She also has dignity. Lin Banxia is not without dignity. She just fell into the prison of love, too deep, and when she woke up, she realized that everyone was clearly watching her fall, but she had no idea.
She didn't know the fact until she fell, was covered in blood, and had tears in her eyes from the pain. He Ruochen didn't have his wife in his heart. This was something that everyone knew and would know.
Although it seems a bit bleak now that I think about it, it is the fact.
She knew it late, but she knew it anyway.
"I was too worried about Sheng Ling at the time, but it's not that I didn't care about you, Lin Banxia. I really didn't think that the branches would break at that time. I thought..."
"General, I never thought that the branches would break, and I never thought that a landslide would happen. Those... were all accidents and had nothing to do with you. I understand that. However, I have always felt that no matter what the temperament and preferences of two people are, There is such a big gap, but as long as we get married, we will get along one day. But I understand now that emotional matters cannot be forced. General, I think this is a good thing. After separation, it will be good for you and me. "
"Lin Banxia..."
But Lin Banxia didn't want to listen to him. She just said that, pushed aside the bedside grid, took out the sachet that had been cleaned again, put it on the bedside table, and lowered her eyes. Look at it and say, "This, give it back to the general."
The most important thing is that Lin Banxia doesn't dare anymore.
No more courage.
In the past, as thin-skinned as she was, she would have the courage to hug him from behind, ask him to sleep with her in the same bed, and ask him to wear earrings for her personally.
She was reserved and gentle in front of others, but in front of him, she was shameless and often forgot the rules.
She later found out that she liked him.
She couldn't help but fall in love with her husband.
But now... Lin Banxia doesn't like it anymore.
Lin Banxia has a gentle temperament and has always been neither impatient nor impatient. No matter how impatient others are, she will always follow her own path. Only He Ruojin made her make an exception. Because of him, Lin Banxia wanted to Spending more and more energy chasing him, she was afraid that if she slowed down a little, he would get further and further away from her.
As a result, more and more out-of-control emotions filled her.
She finally fell down.
Very tired.
She looked back carefully and thought about the relationship she worked hard to maintain. It seemed that she was the only one who revolved around him from beginning to end, and those self-righteous sweetness were all just her self-righteousness.
So only weariness remains.
When you like someone to the end, you can only lick the bruises all over your body tiredly. There is no sweetness, only the bitterness spreads and wraps it.
It doesn't hurt anymore, so it's numb.
She no longer looked at He Ruojin's expression, but listened to the air and heard him say almost blankly: "This... staying with you will be useful when you have heart palpitations."
Lin Banxia closed her eyes and bit a small corner of her lip until it turned slightly white. Of course she couldn't say that she almost died because of it this time.
So she looked down at his slender and beautiful fingers and said softly: "No need, my mother asked someone to make a new one for me."
He Ruojin was silent for a while, then slowly moved her fingers and said with some difficulty, "Like this." Then, she had to take the sachet back and hold it in her hand. It was soft. , also cold.
(End of chapter)