Her eyes were red, and a small piece of white flesh came out of her clenched lips. The bite was extremely painful, and the skin of her mouth was broken, and a little blood oozed out.
Sheng Ling didn't look at Li Yu anymore, she turned around, opened the door and ran away.
Li Yu's words didn't make her feel the slightest bit at ease.
She never thought that she would not only take her own life, but also take Li Yu's life as well.
No matter how much Li Yu helped her shirk responsibility, no matter how much Li Yu said that his life and death had nothing to do with her, she couldn't really listen to him.
That was a human life that she was taking on. Whether that person was Li Yu or someone else, it was because of her that he was hit by the poisonous arrow.
Sheng Ling really felt scared.
She returned to her small courtyard and didn't eat dinner, so she flopped down on the bed and covered herself in the quilt, wishing she could suffocate to death.
Sheng Ling was scared and at a loss.
She thought over and over again what else she could do, but in the end she knew clearly that there was nothing she could do.
She watched helplessly as she was dying, and she had to watch another person dying because of herself.
She couldn't even feel at ease when she died, because it was a life she owed, and she couldn't repay it no matter what, even if Li Yu didn't have to pay her back.
That night, Sheng Ling couldn't sleep.
Sheng Ling himself didn't know whether she fell asleep in the end. The next morning, she got up very early. Sheng Ling ate something and went to the elementary school.
She was absent-minded in class, and during lunch, the old man could tell at a glance that she was not in her best mood. He thought she hadn't had a good rest, and asked her if she wanted to take leave to go back and rest, but Sheng Ling shook her head.
She thought she had calmed down for the whole day, but after class, she couldn't help but go to Xiaodong. She looked around and said a few words. Xiaodong answered all her questions, but he couldn't understand her twists and turns.
In the end, Sheng Ling could only ask her directly, "How is your brother today?"
Xiaodong was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't expect that Teacher Shengling, who was so cruel to Brother Ayan, would take the initiative to care about Brother Ayan. She was a little flattered and replied: "Brother didn't say what happened, but he went out and he said he wanted to make money. Buy some sweets for Xiaodong."
When Sheng Ling heard this, she pursed her lips.
She seemed to be able to understand Li Yu's thoughts.
Although she hates him now, after all... the two of them had a relationship.
In order not to accept her love, he would rather jump off the cliff than live. A person with such a strong self-esteem probably couldn't accept a dying person sitting in Xiaodong's house, unable to repay them with anything.
So...does he want to leave something for Xiaodong and his family
Sheng Ling pursed her lips and couldn't explain how she felt for a moment.
"Teacher, what's wrong with you?"
Sheng Ling shook her head and waited until Xiaodong's mother came to pick Xiaodong up before she waved goodbye to them.
Sheng Ling walked down the street in a daze, feeling strange in her heart.
She seems to be able to optimistically accept that she is a dying person, but she cannot calmly look directly at the death of another person.
Especially because of himself.
Sheng Ling ate half a bowl of wontons on the stall table without any taste, got up and left, walking in a daze, when he caught a glimpse of a familiar figure out of the corner of his eye.
She saw Li Yu walking out of the pawn shop she went to last time.
Shenglingling frowned, was he going to pawn something
(End of chapter)