However, this time, Ji Xiaoxiao felt an indescribable depression and sadness in his heart.
If he was just an ordinary person, Ji Xiao would still have trouble with Xu Cenran... But it happened that this woman had been ambiguous with Xu Cenran not once or twice. This time, the two of them took the initiative. Hug together...
No matter how shameless Ji Xiao was, he still knew what he couldn't touch.
If... Xu Cenran really has his heart set on her, and is so good with that woman that they can embrace each other openly, then Ji Xiaoxiao can no longer be so unscrupulously infatuated with Xu Cenran.
If she still clings to Xu Cenran shamelessly, wouldn't she become the same person as Li Qingyu
But Ji knew when he was young that he couldn't be that person.
That way, let alone what Xu Cenran would think of her, Ji even looked down on herself when she was a child.
Ji was feeling lost when he was young, and the clusters of little flowers blooming in his heart seemed to wither away in that moment...
Ever since he was a child, Ji Xiaoxiao had never been as happy as he was with someone, nor was he as happy as he was at this moment. Because he was unwilling to touch the bottom line deep in his heart, he had to choose to give up.
She knew that she had no choice but to ask for it, but she couldn't get it.
After that day, Ji no longer stared at Xu Cenran during class. She just listened silently, took notes, and stopped provoking him.
Xu Cenran could feel the changes in Ji Xiaoxiao, but he always felt that Ji Xiaoxiao was different from before, but he didn't think about it in detail.
It was the days before the holiday, and Xu Xu had been packing his luggage a few days in advance to prepare to go back. However, Ji Xiao had no motivation at all. When he returned to the dormitory every day, he would lie on the bed and watch Xu Xu pack his things.
Xu Xu also knew what she was worried about, so he made her a plate of snacks and brought them to her to eat, while talking to her heart-to-heart: "When I was young, believe me, you will meet better people in the future."
Ji Xiao was eating his favorite snack indifferently when he was a child. He took a bite, chewed it, sighed with some loss, and said dullly: "I don't like him anymore."
He already has a crush on her, so she doesn't want to like him anymore...
However, after all, she was someone she liked. Ji Xiaoxiao couldn't really say that she didn't like it anymore. She could only keep it silently in her heart and no longer be as presumptuous as before.
The next day, Chu Feng and the others said that they would like to invite their classmates to get together when they have a half-day holiday tomorrow. After all, it is a long holiday, and Xiu Mu will have to wait until the New Year to see them.
Ji Xiaoxiao was in a depressed mood, and she heard that Xu Xu's class was also going to have a party, so it was pointless for her to stay alone in the dormitory, so Jixiao agreed to go down the mountain to Huayu Hall to have a party together.
However, what Ji Xiaoxiao didn't expect was that Chu Feng and the others also called Xu Cenran.
Ji Xiao only found out when he saw Xu Cenran after arriving at Hua Yu Tang. At that time, he was sitting on the counter seat on the second floor with his eyes wide open and regretting running out.
She thought about finding an excuse to leave for a while. She really couldn't stay with Xu Cenran for too long, otherwise she was afraid that the depressed mood she had been holding back for several days would explode sooner or later.
But Chu Feng had no intention of letting her go, and even called her downstairs to read poems. Ji Xiaoxiao felt that Chu Feng was very annoyed now. He had already gone out for a party, so why should he read poems? It was boring, but When she went downstairs and saw that the so-called poems were paintings and poems on the screen, she suddenly found it quite strange and interesting.