And what Ji Xubai hates most is such a mediocre life...
He was so scared that even though the wounds on his body had healed, he still couldn't get up.
Even if he had gone through four years of confusion in Bei Ge, even if he had climbed out of the quagmire of Bei Ge, it would not have been enough to give him any confidence at this moment.
At that time, I had faith and could only survive with hope...
At this moment, Ji Xubai had no hope.
I can't feel the slightest hope of living...
Wen Zhigu stared at her, pursed his lips and did not answer immediately.
Ji Xubai also told her clearly: "I know it, although you don't want to admit it, you sympathize with me. I said, I don't need it, and I don't want to implicate you."
Wen Zhigu was silent for a moment, and then smiled faintly: "You mean, I still have to promise to take care of you for the rest of my life, so it doesn't count as sympathy, is that what you mean?"
When Ji Xubai heard this, he was a little embarrassed, "I know what I mean, I didn't mean that."
"Then why are you so pretentious? It's my business how long I want to take care of you. Why are you worrying so blindly?"
"Knowing the past..."
"Do you still want to eat?"
Ji Xubai chose to shut up.
But Wen Zhigu didn't have the patience to "coax" him every time, especially after several consecutive days. Ji Xubai's mood became more and more unstable day by day. He denied himself day by day. Wen Zhigu's Times were better. If she sometimes went out without telling him, Ji Xubai's mood would suddenly collapse, as if he had been abandoned by the whole world, breaking things and hurting himself. When Wen Zhi So when he comes back, he will ask her in confusion: "Didn't you leave?"
Wen Zhigu couldn't get angry. She felt that Ji Xubai had a mental problem.
She asked Imperial Physician Chu to diagnose Ji Xubai's pulse. Physician Chu said that Ji Xubai suffered a mental breakdown because he was under too much psychological pressure and could not be released. It accumulated over time and lived a very difficult life.
Wen Zhigu was stunned. She felt that Ji Xubai was under pressure, but she didn't expect it to be so serious. But after thinking about it, she felt that it would indeed be like this...
Taifu Ji, who could shine no matter where he was, lost his legs and didn't even know when he would be able to be independent. He had to be fed even to drink water. This was undoubtedly a blow to Ji Xubai. It's an unprecedented blow...
Although she had hated Ji Xubai, it was because of her that he was hurt like this after all.
Wen Zhigu asked Imperial Physician Chu how to treat a situation like Ji Xubai's, but Imperial Physician Chu just shook his head and sighed: "This is a heart disease. I'm afraid someone needs to slowly enlighten it."
How could Wen Zhigu not know that this burden could only fall on her head.
Do you want her to enlighten Ji Xubai
Apart from quarreling with him and ridiculing him, Wen Zhigu didn't know how to appease him...
At night, Wen Zhigu absent-mindedly called Xiao Jian over and asked Xiao Jian to accompany Ji Xubai while doing her homework.
But neither father nor son spoke much. Ji Xubai probably told Xiao Jian to do her homework seriously. Wen Jian obediently listened to his father's words and sat beside the bedside table to write seriously, while Ji Xubai just quietly Looking at Xiao Jian's writing, his eyes were warm and he could not tell whether his emotions were good or bad.
Wen Zhigu was sitting at the table making gloves, and occasionally glanced at the father and son.