Ji Xubai smiled, not sure if he understood.
However, Wen Zhiyu felt that his smile was suppressed, the kind of hysterical suppression that was strangled.
She knows that everyone can tell the truth. Sometimes it's not that she doesn't know how to survive, let alone those so-called truths. It's just that it's too difficult to convince herself.
Seeing Ji Xubai like this, Wen Zhigu felt her heart twitching slightly. She couldn't help but reached out and gently held his hand, looked at him and said: "It will be fine, as long as there is Perseverance means you can persevere in whatever you do..."
"I know it, but I don't want to." Ji Xubai slowly closed his eyes, "I don't want to, and I don't want to."
Wen Zhigu stared at him closely, feeling his throat tightening and a very difficult emotion welling up in his chest.
She couldn't describe the feeling, but she felt terribly bitter in her heart.
She couldn't say anything to Ji Xubai, because she clearly felt Ji Xubai's depression and despair.
"I told you to leave me alone because I really don't want you to care about me. You shouldn't watch me become such a rotten person. You know, I'm having a hard time every day." Ji Xubai said with a low smile. , "I don't want you to see it. Really, I don't want you to see me like this..."
How much he had longed for Wen Zhigu to forgive him and come back to him, now how strongly he hoped that Wen Zhigu could stay far away from him.
Wen Zhigu looked at him silently for a long time, then suddenly stood up and turned his back, his eyes slightly red.
She didn't know how to describe this feeling.
It has nothing to do with love or hate, just pure heartache.
In a daze, she seemed unable to remember why she and Ji Xubai ended up in this situation.
"It's so easy to die." Wen Zhiyu curved his lips and smiled, his voice soft and calm, "It's too easy, just like you taught me back then, take a knife and cut off your vital parts, and it's all over. But After death, the infinite pain is left to your loved ones."
"Ji Xubai, I don't care whether you live or die. But you can't let my little Jian lose her father for no reason." Wen Zhigu bit her trembling lips tightly again. She suddenly felt sad. The feeling was nothing more than that when Ji Xubai pushed her away during the fire that night, and when she left with little Jian in her arms, Xiao Jian cried and called Daddy over and over again in her arms. Her heart ached in pain.
Ji Xubai held her hand and tried to use more force, but couldn't. He told Wen Zhigu in a hoarse voice, "I won't die."
Wen Zhigu understood what he meant. He was probably just living like a zombie. As he said, he didn't want or want to show himself to the world today.
That was too unbearable for Taifu Ji.
Wen should have felt happy knowing the truth. After all, Ji Xubai ended up like this because his evil deeds were repaid with evil deeds.
But she was not happy at all.
From beginning to end, it was uncomfortable.
He didn't know whether it was because of Ji Xubai's words or because he was in a bad mood.
She didn't want to talk to Ji Xubai, nor did she want to enlighten him.
Talking too much will only make her feel uncomfortable, so why should she ask for trouble
She doesn't want it.
So, regardless of what Ji Xubai had to say, Wen Zhigu turned a deaf ear from beginning to end, and kept a silent face while changing Ji Xubai's medicine.