And Xie Yang seemed to be tireless, reading the past page by page, until midnight, the originally low sobs in the room gradually subsided from getting softer, and finally, only a gentle and shallow sound was left. Breathing…
Xie Yang finally stopped and listened quietly for a while, feeling that Xu Xu had really fallen asleep.
Then he breathed a sigh of relief, and finally stood up. He looked back at the door, his expression paused for a moment, and after a while, he slowly lowered his eyes, stood up and left with gentle steps.
…
And this night was still a sleepless night for Gu Lin who was far away in Beichuan.
His parents asked him every day where Xu Xu had gone.
At first, he could pretend to be nonchalant and say that he and Xu Xu had divorced. He was the one who drove Xu Xu away, not Xu Xu himself. It seemed that this would make him look more decent and prevent him from being abandoned. that one.
Otherwise, it would be really embarrassing if word got out and his friends knew that it was his wife who didn't want him.
Naturally, his parents were very angry. They beat him and scolded him, insisting that he go and get Xu Xu back.
Gu Lin refused, and he yelled back. He told his mother that day: "Xu Xuai will never come back! I will never look for her in this life!"
After yelling, he slammed the door angrily and left. Then he wandered the streets for a whole day like a lonely ghost. He returned to his yard dejectedly in the middle of the night and suffered from insomnia all night.
Now, I don’t know how many sleepless nights I have had.
Gu Lin felt that his eyes were always open, unable to sleep, and he didn't want to fall asleep. He always had a thought in his heart. If Xu Xu sneaked back and he fell asleep, wouldn't it be over
He felt that Xu Xu would definitely come back to find her, she liked him so much!
Gu Lin thought at first that as long as Xu Xu came back and she bowed her head and admitted her mistake, he would be as good to her as before, and they would be as good as before...
But this thought did not persist for two days, and Gu Lin took a step back and thought that as long as Xu Xu was willing to come back, he would definitely be willing to submit to Xu Xu... The matter of reconciliation should be treated as if nothing had happened...
And to this day, Xu Xu still hasn't come back.
Gu Lin held the wine bottle and kicked open the door of his room. The room was in a mess and smelled of alcohol.
From the day Xu Xu left, there were people who came to clean the house and buy new things. However, all the new things were thrown out by Gu Lin, and the servants didn't know Xu Xu's habit of helping him organize things. Gu Lin found something After searching for everything for a long time, he was so angry that he made the house a mess again, and yelled at all the maids in the house, not letting them enter his yard to clean again.
With Xu Xu gone, everything is different.
No one would take care of him and love him as carefully as Xu Xu.
He felt as if he had become a waste, and nothing he did was right, no matter what he did.
He ran to Xu Xu's study and stayed there all night. The study was full of books that Xu Xu had read. He looked at the books that she had read while thinking about her reluctantly, which made him feel more and more uncomfortable.
Then, another night passed like this.
Early in the morning, Father Gu pushed open the door of the study, poured a glass of cold water on his face, and said angrily: "Look at what you look like now!"
Gu Lin grabbed the splashed book in his hand and raised his head angrily: "You soiled Xuxu's book!"
"Now you know Xuxu? Did you go there earlier?!"
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