But this silly girl has something she wants to cling to, and she is determined to leave her.
Knowing this, Jing Che didn't know why, but he felt more flustered than ever before, as if something was quietly draining from his heart...
That was a feeling that Jing Che had never experienced before.
It's not despair, but it seems more unbearable than despair...
Jing Che always thought that he was a gentleman, so he never forced Bai Ling to do anything she didn't like. But this time, he held Bai Ling's hand forcefully and refused to let go no matter how hard she struggled. .
Bai Ling bit her lip and looked at him with angry and sad eyes: "I don't believe you... you... let go..."
Before she finished speaking, almost at that moment, Jing Che pushed her head towards him, lowered her head and kissed Ren'er's delicate lips heavily, swallowing her breath.
Jing Che's brain also exploded at that moment, as if something exploded in his heart.
After all, he did something that a gentleman would not do, but he did not regret it. Jing Che didn't understand why a Bai Ling could make himself lose his mind, who had always been calm and indifferent, and even wanted to use such a method clumsily and badly. To keep her.
At that moment, Jing Che couldn't even look down on himself.
But the more this happened, the harder he kissed her, as if he wanted to drag her to hell with him.
He was sober and sinking, and then he was sober and kissed and touched her salty tears... Then, he stopped all actions.
Only the hot breath, with emotion, brushed her cheek.
He opened his dark and deep eyes and saw Bai Ling looking at him with tears in his eyes and in great pain, not feeling any happiness at all.
Jing Che slowly left her lips and leaned close to her face, breathing on her lips. He looked at her close at hand. He wanted to see reluctance in her eyes, but in fact Bai Ling seemed to As if she didn't want to be touched by him at all, when his lips were about to touch hers, Bai Ling trembled slightly and looked away, her wet eyelashes half-closed, out of fear of him.
For the first time in his life, Jing Che felt the despair that was pushed away from his heart. He let go of Bai Ling in a panic, looked at her, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, Bai Ling, I'm sorry..."
Bai Ling just slowly pulled her hand away from his, lowered her eyes, and pursed her slightly trembling lips, "Brother Jingche... I only like you."
"I only like you. In this life, Bailing only likes brother Jingche. But Bailing doesn't want to be with you."
Bai Ling spoke the words clearly intermittently and slowly and forcefully. After finishing speaking, he raised his head and looked at Jing Che calmly. Two lines of tears silently fell from both sides of his cheeks...
This is probably what the so-called silent despair is.
She is willing to spend her whole life protecting her love, but she does not want this love to be trampled on by anyone, even if this person is her favorite brother Jing Che.
Jing Che held his jade pendant tightly in his hand, which was inlaid with the word "ling" that he had engraved with his own hands.
The young man said it was very beautiful, and he was going to give it to Bai Ling, and wanted Bai Ling to know that this was the amulet he had worn since he was a child.
But in the end, he was sitting next to her, looking at her close at hand, but did not have the courage to take it out and give it to her.