Fu Hua felt very discouraged suddenly, and said to her heart, have I entered a low ebb, and why is everything going wrong
The loneliness on Fu Hua's face was there, and Xie Zimin suddenly felt distressed. The cross on this man's body was so heavy that he could hardly breathe. Xie Zimin couldn't help but stretched out his hand and gently stroked Fu Hua's face, and said, "Fu Hua, this is not your responsibility. Don't make yourself too tired."
Fu Hua avoided Xie Zimin's hand, he felt an urge to cry, but as a man, he seemed unable to cry in front of this woman who was not so familiar with him, so he stood up and said: "Xiao Xie, I suddenly felt that this room was very frustrated, and I wanted to go for a walk."
Xie Zimin also stood up and said, "Then I will accompany you."
Fu Hua shook his head and said, "No, I want to walk alone."
Xie Zimin also understood Fu Hua's current mood very well, so she walked to the door silently, opened the door and went out, Fu Hua followed her and left the room. After leaving the door, Xie Zimin returned to the room, while Fu Hua left the hotel and walked out aimlessly. My mind was empty all the way, and I didn't know what I was thinking.
After walking for a while, he came to the beach. The cool sea breeze made him feel a little cordial and refreshing, so he found a stone bench by the beach and sat down. The sea was rising tide, and the sea kept receding and surging up. The waves hit the shore one by one, and the waves could sometimes hit his face.
Seeing this situation, Fu Hua's mood improved a lot, and he asked whether he cared too much about this matter, because he cared so much about gains and losses. In fact, even if the Lions Group does not invest in Haichuan, what can it do? His Fu Hua's sky hasn't fallen yet. Without the Lion Group, or even without the Beijing Office, he can live very well, and maybe it will be better.
What the unknown girl said to him at the bar around Shenghuang Yashe that night came to Fu Hua's mind: Actually, uncle, people like you have too complicated thinking and too much thinking. , I take myself too seriously. You are bored to live like this, know? Who do you think you are? Occasionally relax for a while, the sky can't fall down.
Yeah, who the fuck am I, the mayor of Haichuan City or the secretary of the municipal party committee? It’s a shit if Lions Group does not invest in Haichuan? Neither Mok nor Jinda is in a hurry, what am I in a hurry? The thing was done, I didn't have anything more, and if it didn't happen, I didn't have anything smaller. As for making yourself so heavy? You just think too much, and he takes himself seriously. Jinda and Mok are both engaged in political games in one mind, and they don't care whether the Lion Group invests or not.
A bitter smile appeared on Fu Hua's face. He really felt that he was living a very boring life at this time. Maybe he should let go of the meaningless burdens in his heart and relax. The sky couldn't fall.
Fu Hua stopped thinking about whether Lion Group would invest in Haichuan. He emptied his brain and looked at the seagulls flying on the sea. In a trance, he seemed to be a seagull. Indulge in love between the sea and the sky, melting together with the sea and sky.
Suddenly, this artistic conception reminded Fu Hua of Du Fu's famous five-character poem "Thinking about Traveling in the Night". Fine grass breeze shore, dangerous canoe. The stars hang down and the plains are wide, and the moon springs from the river. Mingqi writes articles, and officials are retired due to old age and sickness. What is fluttering like, there is a sand gull in the world.
Du Fu's poem says that the breeze is blowing on the fine grass on the river bank, and the boat with the tall mast stands alone at night. The stars are hanging on the horizon, and the plains are wide; the moon is surging with the waves, and the river is rolling eastward. Is it because I am famous because of the article, I should be suspended from office because of old age and sickness. What is it like to wander around by yourself? Just like a lonely sandgull in the sky and the earth.
Du Fu’s poem seemed to let Fu Hua see a picture of wide water and sky, sand gulls floating, and people like sand gulls migrating to rivers and lakes. It fits with the height of the scene before him, and his heart is full of wandering and helplessness. The shadow list was deeply sentimental, and the mood just relaxed became desolate in the blink of an eye.
I don’t know how long it has passed. The tide has been full, the sea has become much calmer, and the sky has dimmed. Fu Hua sat on the stone bench a little tired, so he stood up, wondering why the phone didn’t ring for a long time. After that, he stretched out his hand and touched his body, but when he came out, he was walking at a loss. The phone was not brought out. I don't know if anyone has looked for him.
Fu Hua smiled and shook his head. What if he couldn't find him? Besides, at this moment, maybe Jinda and Mok are fighting each other schemingly. Who are the leaders still thinking about asking him for what
Fu Hua moved his already a little numb legs and feet, just to see an empty taxi coming over, beckoning to the car, and heading back to the Haichuan Hotel. After entering the room, he picked up his mobile phone and looked at him. There were several phone calls for him, including the numbers of Sun Shouyi and Xie Zimin.
Fu Hua wanted to call back and ask what was going on, but how could he not be able to lift up any energy, so he simply dropped his hand, threw it aside, lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
There was a knock on the door, and Fu Hua was awakened. He was in a trance in his mind when he was lying on the bed. He didn't realize what was going on for a while. At this moment, he heard Xie Zimin shouting outside: "Fu Hua, I know you Inside, open the door and don't hide from me."
Fu Hua opened his eyes. The light in the room was very dark. It turned out that it was dark. Xie Zimin was still calling him outside, so he stood up, turned on the light, and opened the door of the room. He looked sleepily at Xie Zimin at the door. Say: "What's the matter?"
Xie Zimin looked at Fu Hua up and down and said, "You still asked me what's wrong, why didn't you answer my call? It's not because of what I said to you, and you stingy didn't care about me, right? ?"
Fu Hua stepped aside and let Xie Zimin enter the house, smiled, and said, "That's all right. I forgot to bring my mobile phone when I went out for ventilation."
Xie Zimin said, "Then why was it turned off again later?"
Fu Hua said: "It's nothing, I wanted to call you back, but I didn't know what was wrong, so I was very sleepy, so I turned off and went to bed. Not only your phone, but I didn't answer the phone call from our leader. ."
Xie Zimin stretched out his hand and thumped Fu Hua and said, "You scared me to death. I thought you were because I said that the Lions Group may not invest in Haichuan. You can't figure it out."
Fu Hua smiled and said, "No, I'm always a man, so I can't stand the blow. It's okay. Tomorrow I will report to the city leaders what you mean, and then we will buy a ticket back to Beijing."
Xie Zimin said: "Do you remember that you were a man? You didn't see the ugly face on your face at the time. It seems that if the Lion Group does not invest in Haichuan, the sky will fall..."
Xie Zimin's words couldn't go on, because Fu Hua suddenly stretched out his hand to embrace her in his arms, blocked her mouth with his mouth, and kissed her abruptly.
Xie Zimin was stunned. She didn't expect Fu Hua to do this suddenly. She felt violated, and instinctively stretched out her hand to push Fu Hua away. Unexpectedly, she would give it back if she didn't push, but the push aroused Fu Hua's brutality. Fu Hua didn't care about her resistance at all, and instead tightened her with his arms even harder.
Xie Zimin screamed. She has always been very cold and arrogant in front of men. No man has dared to treat her like this, so she struggled out with both arms, trying to break free from Fu Hua's embrace. Fu Hua saw Xie Zimin's resistance so fiercely, he stayed for a while. He originally thought that Xie Zimin had a good impression of him, but he didn't expect that he actually got such a reaction when he kissed Xie Zimin. He didn't know whether to let go or continue to hold Xie Zimin tightly.
Now Fu Hua is on the verge of a certain emotion. He knows that if he survives it, he may be sublimated; if he can't survive it, what may be waiting for him is collapse. He wanted to try to change himself, but this change seemed to have encountered a hurdle that he couldn't pass. He felt that his change was not enough, and it was like changing himself from the fundamental factor of personality. He didn't have the courage to kiss Xie Zimin forcefully on such occasions before. Now he has the courage to kiss Xie Zimin, but he didn't expect to encounter such fierce resistance from Xie Zimin. Could it be that he did something wrong again
After hesitating for a while, Fu Hua was not a disciple, he couldn't just force Xie Zimin to do something like this, so he sighed and let go of Xie Zimin. As soon as Xie Zimin's arm was released, he raised his hand and slapped Fu Hua. Fu Hua felt that this slap was what he deserved, so he smiled bitterly and looked at Xie Zimin coldly. He didn't say anything, just thinking that at this point, he and Xie Zimin and Xie Zimin were completely finished.
Originally, Fu Hua thought that Xie Zimin would leave his room after hitting him, but Xie Zimin stared at him and said, "Fu Hua, what do you want? Do you vent all your failures during this period of time on me? Tell you, I..."
Fu Hua glanced at Xie Zimin and said that this woman is really ridiculous. Since he didn't want to be kissed by him, he didn't hurry up in his room. Since he still didn't leave his room, would he still want to be kissed by him again? At the same time, Fu Hua didn't want to be taught by this powerful woman. He was really tired of these powerful women now.
This woman was supposed to be obedient to a man, so why should she show such a posture to teach others, she must have never been hurt by a man so much that she was like this. Since this is the case, then I will be the man who loves you well.
Thinking of this, Fu Hua didn't go to argue with Xie Zimin, so he pulled Xie Zimin over. This time he went too far, and threw Xie Zimin on the bed, and then rushed over. Xie Zimin exclaimed: "What are you doing?"