All five senses are lost in the darkness!
Can't see the light┉┉
Can't hear the sound┉┉
Can't smell it┉┉
Speechless┉┉
Even the touch of skin disappears┉┉
It was like being wrapped in a black world with nothing, as if the body had completely disappeared and only the breath of the soul still existed in this completely 'nothing' world. Tenaya only felt waves of strong depression coming from her heart.
Does death represent the most terrible punishment
Mortals may think so, but in the eyes of the female mage Tenaya, the most terrifying punishment compared to death is not dying. The so-called 'eternity' is an interesting word. Many times, both the gods in the sky and the kings of secular countries like to use this word to flaunt their greatness, but have they ever thought about the true eternity? , after receiving too much information under the baptism of hundreds of millions of years, can a person's spirit and soul be able to bear it
When the spirit and soul cannot bear it and usher in collapse, death is also liberation. However, in eternity, no matter how painful it is, you cannot die, cannot be relieved, and cannot get rid of this suffering. That is the most terrible punishment in the world!
The swirling blizzard and the white light as bright as daylight were the last impressions that Tenaya could feel in her consciousness. I can still remember that in the battle with the black dragon, in order to win the final victory, I used the dragon scale I got from the Kalsemmen Empire. Then after a brief blur of consciousness, I found that all my feelings left me.
As a half-elf, Tenaya is much older than ordinary humans. Her rich experience has allowed Tenaya to understand one thing: she is not dead yet, because her consciousness and memory are very clear, and she can even recite the magic words she once learned by heart. Language. After confirming that she was not dead, Tenaya fell into confusion after briefly feeling lucky that she survived the disaster. She lost all her senses but her spiritual consciousness was extremely clear. This situation can only explain one situation. Her soul and The physical body is divided.
Generally speaking, the separation of body and soul means that a person's life has ended. In theory, one's own body should have died, but the soul remains because of some obsession, just like the ghosts among undead creatures. Wandering in the world with purpose. Until one day, the soul that lost the protection of the body gradually fell into pieces and returned to the sea of souls. But the current situation is somewhat abnormal. Tenaya, who originally held the 'Code of Life and Death', knows very well how she feels when she transforms into a ghost. She is definitely not like now when her five senses are completely in darkness. The only thing she can do is Just 'think'. The rest can't do anything.
Generally speaking, this situation is most likely caused by some necromancers who have conquered some undead souls and then imprisoned and tortured them in order to make them obey, but Tenaya does not think that she will be tortured by someone. If a necromancer is caught, there will be that necromancer in this world who will go to the secret arsenal of the Kalsemmen Empire, and dare to intervene in his war with the dragon, not to mention the huge impact of the final liberation of the dragon scales. Destructive power. A power that can kill even giant dragons. Even the undead lich, who is known as the strongest among the undead creatures, will probably die completely when faced with this power.
Regardless of why it happened like this, Tenaya immediately began to try to see if she could get rid of this situation. However, no matter how hard the half-elf tried, she could not change this state of complete loss of senses.
It seems to Tenaya that even if she is really dead and becomes a ghost among undead creatures, she will try hard to maintain her obsession and let her soul continue to exist. At worst, one day she will really become an undead. Although this kind of encounter It's hateful, but it's better to die than to live. It's better to be a living dead than to be a real dead person.
But the current situation makes people desperate. The five senses are completely in darkness, and there is no way to ask for help or any external information. This feeling of being isolated in a void world is extremely depressing. As a mage, Tenaya understands that she dilemma. I also know that if this situation continues for a long time, loneliness will become the most terrible torture tool and torture myself endlessly.
How long will this situation last? How can I get rid of it? If it goes on for a long time, will my soul be broken and have to return to the sea of souls┉┉ Or death is the best ending. Tenaya is now The thing I'm most afraid of is that I can't die now. That's what really makes people completely despair.
Constantly using common sense to control the will, however, what was fed back to Tenaya was one misfortune after another. Her mental power seemed to be imprisoned and she could not use it at all. In other words, if she could not get rid of this situation, she could only hope to survive in dozens of times. After years or hundreds of years, the soul will gradually collapse and be released. Now I can't even commit suicide. If my soul does not collapse, then I will have to taste pain in this dark world forever.
No! It must never become like this!
The world has become meaningless in this dark world. Being at a loss and in extreme panic, Tenaya lost her sense of time. Sometimes the half-elf female mage felt as if a hundred years had passed, but sometimes it felt like only one day had passed.
No~I don’t want to be like this~I don’t want┉┉
Trapped in this dark world, Tenaya gradually lost her former aloofness and faced this terrible reality. Tenaya's spirit gradually deteriorated and collapsed, until a glimmer of light appeared┉┉
"Hmm~ Although it is a replica, it seems to be much weaker than the real Star Child."
In the divine realm, Ishtar touched the body of the female mage Tenaya, whose flesh and blood had turned into ice crystals. Tenaya, who was like an art treasure created with all the efforts of an art master, was still as motionless as a real sculpture and still kept her hands. Holding the staff in the casting posture, however, in this body that has turned into ice crystals, Ishtar can easily feel the soul trapped in it.
I have to say this is really a miracle!
Ishtar smiled knowingly, and Tenaya's body was completely transformed into ice crystals by the power of frost. But the soul was luckily not damaged and was trapped in the body. Now, although the previous body has been ice-crystallized, it is still Tenaya's own body after all. This ice-crystallized body is still protecting the soul from being destroyed by the soul. The work of erosion caused by the inspiration of the sea. In other words, although Tenaya's fire of life has been extinguished in theory, as long as her body is not damaged, her soul can remain in this ice-crystallized body forever. Inside.
Compared to those necromancers who have been struggling to pursue the lost soul materialization spell of the necromancer, and hope to use this to stabilize their fragmented souls, Tenaya can be said to have used an extremely rare special situation. Their wish came true, but sometimes immortality is more unbearable than death.
Ishtar's divine power penetrated into the body of the female mage and gradually touched the wandering soul. The powerful divine power quickly settled down the wandering and trembling soul. Under the absolute gap in power, Tenaya seemed to have fallen into some kind of deep sleep, and her soul The restlessness finally began to stop.
At this moment, the half-elf female mage's soul was like a walnut with its shell peeled off. Ishtar's spiritual thoughts easily penetrated all the memories of Tenaya's life, even the most trivial things, as if entering a no-man's land. There is no way to escape the goddess’s divine thoughts.
A sub-picture was fed back to Ishtar's heart through consciousness. It was Tenaya's many memories, but the goddess had no interest in Tenaya's daily memories. Under the power of divine thoughts, Tenaya was first born in this place. The initial memory of being in the world is revealed.
However, the first memory was very strange. The half-elf female mage had no memory of her childhood, as if she had grown up when she opened her eyes and looked at the world┉┉
Growing up in an environment that resembled a magic laboratory, mages in blue robes and walls inlaid with magic crystals seemed to constitute Tenaya's world┉┉
Endless learning and application of magic, the mages surrounding Tenaya are always urging and expecting Tenaya to show the power they desire, but Tenaya always brings them disappointment┉ ┉
get away! flee! In the roaring sound of battle, the blue and red dragons descended from the sky and took away the books that the mages usually asked them to inject power into. Tenaya escaped from the place where she had been imprisoned for decades┉┉
What follows is Tenaya's journey as if she were in exile. It is very difficult for her to survive as a half-elf on the mainland, especially in the eastern part of the continent. However, the magic she was forced to learn made Tenaya With the power to live, anyone who dares to look down on this half-elf will be reduced to ashes. Although she was free, the half-elf female mage was still nostalgic for the power of the ancient times when she wanted to explore the entire continent. Finally, after getting some news, the half-elf came to the Kalsemmen Empire, in order to find the one that had once been with the White Dragon. King's contracted scales.
"I see...but the dragon scale was not found at that time. It seems that it was taken away by the black dragon from before."
"I'm sorry, my God! The golden dragon accompanying him seemed unable to stop him."
"It doesn't matter~" Ishtar didn't care: "That dragon scale is the last evil thought given to this world by the ancient dragon king. Even if I get the power inside, I can't use it. On the contrary, it takes more than 100 years to eliminate the huge power of frost. Rather than consuming my divine power, it would be better to leave this trouble to the black dragon. Besides, I care more about this child than that inconsequential dragon scale."
Gently touching Tenaya's face that turned into ice crystals, the goddess's eyes showed a trace of affection: "If Augusta is the former Garserik, and I am the former White Dragon King, then I should also follow the example of the White Dragon King and send him a messenger who can help him.” (~^~)