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When she was very young, Lin Banxia didn't remember how young she was at that time. She only knew that she was sensible at that time. Although she was born slower than others, she still had a fun temper. She remembers that during the Lantern Festival that year, there were Relatives come to visit at home.
The elder came with a little boy. While the adults were drinking tea and chatting, the little boy ran over to her, took her hand, and said he wanted to take her out to play.
Although Lin Banxia was young, she still remembered to ask her parents about their wishes first. Only after her parents agreed could she go out. But the little brother said that he was just going to play for a while and then come back, so her parents would not find out.
Lin Banxia was confused. Before she could understand what he said, she was taken out by her brother.
But after the brother took her out, he called many friends and took her to the noisy streets to play with fireworks. Lin Banxia had only seen fireworks in the sky since she was a child, but never seen fireworks that could be thrown on the ground. .
The sound of the fireworks was so loud that she was frightened and cried.
But the little boys had a great time and blamed Lin Banxia for being timid and disappointing.
The more she was thrown into a corner, no one cared about her.
The little boy who brought her out, who promised to take her back soon, also disappeared.
Lin Banxia waited and waited until it was almost dark, and finally her mother came. She threw herself into her arms and cried loudly.
Her mother allowed her to cry until she had enough. After taking her back, she fed her, put her in a thick cotton-padded jacket, and then made her kneel outside the courtyard of the Lin Mansion.
She was watched by everyone in the house and lectured by the Taifu who taught her the rules.
She knelt for two whole hours.
From then on, Lin Banxia never dared to hang out with anyone again.
She listened obediently to whatever her mother said. She felt that her mother was doing her best, so her mother asked her to enroll in Yulin Academy, so she went to Yulin Academy. Her mother asked her to marry He Ruoxin. She then married He Ruojin.
She thought she was good enough, and she had been learning what a wife should be like since she was a child.
She thought she could do well as his wife.
As long as she is his wife, she will live up to the trust of the Lin family.
But Lin Banxia never thought that she would be moved...
She fell in love with He Ruojin, and what she got was an inevitable end.
Lin Banxia never fulfilled her mother's instructions.
But... she was tired.
In the first half of her life, she had always obeyed the words of those around her, and it seemed that she had long forgotten... what kind of person she should be.
Lin Banxia seemed to have slept for a long, long time. In her dream, she could only recall the immature and ignorant Lin Banxia when she was a child. She huddled in her shell, jumping for joy but not daring to step out.
Why are you so stupid and stupid
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Lin Banxia didn't know how long she slept, but the sleep was so long that she seemed to have slept for most of her life.
She slowly opened her thin red eyelids, which were filled with a shallow mist. At first she couldn't see anything clearly, but gradually she saw a figure, very close to her, right next to the bed.
She held her hand and choked up her words.
Lin Banxia opened her wet eyes and watched her mouth open and close. She vaguely heard a few sounds, but she couldn't hear them clearly.
She subconsciously raised her hand, wanting to touch her ears, but her fingers moved slightly, and they were involved in the injuries on her body. At that moment, her limbs were shaking violently in pain, as if something was forcibly touching her skin. Tear and fold.
(End of chapter)