For a moment, Ruan Xin felt that he was even more embarrassed than if he had been stripped naked on the spot. The blood all over his body was screaming and rising. He thought of his mother many, many years ago, who held a knife and said she wanted to stab his mother to death.
Her mother was already crazy at the time. She tied up Ruan Xin, who was still very young back then. She asked Ruan Xin if he remembered who she was. Ruan Xin cried and called her mother, but she put a knife across Ruan Xin's thin neck. superior.
Ruan Xin remembers that scene very clearly. Thinking back to this day, she still has nightmares. At that time, her mother scratched the skin of his neck, and when the blood seeped out, Ruan was so distressed that she cried. He kept calling her mother, and she was stunned. She looked at him and cried, then suddenly took away the knife and held Ruan Xin in her arms. Her mother cried harder than him, as if the injured person was herself.
While she was crying, she asked Ruan Xin what his name was. Ruan Xin was held in her arms and was about to be strangled to death by her. He was so scared that he repeated his name to her over and over again, trembling. He said his name was Ruan Xin. , the soft-boiled food with soft-boiled fillings...
Then, his mother suddenly pushed him away and rushed out.
Ruan Xin struggled on the back of the tied chair for a long time, and his hands were bruised with blood. When he finally broke free and ran out, his mother had already fallen into a bloody pool of blood.
The mother stabbed herself to death.
When his mother died, she didn't say anything to him. She was crazy most of the time and rarely talked to Ruan Xin, because at that time, his father loved Chen Xi, who had just grown into a teenager, but Chen Xi hated it. He, his mother, and Chen Xi would bully Ruan Xin once they found out that their mother was closer to Ruan Xin.
Mother gradually neglected Ruan Xin. Although she still talked crazily all day long, when the weather got cold, she would make Ruan Xin a warm cotton-padded jacket so that Ruan Xin could dress warmly.
On the day her mother died, Ruan Xin was wearing a new cotton-padded jacket that she had sewn herself. The soft and snow-white fur was stained red by the pool of blood that her mother had fallen to the ground...
Chen's father felt very unlucky and said that his mother was still a madman even after she died, so he buried her hastily and took Chen Xi and Ruan Xin away from that unlucky place.
But what Chen's father didn't know was that the heart-wrenching nightmare did not disappear, and even got worse...
When Chen's father went out to work, Chen Xi often brought strangers to the house, and then called Ruan Xin into the house. Ruan Xin was too young at that time and was no match for Chen Xi. Chen Xi deliberately wanted to torture Ruan Xin. In order to destroy Ruan Xin's spirit, he tied Ruan Xin in the room and watched him having naked sex with other men with his eyes open.
That year, Ruan Xin was only nine years old.
So Ruan Xin tells herself every day that he cannot become the same person as Chen Xi.
Ruan Xin also tried to tell his father, but after Chen Xi found out that he had such thoughts, Chen Xi smiled at him maliciously that day and asked him: "Does Xinxin also want to be fucked by my brother?"
I'm scared.
He recalled the disgusting and terrifying scenes, shook his head violently, and never dared to have any thoughts of complaining in front of his father.
Ruan Xin was influenced by Chen Xi's disgusting and filthy ways for a whole year. From an ignorant child, he gradually became more and more gloomy. He began to understand many things that he shouldn't understand...
He went from being disgusted with Chen Xi to being disgusted with himself.
Later, every time he saw Chen Xi having sex with others, he would vomit.
Chen Xi was very satisfied with his change. Chen Xi said that he would also become a lunatic like his mother in the future.
But what Chen Xi wants is not just that.
Chen Xi pressed Ruan Xin's mouth, but what he didn't expect was that the little Ruan Xin had become increasingly gloomy and had learned to hide weapons long ago and wait for the opportunity to attack him.
It's just that Lu Xin was too young at that time and didn't have much strength at all. He didn't know where to stab Chen Xi in order to kill him. He just stabbed him with the hatred in his heart and missed it. Chen Xi hid very quickly. He The stabbing was on the right side of Chen Xi's lower abdomen, and the stabbing was not deep. When he wanted to stab deeper, Chen Xi suddenly grabbed his neck.
It was also at that time that Chen's father, who was coming back from outside, heard the heart-wrenching screams, hurriedly opened the door, and then saw that scene -
Chen Xi pressed Ruan Xin on the bed. Ruan Xin was young and disheveled, and the little hand holding the dagger was full of blood. Ruan Xin's hands were even trembling, but Ruan Xin's eyes were cold. Full of cruelty that no child should have.
No matter how stupid Chen's father was, he could still understand what was going on. At that time, his eyes turned red with anger. He kicked the injured Chen Xi out of the bed, picked up Ruan Xin, and coaxed Ruan Xin with a trembling voice. He covered his wet eyes again, and then yelled at Chen Xi...
Chen Xi curled up on the ground and moaned in pain, but after a while he slowly gasped and laughed. He laughed so happily, he said, "Run Xin, Rong Xin, you have indeed inherited your mother's madness." It's... so fast."
Lu Xin's head was buzzing, and he couldn't hear what Chen's father was cursing. He could only feel that his nose was filled with blood. He recalled the scene of his mother's death and the smell of blood.
That time, Chen Xi's father took advantage of Chen Xi's injury and beat Chen Xi badly. He even kicked Chen Xi out of the house and told him to never appear in front of Ruan Xin.
Chen Xi actually left.
Now that he's gone, his heartache hasn't gotten better.
Ruan Xin didn't talk to anyone for a whole month.
Chen's father was so worried that he took Ruan Xin to see a doctor. The doctor only said that Ruan Xin was naturally withdrawn and didn't like to talk. After hearing this, Chen's father breathed a sigh of relief. He was afraid that Ruan Xin would suddenly become mute.
But Chen's father is also really angry. He knows that Ruan Xin hates him, but now he is the only relative around him, but Ruan Xin really ignores him and ignores him. Chen's father also has a temper. Slowly, He didn't care much about Ruan Xin anymore, thinking that his family would be ruined anyway, and it would be good if he could feed Ruan Xin. It didn't matter whether Ruan Xin lived well or not.
Later, Chen's father started gambling, and debtors came to his door. Seeing Lu Xin's good looks, he asked Chen's father to sell Lu Xin, but Chen's father absolutely refused, so he received several severe beatings. After the debtor left, he endured the pain to comfort Ruan Xin and asked Ruan Xin to work to earn money to pay off the debt.
(End of chapter)