Although Xu Xu said "I can do it myself", he still refused to let go.
Seeing that he didn't respond, Xu Xu didn't pay much attention to him. He just breathed his own air and basked in the sun.
But because she knew that Gu Lin was behind her, Xu Xu really couldn't focus on anything else. Therefore, after sitting on the swing for a short time, she couldn't help but asked softly, "When are you leaving?"
If Gu Lin was standing behind Xu Xu a moment ago and still longing for the future between them, then at this moment, Xu Xu's light words made Gu Lin instantly disillusioned. , and it seemed as if something had broken violently.
He tried to speak, but found that his throat was really dry. After a while, he whispered back: "Xuxu... hates me so much?"
Xu Xu lowered her head and looked at her hands, which he put on two soft gloves. The gloves were embroidered with two cute little flower patterns. Xu Xu touched them gently with her fingers, and she heard her own voice. He made a low "hmm" sound, as if without any emotion.
"Is it... no matter what I do, no matter what I do, Xuxu will never forgive me..." Gu Lin heard himself speak slowly, as if every word became so difficult that he even couldn't breathe. Also with a slight tremor.
He thought that after Xu Xu gave birth to two babies, the relationship between the two people gradually eased, but in fact this was not the case. Xu Xu still refused to forgive him, and Xu Xu still refused to forgive him...
After Xu Xu heard Gu Lin's words, she lowered her eyes and looked lightly. She could clearly feel her fingers hidden in her gloves trembling slightly, and her voice seemed to become slightly unstable: "Gu Lin, what are you saying, forgive me..."
The harm he caused her was not a one-time harm.
It’s the pain that has accumulated over time since childhood, and finally exploded when it became unbearable...
She has tried very hard to forgive him, once, twice and three times... too many times...
In the end, he still made her whole heart collapse...
No matter what she is, she is just Xu Xu, a frail Xu Xu. She is not that strong and does not have such a big heart. She can tolerate Gu Lin's repeated injuries...
When it hurts to the extreme, the heart will always break.
And her heart was broken, and she didn't think it could be put back together.
Gu Lin also tried to use the child as a shield. He said hoarsely, "Children...are always innocent."
"Then why did you want me to give birth to the child in the first place?"
"I… "
"Since you never thought about my feelings from the beginning, why do you have to ask me to consider your feelings now?"
Xu Xu thought he was calm enough, but he still felt a little sour in his heart.
Why did he come to her, thinking that if he treats her well, she must accept him
He never should have made the mistake, he made it again and again, even if he really knew it... But the injury she suffered was real, who could compensate Xu Xu for it? That period of time when you were in so much pain? When she was most desperate, she even thought about death. Who could compensate her
Gu Lin listened to Xu Xu's words and finally lowered his head and said softly: "I understand."
(End of chapter)