And now Gu Lin, whenever he thinks of every look he had in the past, he feels like he wants to go back in time and slap himself. Xu Xu... Xu Xu loved him so much back then, even if he was such a bastard, even if he looked like a bastard in every way. She is not the one she loves, but because she loves him, she tolerates all the bad things about him...
But he never thought about cherishing it from beginning to end...
He has been acting more and more recklessly in Xu Xu's love since he was a child, and he has never thought about what he should be like.
Therefore, even though he knew that he had regretted his mistake now, Gu Lin still wanted to work hard to become the kind of person Xu Xu truly admired.
Gu Lin knew that with his current knowledge, he wouldn't be able to get into Lingshan Academy, so he should study hard.
With his hard work day by day, he will always become what Xu Xu likes.
No matter how long it takes, he will work hard for it.
However, day after day, he really missed Xu Xu too much, and it really made his heartache to think about it.
The pain was unbearable, and Gu Lin could only come here, drink wine, think about Xu Xu heartily, and study very hard.
But he didn't expect that he would be hit on the head by Ji Xiao so unexpectedly, leaving him in pain and awake at the same time.
Gu Lin opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but in the end he lowered his head and said hoarsely: "I don't know where Xuxu went..."
Hearing this, Ji Xiaoxiao looked down upon him even more and said angrily: "You don't know? Do you dare to say that you didn't drive Xu Xu away?"
Speaking of this, Gu Lin gasped in pain and nodded, "It was me... I drove him away... It's all my fault..."
He covered his eyes, as if he didn't want Ji Xiaoxiao to see his red eyes again, but Ji Xiaoxiao thought he was extremely ridiculous and glared at him: "Your fault? Do you know it now? Why do you treat people like this?" Get away!"
Gu Lin shook his head in pain, letting the blood flow from his forehead. After a while, he seemed to wake up from his emotions bit by bit, and said slowly and hoarsely: "Xuxu is pregnant... "
Ji Xiaoxiao, who was originally so angry that he wanted to beat the man in front of him to death, was stunned after hearing Gu Lin's words. He couldn't realize the message in Gu Lin's words for a long time...
Gu Lin closed his eyes tightly, panted in pain and said with a smile: "She didn't want to see me, and she didn't let me pester her. She let me choose... If I still follow her, she won't want our child... "
He would never forget Xu Xu's desperation at that time, when he wanted to kill two people to threaten him...
He knew Xu Xu hated him and hated him, but he didn't expect that Xu Xu hated him so much that he didn't even want to look at him again...
Because of this, even though Gu Lin missed her and felt life-threatening pain, he still did not dare to look for her...
He was really afraid... He was afraid of forcing Xu Xu into that situation again...
When Ji was young, he was still stunned and murmured: "Xuxu has a child..."
Ji Xiaoxiao murmured to himself for a long time, and finally realized something. He suddenly raised his head and glared at Gu Lin: "Is there something wrong with you? Xuxu has a child and you still force him to leave? You just Have you never thought about what would happen to her being out alone?"
"I've thought about it... I miss her... I think about it every day... But Xuxu is determined to leave... She doesn't want to see me, and she doesn't want me to find her..." The more Gu Lin said, the more ridiculous he felt.
(End of chapter)