So she couldn't help but go back to Beicheng. She made a special trip to Tai Hospital and secretly read the medical textbooks. She learned about the dangers of cold spirit poison invading the heart and lungs, and knew that the doctor really wasn't lying.
She really felt aggrieved and went to see her mother. She hugged her mother and cried, feeling at a loss, but she did not dare to tell her mother such a thing.
Shengling met everyone he should meet, then made an excuse and ran to Beichuan with Wen Momo.
It wasn't until He Ruojin came to see her with red eyes last night that she realized that she couldn't even... she couldn't even stay in Beichuan.
Maybe...she and He Ruoxin are really destined to have no connection.
From childhood to adulthood, she had only loved one person, Li Yu, innocently and passionately. Later, she became desperate and hated him. She was grateful that she met He Ruojin, who was the best person she had ever met.
His tenderness and affection are based on mutual respect, and he respects everything about her.
When she thought she was not worthy of his kindness several times, he took her flying off the cliff. He said he liked her and he said he wanted to marry her.
At that time, Sheng Ling was cautious, thinking that she could really start over.
But...she can no longer make the promise to He Ruochen to spend the rest of her life together.
She couldn't do it anymore.
He Ruochen, who is such a kind and loyal person, cannot marry someone who may not even live for a few months... He still has such a long life, and he should have a better and better person for the rest of his life.
He deserves better too.
But she doesn't deserve it.
Sheng Ling walked gently down the stone steps, thinking as he walked, something went wrong somewhere...
Maybe she shouldn't have gone to Syracuse in the first place.
No, even if she went to Snow City, she should not appear in that scene and be one of the audience.
But then again, no matter what, it was the past that she could not resist. If she had not fallen willingly, she would not have used, betrayed, or deceived...
Without those things, she would simply meet He Ruojin. So, would the outcome change
Sheng Ling couldn't think about it and felt there was no need to think about it. Thinking about it would be of no use at all.
Sheng Ling found a courtyard to live in in Lingdang City. The courtyard was not big, and it was just right for her to live alone.
She has been surrounded by people since she was a child, and she is used to being taken care of. Now that she is the only one with no one to rely on, she realizes that life has become very difficult.
In other words, she is too stupid.
For the first time, Sheng Ling learned to buy ingredients and come back to cook something for herself.
The meal was not finished, but the kitchen was filled with smoke and the yard was almost set on fire.
Sheng Ling ordered it honestly the second time. She didn't dare to make it too hot. She spent a long time in the small kitchen and finally made a dish. After taking a bite, she almost died of saltiness.
But just be salty, it’s better than eating nothing at all.
Sheng Ling herself had no idea about spending money, and she had never been short of money since she was a child. But when she came out this time, she didn't bring any money, and she didn't think about money, so she waited until she bought a yard and then went back and forth. Later, he bought some items, but within a few days, Sheng Ling found that his money bag was at the bottom.
Not much money to spend.
When this idea came up, Sheng Ling was confused.
Sheng Ling wondered in horror whether she would starve to death before she died of illness!
(End of chapter)