As soon as the words came out, even Murong Xiuxiu felt that there was no such possibility. Her daughter had always had a high self-esteem and never looked down on men in the world. Even Li Youran was no exception among heroes like Li Youran. Although the status is detached, the strength is even more astonishing, far from being comparable to ordinary people, but these astonishing changes all happened in a very short period of time. Before that, Jun Moxie was just a complete playboy, how could he get into the eyes of his daughter?
In addition, the number of times the two even met is very limited, at most it was an occasional meeting when their daughter visited Ye Guhan, and there was no other communication, so it was really difficult to connect them.
"I..." Lingmeng princess opened her mouth and lowered her head: "...no."
Although she denied it, it was extremely difficult for her to say this sentence. Before she could speak, a tear fell on the back of her hand with a patter.
"That day... Uncle Ye was seriously injured and dying... Only Jun Moxie could save him. I begged in every possible way to no avail, so I had to make a blood oath... As long as he can keep Uncle Ye from dying, then I will... willingly marry him and be my wife. Concubine to serve... "
"Ah? There is such a thing?" Although the queen also knew that it was the Jun family who rescued Ye Guhan who was seriously injured that day, she didn't know the whole story. Especially the first time I heard about this secret, I couldn't help but widen my eyes in surprise.
Princess Lingmeng had tears in her eyes, and looked at her mother with unspeakable bitterness: "Mother, my heart is so bitter, it's really so bitter... I didn't know until that day that Jun Moxie was the one who saved me and also guarded me." The person. The mysterious flying knife master..."
"It turns out that Jun Moxie was already at the peak of Tianxuan at that time!" The queen was so shocked that she lost her words...
"Since that day, I have been paying attention to Jun Moxie's every move, and I have never let go of any news. Even, I have analyzed his various unbearable behaviors before..."
"Mother, I just realized now that I am really inferior to Xiaoyi; Xiaoyi can see his goodness, but I can't see it, I can't see it at all. This deep palace inner courtyard is isolated from too many things. … No matter what you want to know, you can only rely on other people's mouths to say it, but the truth is always shrouded in thick fog! Loyalty, traitor, virtuous, and foolish, we can't see clearly at all. The so-called character is good or bad. It is even more speculative, it is difficult to be sure... "
Princess Lingmeng smiled self-deprecatingly: "Mother, remember when I was young, you once told me that the imperial palace is the most glorious place in a country. It is also the darkest place and the most depressing place... At that time You often cry, I don’t know why, but at that time I still felt that as the emperor’s daughter, I was extremely noble, far above ordinary people, how could I suppress it, it should be very good... "
"But now I finally understand; the palace is not just what you said, it is the most hypocritical and dirty place in the world! The people living in this palace are simply a bunch of fools; no matter how smart people enter here, In the end, I will become a fool... Even, I can't even control my own future, I have lived in hypocrisy and lies all my life, and I can't see the truth at all... Queen mother, what a sad thing this is!"
The queen stared blankly at the beating candle, and sighed deeply. The candle was beating in her pupils, just like the beating dreams of the past. As her daughter confided, she once again remembered the dream she thought she had thought. The past that I have long forgotten...
Back then that proud boy, and that pure and beautiful girl. The sunshine in spring, the fragrance of flowers in autumn, the moss path that we once walked side by side, and... the warm embrace that we once snuggled together...
Before she knew it, tears filled her eyes, and after a long time, she murmured a mocking and contemptuous smile, and said, "Royal family? Glory? Darkness, hypocrisy, filth, hehe..." Murong Xiuxiu at this moment The voice was unusually long and deep, like a dream in a dream.
"Mother? Are you okay?" Princess Lingmeng was startled by her sudden sound, raised her teary eyes in panic, and looked at her mother puzzled.
"It's okay, it's okay, the queen mother is okay, but I have some feelings." The queen smiled slightly, and comforted her daughter with the palest and weakest words. She was a little out of her mind, hesitated for a while, and lowered her head slightly, With the help of the shadow of the light, she quietly slid tears down, and said quietly: "Go ahead and listen, Queen Mother."
"Yes, queen mother, just like Jun Moxie, everyone only saw the appearance of all kinds of dandyism before, and said that this person is hopeless. The Jun family is completely over. If Mr. Jun dies today, the Jun family will die the next day." It will perish; one person says two people say a hundred people say... that really created Jun Moxie's reputation as a dandy; now that I think about it, the person who said it at the beginning, didn't he gloat and add trouble? If Jun Moxie really showed his powerful talent since he was a child , so maybe he is no longer in this world?"
Princess Lingmeng said sarcastically: "At least Father, he absolutely can't tolerate it! He can't tolerate the rise of another Jun Wuhui, can he? Even an existence sharper than Jun Wuhui?! And he can't tolerate such a person looking for him. He's coming for revenge!"
With a vicissitudes tone beyond her age, she said in a low voice: "I only now know why Jun Moxie did not hesitate to damage his own feathers; now that I know the past, I can imagine how much Jun Moxie has suffered these years. What have I endured... I am about the same age as him, but what I have experienced is one heaven and one earth! In the past, I thought I was so smart and talented. Compared with Jun Moxie, I have no It’s nothing, it’s so different, it’s even meaningless to compare, such naive thoughts in the past are not only ridiculous, but also sad!”
"Now that he is full-fledged, he has risen in one fell swoop, and he no longer needs to hide anything. In just half a year, the Jun family has become a super family that no one can shake. All the bad habits before have disappeared; Jun Moxie His name, like a spring thunder, shook the world! Sadly, we didn’t understand it until now; and the people in the world didn’t understand it, but it was too late.”
The expression on Lingmeng princess's face became more and more sad, and she was also a little proud: "Actually, it's no wonder, because he no longer needs to endure it, let alone pretend to be any longer! Jun Moxie is a man, a real man! Empress, I even think that Jun Moxie is not inferior to his father Jun Wuhui!"
"What are you talking about? You have already fallen in love with him. Otherwise, how could you speak in such a tone?" The queen sighed deeply: "But Menger, how did you fall in love with him? Jun Moxie? Didn't you always look down on him? Just because of an oath? Isn't that too childish? Marrying him is completely different from falling in love with him. There is absolutely no hope for an unsolvable knot, Meng'er, you... how can I say it?"
"It's because I hate him that it's easy to change, right?" Princess Lingmeng's face was a little confused: "Mother, do you know this feeling? When a small character you think is just a reptile on the soles of your feet, but It is proved that it is a giant dragon soaring above the nine heavens, above the earth and all things under your feet! When you are someone you don’t even want to look at, it turns out that you were wrong, you misunderstood, and you were wronged What kind of feeling is this?"
She smiled sadly and said: "Since I knew that I had misread him, I have been working hard to collect his information, all the information, from any thing he has done in the past, to any word he has said to me. Speculate on the true meaning and motivation of what he said; and then consider the situation of the Jun family at that time and the enmity of the commander in white... I discovered that everything he said had a deep meaning, and even every sentence he said, They are all carefully considered and fit the environment at that time! Empress, this is wisdom! Jun Moxie is a real man, a real man!"
"It's easy for a person to live by stealth, but it's hard to bear the burden of humiliation! Being generous to justice is just a quick shot, but silently enduring and even cooperating with others' contempt, with a peerless talent but for the sake of the family and hatred to treat yourself as a clown... It's too difficult Yes! At least for me, I can’t do it! I can’t stand so many white eyes, so Jun Moxie looks even more great! So as I investigated, I slowly fell into it, that’s it Caught in it... the queen mother... such a man. He is the lover of any woman's dream, how can I be an exception? It has nothing to do with the blood oath, I just regard him as the only man I recognize in this life!"
Princess Lingmeng said faintly, but when she raised her head stubbornly, her face was already full of tears: "I know there is no hope for this matter at all, there is no hope at all! It is precisely because of this that I will speak out; since the last time Royal Father After talking about that incident, I knew that there was absolutely no possibility between me and him! How could he accept me if my father and family hated each other?! And why would he accept me!? But I'm not reconciled! I'm really not reconciled! Empress! I'm not reconciled to my feelings just passing away with the wind... "
She burst into tears: "Back then everyone was blinding me; everyone was talking bad about Jun Moxie in front of me, and Grandpa Jun came to propose marriage, but was flatly rejected by Father... Although I was not happy at that time, But... But if I knew a little bit of the truth earlier, I would have agreed, and I would try to atone for my father! Pay for the sins we have done! Even if he doesn't accept it, I was his wife after all. , I used to have it... You know, ever since I knew what he had suffered before, my heart hurts... After every investigation, I want to hold him in my arms and comfort him... As a man, he is too It's not easy, no matter how resolute a man is, there will be a moment of weakness, I really want to be the one who will accompany him at that time... "