"I know it all, are you still lying to me now? Ah Ling, why are you like this! I'm unhappy and I feel a little wronged. I can't help but tell you. You feel so uncomfortable in your heart, but you don't feel any pain at all. You don't want to tell me, what do you mean..." Wen Momo choked up and felt really uncomfortable. She thought that she and Ji were so happy when they were young, and they still hung around in front of Sheng Ling every day, thinking that Sheng Ling was already gone. She has come out of the pain of the past, but it turns out... Sheng Ling has never come out of it...
After listening to Wen Momo's words, Sheng Ling's eyes gradually became confused. After a while, she slowly hugged Wen Momo, lowered her head and buried her shoulder, sniffed and said, "Momo ... I'm not as unhappy as you think. I'm really happy when I'm with you in the academy during the day. But every night, I can't help but think about many, many things, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel, so I can’t help but drink because every time I drink, I fall asleep faster, that’s all.”
Wen Momo grabbed her back tightly and choked: "Tell me, what are you thinking about? Why do you feel uncomfortable?"
"That's it..." Sheng Ling tried her best to open her eyes wide, so as not to be covered by a layer of water mist. She slowly calmed down and said slowly, "Think about a person, think a lot about why, think about why he." At first he wanted to lie to me, wondering why he would attack the person closest to me, wondering why he said he liked me again, wondering... why he would save me, I couldn't think of the answer, it just kept stuck in my mind. Inside, I can’t get out no matter what.”
Wen Momo was stunned, her eyes were red, "A Ling... do you still like him?"
Sheng Ling thought about it seriously and shook his head very hard: "I don't like him. I'm not stupid. I won't like him."
"Then you've been thinking like this..."
"Because Momo... you don't know, if he didn't lie to me at the beginning, if he didn't harm my relatives, if he held the same sincerity as me, no, even if he just likes me a little, I wouldn't be so painful. , I won’t... I can’t get out even today..." Sheng Ling lay on her back, trying very hard to hold back, but in the end she couldn't hold back the tears from falling.
She is the most glamorous, and she is also the most embarrassed.
"I don't understand... Ah Ling, you... you still think about him, why did you drive him away, and why did you say... you don't like him..."
"Momo, just because I can't come out doesn't mean that I have to see him. It's true that I feel uncomfortable, and it's true that I don't want to see him again in this life. But these are my own affairs. I just thought that I I can hide it well so that you don’t worry..."
When Wen Momo heard this, she still didn't understand and frowned tightly. She was a little confused and patted Sheng Ling's back gently and said, "Don't worry about us. It's great to worry, it proves that you are cared about, and you just care too much about the people around you, but sometimes, it's really better to say it than to keep it in your heart."
As Wen Momo spoke, she let go of Sheng Ling, stretched out her fingers to wipe her face, looked at Sheng Ling seriously and said, "I'm telling you, Ling, from now on, you can't touch a drop of wine. If I found out, me! Forget it, I don’t dare, I’ll let Xiao Xiao beat you! I can’t cure you, Xiao Xiao can certainly cure you! Anyway, I must tell Xiao Xiao about this, just wait to be beaten!”
Sheng Ling was scolded so fiercely by her, but she broke down in tears and smiled. She could only nodded and said, "Okay, for the sake of my own health, I will work hard to quit drinking under your supervision."
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The next day, Wen Momo made a special trip to Xu Mansion to find Ji Xiao, told her about Sheng Ling, and asked her to help make suggestions, thinking that Sheng Ling could not be kept so depressed all the time.
But what she didn't expect was that after hearing what she said, Ji Xiao, who had always been smarter and more rational than her, stood up without saying a word, rolled up his sleeves and walked out.
Wen Momo was confused and quickly grabbed her, "Why are you going?"
"Don't stop me, I'll beat her up first."
Wen Momo thought Ji was serious when she was young, so she was so frightened that she held on to her tightly and refused to let go, "No, no, I can't beat her. Ah Ling is still recovering from her illness. I have already taught her a lesson for you. Sit back first!"
Ji Shi was pulled back by her with hesitation, "Have you taught her a lesson?"
"Yes, yes, I was so fierce yesterday. I even scared A Ling to tears. Please stop scaring her..." Wen Momo said with confidence.
Wen Momo pulled Ji Xiaoxiao back to the room, and poured her tea as a guest to let her calm down. At the same time, she persuaded: "Besides, now is not the time to be angry. If we can't help Ah Ling, let Ah Ling be like this." It’s not okay to ruin yourself…”
Ji Xiaoxiao took the teacup she handed him and gently scratched the edge of the teacup. After a while, he frowned and put the teacup down, and said, "After all, she still hasn't opened up her heart."
"Then what should we do? A Ling is addicted to alcohol because of this knot in her heart. If I hadn't found out this time, she would have kept drinking without telling us. You said she is in good health, but now she has pain from time to time. If this continues, , it definitely won’t work, Ruan Xin was a little angry when he checked her pulse.”
Ji Xiao said thoughtfully: "To untie the bell, you must also tie the bell."
"No." Wen Momo refused without thinking, "Didn't you know when you were a child? A Ling is like this because of Li Yu. If you let Li Yu appear in front of her again, won't you kill her?"
"What do you know? It's true that Ah Ling refuses to forgive Li Yu, but she can't let go of Li Yu either. You said she is so awkward. In the end, she is not the one who feels uncomfortable. If we can't give her a push, she will be depressed for the rest of her life. It’s here.”
Wen Momo frowned and thought for a while, feeling that this seemed to be the case, but then again, "But where are we going to find Li Yu?"
Ji Xiao looked at her seriously and said, "Now you have to ask your future husband for help."
"Brother Jing Ling? It's impossible. Brother Jing Ling doesn't know where Li Yu is."
"You're so stupid. Didn't Aunt Ling go to treat Li Yu before? I'm sure I'll know something if I ask Aunt Ling." Ji Xiaoxiao did what he said and immediately got up and walked out.
Ji Xiaoshi thought about it and thought of something slowly. He quickly followed Ji Xiaoshi and held Ji Xiaoshi's hand. "Xiao Xiao, I suddenly thought of something very important... What if we find Li Yu, but Li Yu and A Ling are both the same." People don’t want to see each other, what do you think we should do?”
Hearing this, Ji Xiaoxiao was also slightly startled.
She had never thought about this problem, but she did not rule out the possibility.
To put it bluntly, Sheng Ling drove away Li Yu himself. Even if they found Li Yu, what would they do
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(End of chapter)