He stared at Sheng Ling and did not answer Sheng Ling's words. Instead, he continued his previous sentence and said, "But I found that I was wrong, Ling Ling. Some things cannot be deceived. Do you really think I am still lying to you?" ?”
"Li Yu, why do you think that this princess will trust you again and again? What is it about you that is worthy of my trust?" Sheng Ling smiled coldly, "You don't have to use Ayan as a person. Whether it's true or false, it's over. I don't want to get entangled with you at all."
Li Yu looked at her, listened to her words silently, then lowered his eyes and smiled silently, nodded slightly, "I understand."
Sheng Ling walked past him indifferently, but the next moment, Li Yu grabbed Sheng Ling's little hand and pressed it against the wall at the corner of the street. When Sheng Ling was caught off guard, he kissed her lips hard. Sheng Ling's eyes widened. He closed his eyes, but only for a moment, then he frowned and knocked him away fiercely. Without thinking, he slapped him on the face and said angrily: "Li Yu, you are so presumptuous!"
Li Yu did not step back. He looked directly at Sheng Ling, who was looking embarrassed and annoyed, and whispered: "Ling Ling still has feelings, right?"
Sheng Ling was blocked by him and was so angry that she wanted to push him away, but Li Yu grabbed her two small hands and hugged her. Regardless of her struggle, she hugged her very hard, then lowered her head, He leaned against the crook of her neck and gasped in a low voice, "Lingling, the feeling of a country being ruined and a family being destroyed is so uncomfortable."
Sheng Ling was held tightly by him. She raised her head and breathed with difficulty, squeezing out each word one by one, "So you want me to experience it too, right?"
Li Yugao rubbed her hair and said to himself, "After the destruction of the country, at first... my life was even more painful than Ayan's."
Sheng Ling slowly closed her eyes and said calmly: "This is not the reason for you to hurt me."
"I never thought about liking the princess or anyone. I was an actor in Xuecheng and spent my free time drinking and drinking with my friends. I saw that Xu Xu and Qiao Ran lived much harder and more diligently than I did. I also wanted to love them. I have to be careful. Later..." Li Yu smiled at her neck and paused for a while before saying: "I also wanted to repay the princess's love with my life. I would rather die than live to bear the princess's love. Qing, I also... couldn't bear that I liked the princess, so I jumped off the cliff."
Sheng Ling felt an indescribable pain spreading bloodily deep in his heart. It was stinging, as if he was being cut inch by inch by a sharp blade, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
She really felt pain.
It's one thing to know some things and some truths yourself, but it's another thing to tell them from Li Yu's mouth.
She endured the consequences of being called cheap and despicable, and went to plead with her father, emperor, and empress to let them spare Li Yu's life at that time. It turned out that he would rather die than forgive him. It turned out that she liked him wholeheartedly and loved him. He liked her so much that he couldn't even hate him when he deceived and played with her. He really didn't have any thoughts about himself in his heart, not at all, not only not yet, but he also hated and resisted being liked by her.
so…
So during those sweet hugs and kisses in the past, how could he endure nausea and have intimate contact with her
How could such a person be so cruel
Sheng Ling wanted to push him away, but she murmured: "Get out of here... Get away..."
Li Yu didn't, and hugged her tighter. Sheng Ling said angrily, "That's enough! Since you disgust me so much, get out of here, get out of here! Get out of here!"
The more she screamed, the more excited she became, and her eyes turned red. But as she screamed, Li Yu lowered his head and kissed her on the lips. Sheng Ling really felt sick now. She felt disgusted with Li Yu from body to heart. She wondered if the first half of her life had been too smooth and good, so God wanted to torture her by sending Li to meet her.
But, it’s really disgusting.
The love that I once put at the top of my heart was such a pure and sincere love without any impurities. It was just that I was too naive to think that if I liked it, I would like it wholeheartedly. But when such a love was trampled on by him, Still disgusted by him.
Sheng Ling struggled hard and was really angry to the extreme. She bit his lip until the sweet smell of blood filled their lips. Li Yu finally left her lips slightly, but still held her hand. His cheek was pressed against her and he was panting so close. The corners of his mouth were broken and stained with blood, but he still looked at her and said slowly: "Lingling, listen to me."
"I never thought that I would survive, that I would lose my memory, that I would become Ayan. As Li Yu, I am rational and calm, so I can control myself no matter what and escape intact. , but when I was Ayan..." Li Yu lowered his eyes slightly and said hoarsely, "Please believe that the words Ayan wrote to you are all true."
Sheng Ling used all her strength to finally push him away, but she leaned against the wall weakly, raising her head slightly and looking at Li Yu, she tilted her head and smiled contemptuously.
When she smiles, she still looks pretty, like a soft little princess.
But there was a bit of icy coldness in his eyes.
She looked at Li Yu for a while and said softly: "Are you done?"
“Ling Ling…”
"Li Yu." Sheng Ling interrupted him calmly, "You let me understand that not all likes are pure. When my father first liked my mother, even if she didn't like him, she would still like him. I have never used his likes to do anything harmful to others; even if my sister-in-law didn't get close to my brother because she liked him at first, she had her own reasons. There was just a misunderstanding between my sister-in-law and my brother, and they have now settled it. Then you As for me, we have no misunderstanding. You can't even say a word of your difficulties, or even... Just like you said, you don't like me, and between us, it's just a joke at most. Besides... "
Sheng Ling narrowed his eyes slightly, looked at him, pointed at the purple mink cloak he was wearing, and said with a smile: "This is not bought for you, but for another person."
Li Yu's deep eyes were unpredictable and slightly moved.
It seemed that he had never thought that a third person would get involved between him and Sheng Ling.
He raised his finger and gently wiped the stinging corner of his mouth, and asked carefully in a low voice: "Who is it?"
Sheng Ling didn't answer, but for the first time, Li Yu felt that his fingers were shaking a little. He stretched out his hand to hold Sheng Ling's hand, but Sheng Ling took it away and didn't let him touch it. He said calmly: "It doesn't matter if we bumped into each other today. It’s clear. I will put past events in the past and please go wherever you need to. If you appear in front of this princess again, I will have you arrested and taken to Dali Temple.”
After Sheng Ling finished speaking, she turned around and left coldly.
(End of chapter)