Lin Banxia bit the soft flesh at the corner of her lips slightly, and she tried her best to speak out. Every word was as gentle and serious as ever, and there was still bitterness hidden deep in her heart.
She said, "I have no regrets."
He Ruojin didn't know whether to believe it or not, because she vaguely heard another laugh, very soft, and then Lin Banxia's legs were pushed open.
At that moment, Lin Banxia remained motionless, gave a short sob, struggled to breathe but said very quickly and softly, "You don't like me..."
He Ruojin, who was lying on her body, paused, his ears seemed to be hurt by her somewhat suppressed cry, and he narrowed his eyes and asked, "What?"
Lin Banxia grabbed the quilt under her body very hard and buried her little face in the pillow. Her tears wet the beautiful brocade pattern on it. She stayed there and cried intermittently, "I don't want to have children." , I don’t regret it later, what does it have to do with you... You... don’t like me... "
If she can't tell the difference between good and bad, she can pretend that her husband is actually very good to her.
But no matter what she was thinking about, she was used to thinking slowly, thinking seriously, and always thinking clearly.
Therefore, she thought more clearly than anyone else about the fact that He Ruochen didn't like her.
The clearer it becomes, the sadder I can't control it.
While telling herself to forget it, she uncontrollably wanted to get his favor.
Finally, He Ruojin let her go, sat on the bed for a moment, and then went out without saying a word.
Lin Banxia thought he was gone and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
She loved his breath around her so much. Every time there was his breath in the air, she couldn't help but focus all her attention on him.
But at this moment, she didn't want to put all her body and mind into him alone.
But what Lin Banxia didn't expect was that after a while, the door opened again. He Ruoxin seemed to have gone to get some cold air. When he came back, his face looked much more awake. He calmly took out the lamp. He came over, put it on the table on the bed, then sat down by the bed and looked at the person lying on the bed. Lin Banxia's eyes were uncertain and a little uneasy, but she couldn't help but look at him.
After all, He Ruochen felt a little guilty. After a while, she moved her thin lips and said, "Let me take a look."
Lin Banxia didn't know what he wanted to see, but she instinctively nodded lightly and agreed to him.
Then, she saw He Ruojin stretched out his hand and approached her somewhat unnaturally. His slender fingers gently lifted up her clothes until her slender waist was exposed. He saw her waist, and as expected, he was Just now I blushed without knowing the importance of it.
He Ruoxin stroked it gently with her fingertips and asked in a low voice: "Does it hurt?"
Lin Banxia was in pain, but more confused and ashamed, because He Ruoxin lifted her clothes almost to her chest, and a small part of her waist was exposed, and he saw her.
Lin Banxia's mind was a little swollen, and she was at a loss for a moment, let alone how to answer He Ruojin.
She was just dull for a long time before she realized how big the mess was. She stretched out her hand to put down her clothes, but as soon as she stretched out her hand, it was held by He Ruochen. For some reason, she felt that He Ruochen was holding her hand this time. When the hand was used, it was obviously with a slight force, but it was with a controlled temperature.
He Ruojin frowned slightly and said, "Wait for me."
(End of chapter)