She thought about many possibilities and gave herself reasons to wait over and over again, but the longer she waited, the more frustrated she became.
Maybe, it's really just a dream.
After all, it was Xu Cenran who prepared the carriage himself that day, and he was the one who had to drive her away.
He didn't come to see her for so many days.
Isn’t the result already obvious
He probably just didn't want to embarrass himself too much, so he didn't even want to look at her.
Ji Xiao finally got on the carriage leaving Ancheng. She lay on the car window, facing the cold wind, biting her slightly trembling lips and crying while looking at Ancheng who was gradually moving away.
The coachman was an old man. Seeing the little girl crying so sadly, he thought she had left her hometown, so he comforted her for a long time. Ji Xiaoxiao lay by the window, sobbing and nodding.
She knows, she knows everything.
It's just that she thought Xu Cenran liked her when she was young...
But it turned out that it was just Ji Xiao's thought.
The coachman asked her where she was going. Ji Xiaoxiao opened her mouth to go back to Beicheng, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say them anyway.
How to go back
How is she going to explain to her parents when she goes back
Ji Xiao didn't have the courage to tell them how stupid he was to come to Ancheng.
All her vows were just promises after all.
Ji Xiao raised her hand to wipe away her tears and informed the coachman of a place—she wanted to go to Beichuan.
This time, Ji Xiaoxiao honestly wrote a letter and sent it back to Beicheng. She wanted to report to her family that she was safe, and told them that she had gone to Beichuan and wanted to go back to Beichuan for a while.
She thought that she would never do anything for someone so stupidly and impulsively in the future.
Maybe I've tasted enough disappointment once, and I won't be like this time again... devoting everything to liking someone.
Not anymore.
Never again.
That's really stupid. Once you lose it, you will be miserable.
She once thought that she had tasted the fruit of love. She thought that she could be as brave as her brother and her young sister. She thought that as long as she pursued it bravely, she would get the happiness she wanted. But in the end, it was all in vain. Happy dreams.
After she was tired of crying, she looked up at the white sky in the distance, hoping that all the sadness would disappear like the wind and clouds.
…
At that time, Xu's family was at home.
This is the fourth day that Xu Cenran has been tied up in his house.
He had also not eaten or drank for four days. His whole body was covered with injuries, either from being beaten or from struggling with iron chains. Later, he gradually lost strength and his whole body no longer had the same charm and appearance as before. He was so haggard that he refused to eat no matter how much his mother persuaded him.
Xu's mother watched him lose weight day by day, and tried to persuade him with tears all day long, but Xu Cenran only had such a calm and hoarse sentence from beginning to end - "Mother, unless you take me Imprisoned until death, otherwise, I will still look for hours."
Xu's mother sat next to him, crying and shaking her head, "Tell mother... what's good about her... she's just a little girl... you're still your student... what's good about her?"
Xu Cenran thought for a moment and said in a low voice: "Everywhere is not good, but everything is good."
If he hadn't met Ji Xiaoxiao, Xu Cenran would probably have spent his life in such an ordinary way...
(End of chapter)