Ji Xubai watched Wen Jian go out. Before Wen Jian left, he could still feel that there was some anger in the room. After Wen Jian left, even this only anger was gone. Ji Xubai slowly calmed down again. He lay down on the bed, tilted his head slightly against the pillow, and slowly closed his eyes, finally regaining the deathly silence.
Ji Xubai thought for a moment, and realized that his future and the rest of his life would probably be like this.
But Wen Zhigu is different.
She is finally getting better and better, has her own ambitions, and has a very reliable person, at least much more reliable than him, Ji Yue will take care of her. They will always be together in the future, and this has nothing to do with him. Ji Xubai has no relationship at all...
When Ji Xubai thought of this, he felt bitter in his heart.
It was as if he was the one who had been closest to Wen Zhigu, but he had drifted away unknowingly.
He is such a possessive person, but now he has to suppress the unhappiness in his heart to admit that there is someone more suitable for Wen Zhigu than him. No, there are so many people in this world who are suitable for Wen Zhigu, but There are so many people, none of them can be Ji Xubai.
He is not and cannot be Wen Zhigu's destination.
So, what qualifications do you have to compete for Wen Zhigu...
Ji Xubai closed his eyes, trying to hide the disappointment in his eyes, but breathing was so painful.
In the end, I was so desperate that I was hysterical.
Such despair spreads throughout the body and mind, and there is no escape.
…
Here, after Wen Zhigu and Qi Yue had a meal, seeing that it was getting late, Qi Yue took the initiative to stand up and say goodbye to her, and Wen Zhigu didn't keep him and sent him out personally.
It was already dark now, and when the cold wind blew hard, Qi Yue realized something and said with a smile: "I know, winter is coming."
"Right." Wen Zhigu was reminded by Qi Yue, and he also reacted. Yes, winter has quietly arrived...
So many things have happened recently that Wen almost forgot that winter is coming...
However, I don’t know when the first snow will fall in Beicheng this year...
It will be beautiful.
And her state of mind was never the same as before...
Qi Yue lowered his head and looked at the road, and said with a wry smile: "At this time last year, I was immersed in reading in Lishitai. Although I don't know why Master insisted that I take the military division exam, but if I hadn't taken the military division exam, I would have I probably still don’t know what I want to do in the future.”
"I have always thought that you are excellent." Wen Zhiru told the truth truthfully.
When Qi Yue heard this, he turned to look at her, smiled lightly, and said bluntly: "But you still don't like me even though you know it."
Wen Zhigu was slightly startled and looked at him. Their eyes met and they were silent for a long time in the cold wind. Wen Zhigu also told him straightforwardly: "Qi Yue, I have answered this question before. your."
"Yes, you answered me." Qi Yue took a deep breath and wanted to laugh, but couldn't. He could only helplessly pull down the corners of his mouth, squinted his eyes and looked away, and his voice became very loud. Very lightly, "But knowing it, I can accept you being with anyone but him."
Qi Yue said, and smiled softly, with a hint of self-deprecation: "Of course, I know this is your own right, and I am not qualified to say anything."