She was lost in thought. She didn't know how long it had been before she suddenly heard the sound of someone sitting down next to her. Qingzhi turned her head and saw Su Su who had just sat down, holding a pot of wine and a cup in her hand. put it down.
Qingzhi looked at the wine he brought and was stunned for a moment, then raised her eyes to look at him.
Su Su said helplessly: "Lychee wine."
Qingzhi shook the bowl in his hand, "Mine too."
Also because this wine is not very strong, sweet and delicious, Qingzhi's alcohol tolerance is not very good, but it is still okay to drink some fruit wine.
But she suddenly realized that Su Su was obviously brought here to drink with her.
Thinking of this, Qingzhi slowly suppressed her smile, lowered her head and took a sip of wine.
"New Year...are you planning to go back?" Su Su hesitated and asked.
Qingzhi lowered his head and touched the wine bowl in his hand. He couldn't explain clearly what he was thinking, so he didn't answer Su Su immediately. Instead, he asked him casually, "Brother Su, are you going back?"
Su Su didn't hide her inner thoughts at this moment. She took a sip of sweet wine, turned to stare at her, and said slowly: "If you don't go back, I will stay here with you."
In short, he would not let her stay alone in southern Xinjiang.
However, after listening to Su Su's words, Qingzhi was silent for a while, stood up from the observation deck, took a deep breath, closed her eyes slightly and said, "Brother Su, you really don't have to be like this."
"I understand what you mean, Qingzhi. I won't do anything to overstep or trouble you. You can just think that I just want to take care of you as an older brother."
Qingzhi just lowered his head and smiled, and said with difficulty: "Brother Su, Qingzhi has grown up. I can't promise you anything, and I can't accept your kindness with peace of mind."
Su Su seemed to be frozen for a moment, and the cup she held in her hand tightened slightly. Every word seemed to be cut out from her heart, and she said slowly: "Can Qingzhi never get out of the past? I don't I believe Qingzhi is such a weak person."
Qingzhi just smiled slightly, said sorry to Su Su in a low voice, and walked down from the observation deck.
The oncoming snow was so heavy that it seemed to blow Qingzhi down. Qingzhi had to hold on to the city wall next to the stone steps to leave.
Su Su said that Qingzhi was not such a weak person. In fact, that was not the case. Qingzhi was just so weak in her heart.
In other words, no matter how strong a person is, he cannot bear the truth that is comparable to a nightmare.
She didn't know how long it would take to get out, but at least it wasn't now.
She didn't have the courage to go home at this time.
She was afraid to face everything about Wen Jian, so she didn't dare to go back no matter what.
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The wine was sweet, but Su Su drank all the wine in the jug and faced the howling cold wind, frost and snow when she walked down the city gate. She was in a trance. She was either drunk or felt a headache. After staying on the observation deck for too long and drinking alcohol, I had a splitting headache at this moment.
He didn't hear what his subordinate said clearly, so he waved his hand and walked towards the street.
The snow was falling much harder than he thought. Even walking on the street, he could feel the biting coldness of the snow on the ground under his boots. As he walked, he squinted and looked up. The clouds above our heads,