Sheng Ling was confused for a long time, and finally recovered, but she was still at a loss.
She didn't dare to look at Ayan, she lowered her head, her eyelashes kept trembling, and she instinctively raised her hand to wipe her lips. What made her most horrified was that Ayan's kisses made her mistakenly think that it was Li. I encountered the illusion of kissing her.
Even so, she could still think of Li Yu.
Sheng Ling felt terrible... She didn't know how deep-rooted Li Yuan was in her heart that she could never forget him like this...
Because of this, she did not dare to speak and was unwilling to face Ayan.
She thought of Ayan's words - is the reason why the princess is nice to me because I look like the princess's sweetheart
She could deny it in front of her brother, she could escape in front of Ayan, and she could even deceive herself, but what about now
At this moment, after being secretly kissed by Ayan, she was still thinking of Li Yu.
Sheng Ling took a deep breath, trembling slightly, and stood up unsteadily, but her legs were a little weak, and she almost tripped over the table and chair next to her. A Yan quickly got up to help her, and Sheng Ling was touched by him, and she fell again. She wanted to push him away, but after Ayan helped her up, she knelt down silently.
Seeing him like this, Sheng Ling's heart clenched even more fiercely. She bit her lip and forced herself to calm down before saying, "What on earth are you going to do, Ayan?"
Ayan remained motionless and knelt at his feet.
However, Sheng Ling was very embarrassed. She rolled her eyes around and finally threw him the letters and pen that were lying beside the bed.
Ayan froze slightly, stretched out her hand to take the letter, lowered her head and knelt there silently writing a sentence - I plead guilty, and the princess can punish me no matter what.
Seeing these words, Sheng Ling's eyes turned even redder, and she said angrily: "What crime are you admitting to?"
Ayan wrote dumbly - Ayan likes the princess, which is a crime.
At that moment, Sheng Ling felt her whole heart trembling violently. She didn't know what to say.
All she knew was that she felt very uncomfortable and at a loss when she saw Ayan's words.
When did liking someone become a sin...
She was the one who provoked Ayan first. If she was wrong, it was her fault...
After a long, long time, Sheng Ling slowly bent down and squatted down. She looked down at Ayan and finally said softly: "There is nothing wrong with liking someone."
He is not Li Yu, so he will not use his favorite name to hurt himself, use himself, or deceive himself...
Therefore, Ayan's love is true and sincere.
When it comes to feeling guilty, it's Sheng Ling who feels guilty.
It was she who broke Ayan's original life for no reason.
When Ayan heard her words, she raised her head in confusion and looked at Sheng Ling with red eyes.
"But what my brother told you is right. I... did like someone who looked very similar to you. To be precise, your appearance is almost the same, but he and you are completely different people. You are very simple, Very sincere. If... I hadn't met him, I might not have taken the initiative to approach you... I believe you said you like him, but Ayan, I haven't come out yet... I have no way to respond to you."
She was afraid that Ayan would be hurt because of her, and she was even more afraid that she would accept Ayan before she could get over the words Li Yu. She couldn't do it, and it would be unfair to Ayan.
Ayan looked at her for a long time, then suddenly picked up the pen again and wrote carefully - As long as the princess allows me to continue to like her, Ayan will be satisfied.
Such a cautious and humble liking was like telling Sheng Ling that he would not ask for any favor from her. It didn't matter if there was another person living in her heart. As long as she allowed him to like her, it was already the greatest gift.
But what he said made Sheng Ling feel extremely sad.
She opened her mouth slightly and said, "You... really don't have to do this."
Ayan said - the princess is the person who treats me the best in the world.
Sheng Ling looked at A Yan and was suddenly speechless.
She didn't know whether it was right or wrong to acquiesce to Ayan to continue to like her, but if she couldn't give him an exact response, why would she let someone hopelessly like her for no reason
Sheng Ling wanted Ayan to give up on her own.
Therefore, in the next few days, apart from asking the imperial doctor to come over, Shengling never saw Ayan again. Instead, someone told her that Ayan had been waiting for her for three days and did not wait for her to come, so she left the inn by herself. Moved away.
Ayan found another job and rented an old small house to live.
Sheng Ling knew all the news about him, but just couldn't see him.
But soon Sheng Ling discovered that Ayan secretly came to the academy every day to deliver lunch to her.
Sheng Ling was reluctant to eat at first, but Ayan didn't seem disappointed at all and insisted on delivering food to her on time every day.
After a few days of this, Sheng Ling couldn't stand it anymore, so she left class early and went to the cafeteria to wait for A-yan to come, hoping to make things clear to her.
But on this day, Ayan did not come.
However, Sheng Ling did not breathe a sigh of relief. She began to think wildly, wondering why A Yan didn't come today... After school, Sheng Ling hesitated and asked people from the Princess Mansion to inquire about it. People came back to report that Ayan was hit by a carriage on the street today. I heard from a stall owner on that street that Ayan was hit with a bruised head and bleeding, but the owner of the carriage still had a conscience and took Ayan. He was taken to the hospital, and now Ayan has been sent back to her residence to recuperate.
As soon as Sheng Ling heard these words, she couldn't calm down. She ran to A Yan's residence almost without thinking, just wanting to see A Yan well with her own eyes.
When she went there, a very luxurious carriage stopped outside. Sheng Ling was startled. She thought that the owner of the carriage that hit A Yan had followed her and hadn't left yet, but in the final analysis, they hit someone. Sheng Ling twisted the Eyebrow, I want to go in and find the owner of this carriage to settle the score.
The place where Ayan lived was very shabby. The door opened with a slight push and Sheng Ling walked in.
When she raised her hand to knock on the door, her little hand stopped in mid-air and did not go down.
She heard a strange voice coming from the room, "Come back with me, what's the point of staying here."
Shengling's first reaction was that the people in the house might be Ayan's relatives.
But the next moment, Sheng Ling felt terrified, and thin tremors spread all over her body. She always thought it was A Yan who was mute, and he spoke -
"I have something else to do."
His voice was slightly hoarse, deep and pleasant.
But it made Sheng Ling's hair stand on end.
Because that was... Li Yu's voice.
It was the voice of Li Yu who told her expressionlessly "I have never liked the princess"...
Sheng Ling felt so cold all over her body that she couldn't stand, but she still had to deceive herself, telling herself that maybe it was just the similar voices...
But the next moment, even this faint last dim light was completely extinguished.
She heard another person in the room say: "Li Yu, do you know that you are in a dangerous situation now?"
Sheng Ling backed away tremblingly...
Step back, step by step.
(End of chapter)