"Ji Xubai, are you tired? Why do you think everyone in this world has to revolve around you? When you hate me, you torture me. When your conscience finds out, you want to treat me well, but why should I accept it? ?I don’t want to, don’t you understand such a simple truth?”
"I understand." Ji Xubai looked at her, with a vague darkness in his brows. He twitched the corners of his lips and said, "But I know that everyone will make mistakes, and I also know that the mistakes I made are unacceptable. Forgive, whether you forgive me or not is up to you, but I don’t want to do anything against my will anymore.”
Wen Zhigu didn't know what other big truths she could tell Ji Xubai. He knew more about those truths than she did, so there was no need for her to explain them. However, how could anyone be as shameless as him, knowing that what he was doing was inappropriate? Forgiveness, he still had to appear in front of her, and he said such words to her for the rest of his life. What qualifications did he have to say to her for the rest of his life
Wen Zhigu didn't want to have any more unnecessary arguments with him, so he turned around and left.
However, the next moment, the man grabbed her hand. The moment her hand was grabbed, Wen Zhigu trembled all over.
Familiar touch, familiar temperature, familiar smell.
It's all him.
Scene after scene of nightmares, twisted and replayed in front of my eyes.
Wen Zhigu screamed: "Let me go!"
Ji Xubai probably never thought that Wen Zhigu would have such a big reaction. He let her go. The next moment, he saw Wen Zhigu's eyes were red, his nose was trembling slightly, and he was looking at him with resentment and fear.
Ji Xubai's frustrated hand tightened, and he had to take it back, lowered his voice, and slowly said to Wen Zhigu: "Zhigu, I know you don't want to hear what I have to say now, but there is something I still want to say. Let me tell you, if you are unwilling to listen, I will still try my best to make you listen."
Wen Zhigu smiled coldly, thinking that he was about to reveal his true colors.
"I got a quota from the New Emperor. You can take the national examination in one month. After passing it, you can apply for the position to be the military advisor you have always wanted to be..."
When Ji Xubai said this, his tone was gentle, without any other impurities.
From the beginning of their acquaintance, he knew that she had a dream of being a military advisor. Starting from Ling Xue's death, this dream was completely shattered by him and became something Wen Zhigu never dared to think about.
He wanted her to go, without him or any other reason, just because he wanted to fulfill the dream she had thought about.
He always remembered that when he asked her to marry him, she cried and told him that her dream was gone and she had nothing...
He was the one who ruined her.
What he wants to do now is to return it to her bit by bit.
Wen Zhigu stood there, motionless.
She thought Ji Xubai would say something ridiculous again, but she didn't expect that he would mention her old dream.
How could she forget that she once mentioned the dream of a military advisor to Shu Nuan while sitting on the street...
I thought it was all in the past, but Ji Xubai wanted to bring up the past again...
Wen Zhigu looked at Ji Xubai silently and said clearly word by word: "I have... no dreams for a long time."
"You know, hating someone and what you want to do are two different things. You have to understand, if you have this opportunity, why not pursue your dream? There are so many people in the North who are trying to take part in this national examination, but you have With this strength, it’s not worth it to not leave because you hate me. I hope you calm down and think carefully.”
Ji Xubai's tone when she said these words was as if she was still her tutor four years ago, but at that time, he would never reason with her at length like he does now, he would only mock her.
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