Lin Banxia's slightly drooped eyelashes trembled slightly. It turned out... He was so disgusted that he didn't even feel good staying in the same room... Lin Banxia pursed her lips slightly, and finally gave in, turned over the bed quilt, and He got up from the couch, lowered his head and whispered, "Then I'll sleep in the outer room."
As she said this, she was about to get off the couch, but her hand was immediately grabbed by He Ruojin. He Ruojin held her with some force, which hurt. Lin Banxia frowned and turned back to look at a loss. he.
Somehow, He Ruojin's eyes suddenly stared at her intently, with unabashed directness in his eyes.
It was also the first time that Lin Banxia looked into these eyes at such a close distance. She saw the depth in his eyes, and was vaguely burned by his sight. For a moment, her heartbeat was a little chaotic.
Then, before she could react, He Ruojin leaned over and his lips were very close to hers. She could clearly feel his hot breath blowing over her and burning her cheek.
As his lips were about to touch hers, Lin Banxia's chest felt tight and painful, and her usually gentle and calm face became a little flustered. She subconsciously turned her lips away to prevent him from kissing her.
But He Ruojin's warm lips still lightly brushed against the tip of her chin. He did not leave quickly, but slowly moved closer to her ear and said lightly, "You don't like it either, you hate this too. ,Is it right?"
After he finished speaking, he stood up from her and sat up straight, his face still as indifferent as ever.
Lin Banxia looked at him blankly, her eyes rolling slowly, like a calm lake that had been shattered by a heavy rain. It suddenly became rippled, and her lips trembled slightly.
She slowly understood that He Ruoxin's words meant that he didn't like kissing her, and he hated kissing her.
That's why he never kissed her.
She opened her mouth slightly and wanted to speak, but she felt her throat was burning with something. It was so dry that it hurt so much that she couldn't speak.
My chest felt tighter and more painful.
He Ruojin seemed not to feel her pain, and continued, "Lin Banxia, being with me is very tiring and painful, right?"
Lin Banxia looked at him silently, neither nodding nor shaking her head.
He was even a little dazed, as if he didn't realize what he was going to tell him.
"I don't want to irritate you... However, there are some things I want to tell you clearly." He Ruoxin let go of her hand and said calmly, "We are not suitable, neither before nor now. Force yourself You won't be happy if you are with me. I don't want to hurt you, so it's for your own good in the future... "
He Ruochen lowered his eyes and paused for a moment, then said in a calm tone as always, "Let's make peace."
"No." Before Lin Banxia made any expression on her face, she heard herself say it out loud.
Her face still looked peaceful and gentle, but her eyelashes were trembling, as if she didn't even know what she was afraid of.
He Ruojin frowned and said: "Lin Banxia..."
Lin Banxia swallowed her breath slightly, "Husband, I will never leave you."
His voice was soft and his tone was firm, but he couldn't help but tremble.
"You can't get happiness from me..."
"I won't leave." Lin Banxia couldn't help but grab his hand, refusing to listen to him at all. She grabbed his hand tightly with both hands, very hard, and trembling violently, making it difficult to breathe. …
He Ruojin's eyes changed, "Where did you put the medicine?"
"I won't leave..."
He Ruojin could see that Lin Banxia's face had turned pale, and he dared to provoke her again, so he could only nod his head, "I won't leave you, where is your medicine?"
Only then did Lin Banxia tremblingly reach out and touch the table. He Ruoxin reacted quickly. He pulled out the grid from the table, found the medicine bottle, poured one and put it to her mouth. Worried that she would swallow it, I quickly poured a glass of hot water for her to drink.
Lin Banxia held the tea cup and drank slowly for a while before slowly calming down, but her chest was still tight.
After she calmed down, she stopped mumbling the nonsense she just said. She just lowered her head and said nothing.
But the more she acted like this, the more anxious He Ruoxin became. He stood in front of the couch and was silent for a moment before saying, "It's my fault. I shouldn't tell you this at this time."
Lin Banxia lowered her head, frowned tightly, and said hoarsely: "Husband, I'm sleepy."
He Ruochen looked at her, and after a while, he slowly nodded and said, "Okay, you go back to bed."
He Ruojin said, reaching out to help her up. Lin Banxia's hand seemed weak and weak, but she just took her hand out of his hand and said, "I'm fine by myself."
She didn't let him help. She returned to the bed alone, rolled up the quilt and lay down. She turned her back, opened her eyes unblinkingly, and said calmly, "Husband, please go back to the General's Mansion early tomorrow morning. I will stay here." Just stay with your parents at home, and from now on, your husband won’t have to come back to see me."
He Ruochen stood by the bed and did not answer immediately. He was silent for a long time and then slowly said, "Go to sleep."
When Lin Banxia got up early the next morning, she didn't see He Ruojin, and she was relieved.
After washing and changing clothes as usual, she went to the courtyard early. When Mrs. He saw Lin Banxia coming so early, she quickly brought her over to sit down and asked her to drink some tea first, "Why are you up so early? "
Lin Banxia was a little embarrassed to take the tea from Mrs. He and nodded: "I'm used to getting up early."
"Did Ruojin coax you well last night?" Mrs. He learned from the housekeeper that He Ruojin had gone out early in the morning and said he would be back later, so she felt something was wrong. So she couldn't help but ask Lin Banxia is gone.
When Lin Banxia heard this, her lips moved slightly, not knowing how to answer.
Mrs. He just thought that Lin Banxia was thin-skinned and embarrassed to talk, so she just smiled and did not force her to say anything.
Not long after, He Ruojin came back. When He Ruojin saw Lin Banxia sitting at the table with her head lowered and not looking at him, he felt guilty. He took the initiative to walk up to her, handed her the herbal sachet he brought back, and whispered He said: "Wear this on your body. The imperial doctor said it has the effect of calming the mind. If you feel uncomfortable in the academy in the future, you can pick it up and smell it."
When Mrs. He heard this, her eyes lit up and she said with a smile: "Ruojin, you went out so early, did you go to the Imperial Hospital specifically to ask for this from the Imperial Doctor?"
He Ruojin didn't say anything, and Mrs. He smiled. When he acquiesced, she said to Lin Banxia, "Banxia, take it. I didn't expect this, but Ruo Jin is more careful."
Lin Banxia bit her lip, lowered her eyelashes, and looked at the light blue sachet hanging between He Ruoxin's slender fingers. After a while, she silently reached out and took it, and softly responded: "Thank you, husband." .”
(End of chapter)