Su Huang's smile faded little by little. He lowered his eyes and looked at Zijing calmly. He slowly leaned down and said calmly: "I have hated you before, and more than just hated you..." He put the sword away casually. Throwing it on the ground, there was a loud bang, which was very harsh. He looked back lightly and looked at Zijing, who was covering her face and crying bitterly. He felt pain in his heart, but his lips slightly raised on his face, "I have been demoted. During those five years in Yandi, I was accompanied by wine day and night. At the beginning, I even wanted to kill little Susu. Every time I saw little Susu, I would think of you. It took five years before I walked out of Bauhinia. The shadow of two words. You know that you carry too much weight in my heart, so you can come back and use all means against me unscrupulously, but this does not mean that I must be fooled. "
Su Huang paused, then slowly stood up from the ground, while saying unhurriedly: "Whether it is true or false, it doesn't matter anymore. You said that I don't believe you, but I asked You, you can’t answer, Zijin, it’s not that I didn’t give you a chance, it’s that you never cherished it.”
Zijing felt that she was trembling slightly, and the ground seemed to become very cold for a moment. The coldness penetrated to her heart, which was a feeling of coldness.
She slowly put down her hand, her vision blurred by tears, and she couldn't see anything clearly.
What she felt was very desperate was that she could answer all of Su Huang's questions, but she could not answer his only question—
Where is she, what is she doing these years...
She didn't dare tell him.
In this life, Zijin left all her arrogance and pride to Su Huang. The nine years in between were spent like a demon in hell, as humble as an ant.
That's not Bauhinia. She shouldn't tell Su Huang about such Bauhinia.
She didn't want Su Huang to know that Zijin had been so miserable.
Therefore, I would rather be misunderstood by Su Huang...
Even if the end result is that she has to leave Su Huang.
Zijing got up from the ground. She said sorry to him with red eyes. She smiled miserably as she said, "I'm really sorry for barging into your life so blindly. I won't do it again. I'm sorry... Su Huang, I'm really sorry..." "
When Su Huang heard her saying sorry to him in such a decisive tone, which was completely different from the hard-to-get play of the past, Su Huang thought about how little Su Su had finally adapted to her existence, and how she had to change her mind because of her whim. Unable to quickly adapt to the loss that she would never appear again, Su Huang felt extremely angry. If she really couldn't bear to leave him and little Susu, how could she not think of little Susu's feelings...
It has always been like this. No matter what she does, this woman will only consider her own good or bad.
No matter it was then or now, she was as selfish as ever.
Su Huang's pursed thin lips were full of anger, and she said to her almost without thinking: "In that case, get out! Don't appear in front of me from now on!"
Zi Jing was so yelled that her whole body trembled, her lips trembled and she said, "I know..."
She turned around and walked out. There were loud noises behind her. Su Huang broke something.
She seemed to hear the sound of breaking porcelain. It was so harsh and close to her ears, and it seemed that what was broken was her own heart.
Not long after Zijin left, the imperial physician from the palace came over. Su Huang called him in uncertainly.