Early the next morning, Wen Momo tried her best to gather her mood and go to Yulin Academy.
Wen Momo pretended that nothing happened. She didn't want Sheng Ling and Ji Xiao to worry about her. She felt that she should grow up a little and couldn't always let Jing Ling control everything about her.
The day passed quickly. Wen Momo spent the day peacefully in the academy. After school, she walked back alone.
Wen Momo thought she could do it without thinking about it, but when she thought about Ji Xiaoxiao asking her how brother Jingling praised her yesterday, she felt very uncomfortable. Originally...she could have confidently told Ji Xiaoxiao Showing off to Sheng Ling, how brother Jing Ling praised her...
But now she can only deceive herself.
Brother Jingling was annoyed by Wen Momo for some reason, and Wen Momo didn't want to go to brother Jingling anymore.
Although she liked Brother Jingling very much, it didn't mean that Brother Jingling was so impatient with her. She could still pester him.
Not to mention that brother Jing Ling didn't like it, she herself didn't want to be like that.
However, it will still be uncomfortable in the end.
Wen Momo didn't expect to meet Ruan Xin on the road. At that time, Wen Momo was in a state of disbelief. She was walking on the road with her head down and thinking wildly. Suddenly she bumped into someone. Wen Momo raised her head and subconsciously wanted to apologize. When she saw it was Ruan Xin, He couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and he was too slow to respond and didn't say hello immediately.
Ruan Xin frowned slightly when he saw her.
Wen Momo didn't notice anything was wrong, she just nodded to him and said sorry, then turned to leave.
Ruan Xin suddenly said softly, "Did you quarrel with Jing Ling?"
Wen Momo paused slightly and raised her head, but did not immediately answer Ruanxin's words.
Luan Xin did not continue to question her, but just continued softly, "The daughter of the Song Dynasty passed away. Jing Ling blames herself for this. She has been staying in the Tai Hospital all day."
When Wen Momo heard this, her eyes froze.
It seems that I never thought that the fact would be like this...
Wen Momo thought about everything last night, and for some reason, she felt more and more uncomfortable.
Wen Momo said thank you to Ruan Xin, turned around and headed towards the palace.
At that time, Wen Momo thought again, if only she could be more considerate than an ordinary woman. Brother Jingling must have been very uncomfortable last night, but she didn't notice it at all, thinking that brother Jingling didn't like her...
Now it seems that if something like this happens, how can brother Jing Ling be happy
When Wen Momo arrived at Tai Hospital, it was already dark.
Zhao Rushuang had just walked out of the Imperial Hospital with a bowl of noodles. When she saw Wen Momo coming, she handed the bowl of hot noodles to her as if she had seen a savior, "Momo, take this bowl of noodles in. Please give Jing Ling some advice, he hasn't eaten for a whole day."
When Wen Momo heard this, her heart ached. She nodded and walked in with the bowl of noodle soup.
There was only a dim lamp burning in the medicine pavilion.
Jing Ling sat at his desk and lowered his head to write. Wen Momo glanced at the table and saw that there was a thick stack of paper beside the desk. Jing Ling had really... been writing all day.
Jing Ling's expression looked calm and as indifferent as ever.
Wen Momo walked over and put down the noodle soup very gently. She looked at Jing Ling without blinking and said cautiously: "Brother, you should have something to eat."
When Jing Ling heard Wen Momo's voice, the finger holding the brush paused slightly, and then calmly continued writing his pharmacology.
Jing Ling ignored her, and Wen Momo didn't dare to disturb him, so she had to sit down across the table. She sat down properly, said nothing, and waited obediently for him to finish writing.
This atmosphere lasted for half an hour. Half an hour later, people from the General's Mansion came to the Taiyuan Hospital. Wen Momo was afraid of disturbing Jing Ling, so she got up and walked out of the medicine pavilion.
"Miss, why did you enter the palace without saying hello, making Madam worried..."
"I...I'm fine. I'll go back later. Please tell mother not to worry."
"Have you had your meal, miss?"
"Well, after eating, go back and talk to mother."
…
After sending away the subordinates of the General's Mansion, Wen Momo finally breathed a sigh of relief and turned to walk back, but suddenly she saw Jing Ling standing by the door of the medicine pavilion looking at her with a calm look in her eyes.
Wen Momo blinked and looked at him with clear eyes, but the few little fingers holding her sleeves revealed her uneasiness.
Jing Ling reached out and took her hand, and finally said: "Let's go."
Wen Momo didn't ask where she was going this time, she just followed him obediently.
Jing Ling took her out of the palace and went to the elegant and quiet inn that she had been to before. She entered the private room and ordered a table of delicious dishes.
The two of them ate quietly, and neither spoke to the other.
Occasionally, Wen Momo couldn't help but secretly raise her eyes to look at Jing Ling, who was sitting across the table. Her lips were slightly open, and she almost wanted to say something, but she never made a sound.
Halfway through the meal, Jing Ling suddenly asked the waiter to bring over a full jar of wine.
Jing Ling poured the wine and drank alone, completely ignoring Wen Momo.
Seeing him drinking more and more, Wen Momo finally couldn't help but said, "Brother, please stop drinking!"
Jing Ling turned a deaf ear and continued drinking.
Wen Momo couldn't stand it any longer, so she couldn't help but get up and go over, plucked up the courage to take the cup from his hand, bit her lip and stared at him and said, "My brother is an imperial doctor, don't you know that drinking alcohol is harmful to your health?"
Jing Ling narrowed his eyes and looked at her, but he didn't know that he was stimulated by the words in her mouth, and suddenly grabbed both of her hands.
Wen Momo suddenly became nervous. When she thought what Jing Ling was going to do, Jing Ling just pulled her over, held her waist, lowered her head and buried her in her arms, smelling of alcohol, and slowly pressed against her. Breathing in her arms…
Wen Momo froze.
She seemed to have never seen Brother Jingling like this.
Although Jing Ling didn't say anything, Wen Momo seemed to be able to clearly feel the sadness in his heart.
Wen Momo's nose was a little sore, she lowered her head, raised one hand stiffly, gently touched brother Jingling's head, and whispered to him: "Brother, don't be sad."
"I thought I could cure her." Jing Ling said hoarsely in her arms.
"Brother... tried his best."
"I'm too self-righteous. I thought I could cure every patient by becoming an imperial physician. Momo, this is the first one. I can't cure patients who died... maybe there will be more in the future." Jing Ling hugged her tightly. She hugged Wen Momo tightly, but she still felt that powerlessness spread throughout her body and mind.
When Wen Momo heard what Jing Ling said, her nose felt sore, and she couldn't help hugging Brother Jing Ling and said, "But, brother has done well enough. He is very powerful, but some diseases cannot be cured. There is nothing I can do about it. Brother, please stop blaming yourself..."
At this moment, Wen Momo seemed to understand better than anyone else that what made Brother Jing Ling sad was not that the person died, but that he had cured this person, but he could not be cured. This was the first time that Brother Jing Ling had witnessed His patients died…
That's why...there was such a big impact on brother Jing Ling.
Wen Momo didn't know what she could do. At this moment, she just wanted to hug her brother Jingling tightly. She didn't want her brother Jingling to be so sad and blame herself.
(End of chapter)