Comparing himself, Jinda felt that it was so difficult for Fu Hua to maintain such a calm posture.
But on the other hand, Jinda also feels very disdainful of Fu Hua. Since your toilet body is in the officialdom, you should know that this is an extremely dirty place, so why should you be so innocent? Don't you think you are incompatible with this officialdom? From the moment you turn sideways, you should be dirty. If you want to stay innocent, you want to be both a bitch and an archway.
At this time, Jinda remembered his political experience. He felt that what he had done in the officialdom for so many years was to compromise with reality and constantly compromise, until today he compromised to the point where he lost the bottom line. Not only has he lost the bottom line, but he still feels happy in it. He has lost his original persistence.
Think of the situation when he was rushed to **** to study with Xu Zheng for principle. The things are not, Jinda feels a little funny in his heart.
When Fu Hua went to see Jinda the next morning, he was surprised at how Jinda looked. Jinda's eyes were bloodshot, and he looked like he didn't sleep well last night. But Jinda's cheeks were red, and his head was full of spirits, showing an inexplicable state of excitement, and it seemed that he had encountered something good again.
Jinda's trip to Beijing was originally a bit abrupt. He didn't have any public itineraries yesterday. Now he hasn't slept all night in excitement, indicating that something must have happened last night that made Jinda particularly happy. Fu Hua guessed that Jinda's trip to Beijing this time actually had other things to do, and the things that must be done are likely to be of great benefit to Jinda.
Recall that Jinda and Qiao Yuzhen have been closely related recently. Jinda has repeatedly violated regulations in Haichuan for Qiao Yuzhen. It is obviously not accurate to explain Jinda’s reason for doing so as Guo Kui introduced Qiao Yuzhen. .
Guo Kui is also very principled. He will definitely not let Jinda do illegal things for Qiao Yuzhen.
Therefore, there must be other reasons why Jinda is so good to Qiao Yuzhen. At first, Fu Hua thought that Jinda did this because he was obsessed with Qiao Yuzhen’s beauty, but now it seems that it’s not like this. It is likely that Qiao Yuzhen introduced a certain officialdom boss to Jinda, which opened up a rise for Jinda. Jinda did not hesitate to give up principles to help her.
Fu Hua knows Jinda very well, knowing that Jinda has always valued his official career. It is estimated that only when there is some hope in the official career, will Jinda be excited until sleepless all night.
Unexpectedly, Jinda is such an official fan. Fu Hua couldn't help but look down on Jinda. Originally, he regarded Jinda as a person who values his work more than an official. He wants to say that Jinda is still A person with pursuit. But now it seems that what Jinda may really pursue is to be a bigger official. In this case, no matter how big he is, it is meaningless to this society.
But what Jinda thinks has nothing to do with him. Fu Hua now only regards Jinda as his boss, not a friend. He came to see Jinda to perform his job duties. According to Jinda's itinerary, today he is going to report to the leader of the Haichuan Science and Technology Park project.
Therefore, Fu Hua just told Jinda that the following cars had been arranged, and asked Jinda if he was going to leave. Jin Da glanced at Fu Hua. Although the sneer on Fu Hua's face only flashed past, he still saw it clearly. Jinda guessed that his red eyes must have reminded Fu Hua.
Jinda felt particularly awkward in his heart, especially when he had fallen, and Fu Hua was still in a state of innocence as a bystander. The ridicule on Fu Hua's face hurt him deeply.
Jinda picked up the handbag and left without saying anything. He was expressing his dissatisfaction to Fu Hua with actions. When Fu Hua saw Jinda like this, he was amused secretly. He didn't know why, but he always felt that Jinda's actions looked like a wayward child.
After going out and getting in the car, the car drove out of the Haichuan Building. Jinda kept his face straight and did not speak. Fu Hua also sat quietly in the co-pilot's position, ignoring Jinda's attitude. When he arrived at the place, Jinda went to see the leader and report, leaving Fu Hua here to wait.
After more than an hour, Jinda finished the report and said to Fu Hua, "Go back."
The two of them took the car back again. Jinda saw that Fu Hua was always calm and calm, and did not put his attitude in his eyes at all. He felt even more awkward, and wanted to hit Fu Hua, at least. Let him no longer be so calm.
Jinda glanced at Fu Hua and suddenly said, "I have always had a question to ask you, does it make sense for you to spend your entire life in the Beijing Office?"
At first, Fu Hua didn't react, he didn't realize that Jinda was talking to him. Apart from work, Jinda has basically zero communication with him since this time.
Fu Hua looked back at Jinda and saw that Jinda was watching him. He knew that Jinda was talking to him, so he smiled and said, "I am quite satisfied with the status quo. I don't think life is for anything. The meaning is alive."
Jinda sneered and said, "Then what do you live for, do you live for the camp and the corpse? If you just can't get used to this officialdom, you can switch to another industry. You are a student of Jinghua University and make a living. Is there any way to do this? I really can’t understand your attitude of pretending to be noble and parasitic on this system."
When Fu Hua heard Jinda's disdain for him, he felt a little annoyed. He said that I didn't provoke you. Why should you blame me? He smiled, and quoted an old saying: "I'm actually just trying to get rid of my ears, and I don't want to be a blockbuster."
As soon as Fu Hua said this, Jinda's face turned red, because Jinda knew the origin of the sentence Fu Hua quoted. Fu Hua's quote is derived from a satirical fable written by Hou Fangyu in the early Qing Dynasty. The title is Jian Qianli.
Jian Qianli in Hou Fangyu’s writing is an anthropomorphic donkey. He has been an orphan since he was a child. He is not clever. He often helps people carry goods. People bully him and ride on his neck. He walks backwards and people beat him. He is more respectful. After Qian Qianli grew up, he served Meng Haoran very well, and was recommended by Meng Haoran to gain a high reputation. Later, he made "Mean Peony: Chao Ying Fu" and was awarded a Jinshi. He began to enter the court as an official. After many positions, he was promoted to Zuo Pushang and Cao Guogong based on his seniority.
Jian Qianli has toiled merits as an official, but he has no special talents, but he has a high level of qualifications and many positions, so his peers often look down on him and bully him. One day when he was at a banquet held by Zhongshu Province, he ate a few more beans and finally couldn't help but yell at him.
Feng Ge’s servant king Jishan sighed and said, “It’s the fun of the game, but fortunately, I want to be a blockbuster.” It means that you are just a horse under the cramped car, and you are lucky to get to the high position. Want to make a blockbuster
Fu Hua quoted Wang Jishan's words in this fable. On the surface, he was saying that he was inferior, but he was just a small pony under the cramped car, so he didn't want to make a blockbuster. But in fact, it is ridiculing that Jinda was lucky enough to ascend to a high position because of human relations, and he has no right to ridicule his pretending to be noble and parasitic on the system.
A large part of Jindaneng's achievements today is due to the appreciation and support of Guo Kui and Lu Ji. It is not his ability that can reach this level. It can be said that he really got to this day by relationship and favor. Another secret thing is that Jinda is also here to find relationships to climb up this time in Beijing. Therefore, Fu Hua's words really stepped on Jinda's painful foot.
But Fu Hua's words came from a mockery. Even if Jinda was extremely annoyed, he couldn't have Fu Hua or something. Therefore, Jinda flushed with anger and couldn't say a word. These words also got rid of the excitement Jinda got from Xie Jingsheng, making him feel that it was a shameful thing to bow down to please Xie Jingsheng and get the chance for promotion.
On the other hand, what makes Jinda feel depressed is that the ending of Jian Qianli in this fable quoted by Fu Hua is not good. Wang Jishan participated in the book, and Jian Qianli was dismissed from Zuo Pu shot and relegated to Qianzhong prefect. The follow-up story written by Hou Fangyu is to apply the donkey of Qian, Qian Qianli was bitten to death by a tiger in Qianzhong.
Dismissal, death, this kind of ending is very miserable, Jinda thinks that Fu Hua quoted Jian Qianli's words as if he was cursing him for not having a good end. It didn't seem to be a good sign to hear such words when he came to Beijing to blend in and begging for officials.
If Jinda, who insisted on the bottom line of principle, would never believe in these fateful things before, he was a staunch Marxist-Leninist at that time, how could he believe in these illusory and unproven things
But at this moment, Jinda values power and official status more than ever. When you are eager to get something, you will naturally be suspicious of gains and losses in your heart. Therefore, Jinda will inevitably take Fu Hua's words into some negative aspects. The extension, but the more extension, the more it makes him panic.
Jinda feels a little regretful and dare not want to provoke Fu Hua. He originally wanted to take a blow to Fu Hua and wanted Fu Hua to be less calm, but he let Fu Hua retaliate, which made him feel bad. .
On the road afterwards, Jinda closed his eyes and never talked to Fu Hua again. Fu Hua also regretted it a little, and shouldn't ridicule Jinda for a while. Looking at Jinda's appearance, the resentment towards him seemed to deepen.