exactly like you think."
Xie Zimin smiled and said: "Maybe I don't know the whole story, but I still insist on the conclusions I have drawn. I can see that you two love each other very much. There is nothing wrong between two people who love each other. Forgive, especially when you are being framed. If you behave a little bit stronger in this matter, and resolutely don’t let your wife leave your side, I think today’s results may be very different. Up."
Fu Hua was stunned. He had never thought about this before. If he was a little stronger in front of Zheng Li and insisted on not letting Zheng Li leave his side, what would be the result. Yes, maybe Zheng Li will react very strongly, but will it be so strong that she has to leave him? This is hard to say. Maybe it is really like what Xie Zimin said, he is tougher, and today's results will be very different.