He Ruojin stopped by the bed and stared at her for a long time, her eyes slightly painful. When she spoke, her voice was slightly hoarse, tired and guilty.
"Is your leg... okay?"
Lin Banxia nodded.
"The imperial doctor... what do you say?"
Lin Banxia pursed her lips and remained silent.
"Can it be cured?"
Lin Banxia paused, then nodded gently.
"Lin Banxia... that day, I..."
He Ruojin seemed to want to explain to Lin Banxia what happened that day in the white cave, but Lin Banxia put down the small bowl from which she drank the medicine and pointed to the piece of paper pressed down with a paperweight, "General, take a look at this."
He Ruojin looked in the direction she pointed and saw the piece of paper on the bedside table. Because it was pressed down by the paperweight, half of the words could not be read clearly. He was silent for a moment, reached out and took it out, and read it quietly. After a while, I finally realized that it was a piece of paper and Li Shu.
Lin Banxia's name has been written down.
He Ruojin held the piece of paper and Li Shu, and gently rubbed Lin Banxia's name with her fingertips.
He remembered that the last time he proposed to divorce Lin Banxia was a month ago. At that time, Lin Banxia cried to him for the first time and begged him not to divorce.
At that time, he only felt that if the two of them continued to live like this, it would only become more and more unfair to Lin Banxia.
But then...he took her body while drunk, and he always ruined her innocence.
So he was ready to be responsible for her for the rest of his life. Perhaps it was the traditional concept in his bones. After waking up that night, he recognized that she was his wife.
Lin Banxia can only be his wife. He has ruined her family. He can no longer selfishly say those high-sounding words and make Lin Banxia suffer injustice in the future.
But... He never thought that the person who made her wronged in the end was none other than himself.
He is Lin Banxia's husband.
And Lin Banxia, who was crying and begging him not to reconcile, at this moment, personally handed over the reconciliation letter.
He Ruojin could not imagine how desperate Lin Banxia must be to make such a decision, but the person who tore open this bloody mouth and made the innocent Lin Banxia suffer these unwarranted injuries was himself.
It was he who forced Lin Banxia to do this.
He Ruojin breathed slowly and heavily, closed the book of divorce, raised her eyes to Lin Banxia, and said: "No matter how angry you are, blame me, blame me, it's okay, but I will not reconcile with you." .”
He couldn't leave her when Lin Banxia was seriously injured because of him.
That is not what a gentleman does.
"I'm angry, I blame you, I blame you." Lin Banxia slowly repeated what He Ruoxin said word by word, then bit her lip hard, calmed down a little, and said a little helplessly: " General, I’m not angry, I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you.”
No matter how miserable Lin Banxia is in your heart, I will never be angry with you, blame you, or blame you.
"You don't have to blame yourself. I just understand a truth. It's not mine and I can't force it. It's just that."
He Ruojin looked at her and realized that he had said the wrong thing. He understood Lin Banxia's words and opened his lips with some difficulty: "I admit that what I did at that time made you sad, but that At that time, Sheng Ling's friend told me that she had a stomach attack that day and she didn't bring any medicine with her, so I was very worried... "
Lin Banxia responded softly to express her understanding.
"I know you don't believe it, but... I'm really ready to be with you for the rest of my life."
When Lin Banxia heard this, she raised her eyes and looked at him for a while, then said, "Forget it."
Her voice was very light and faint, like mist that would disperse easily.
She didn't refute a word of He Ruoxin's words.
However, He Ruojin said she didn't believe him.
She felt that her heart ached a little again.
No, I don’t believe it.
She always, always believed in him.
Even if she could grab another vine branch, she wouldn't want it, and would rather believe him stupidly.
But he said she didn't believe him...
Lin Banxia lowered her head and bit her lips.
(End of chapter)