However, even if Bai Ling can accept what kind of feelings brother Jing Che had for his sister in the past, she can't accept that after being with her, he still has heavier feelings for Shu Nuan than she does...
That wasn't anyone else, that was Xiao Nuan.
No matter how humble Bai Ling is, he still wants to have his own dignity.
But Jing Che didn't seem to know it, and continued slowly: "You said that I have a little warmth in my heart, yes, especially when there is no one else around her, I just want to protect her forever. Big, but later she told me that she had someone she liked, and I couldn't explain how it felt, it was very uncomfortable, but then when I saw her happiness, I felt happy for her."
Bai Ling turned away his head and bit his lip tightly, thinking how cruel Jing Che was to tell her his past feelings for Xiao Nuan in such detail in front of her.
"Before I met Bai Ling, I had always lived a very depressed and boring life. After meeting Bai Ling, Jing Che's unchanging life seemed to have become different. He also had his own joys and sorrows. He said that he wanted to marry Bai Ling and be responsible. It plays a big part, but please believe that he does not feel that he has been wronged in any way. In fact, after making this decision, he feels lucky to be marrying you every day."
Bai Ling did not look back, but clenched the jujube tea in his hand tightly. He was very depressed and had nowhere to vent his sadness.
But this time, Jing Che slowly turned her body to face him. Jing Che lowered his head and looked at her quietly, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "You are always afraid that I can't distinguish my feelings for you. , I was confused at first and didn’t know what kind of feelings I had for you, but I can tell you clearly now that I can tell the difference clearly.”
Bai Ling was forced to look into his eyes and heard him say to herself, "Facing Bai Ling, I want to kiss Bai Ling, hug Bai Ling, have skin-to-skin contact with Bai Ling, and have the most intimate relationship with Bai Ling in the world. But neither in the past nor now, I have never had such thoughts about Shu Nuan."
How serious a person must be to make a gangster talk sound like the most romantic love talk in the world.
Bai Ling had always thought that Jing Che was a very old-fashioned person, because he was always cold, didn't like to talk or laugh, but at this moment he was sitting here, holding her cheek, saying to her, "Let's go." People are ashamed and blushing.
Is it love
Bai Ling doesn't know, but she believes that brother Jingche has feelings for her. If he didn't, he wouldn't say such things to her...
Bai Ling slowly closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her eyes were full of pain. She looked at Jing Che, opened her lips lightly, and her voice seemed to be trembling: "I believe...it's just, brother Jing Che, I can't forget it."
Jing Che's eyes gradually dimmed, and he became a little self-deprecating. He said in a gentle voice: "People always say that you can correct your mistakes if you know them, and there is no such thing as a good thing... Bai Ling, I can't help but think about what happened that day. I know you I am so sad, so I am willing to use everything I have in the rest of my life to compensate you, but do you know what is most desperate? You don’t want to believe it, you refuse to give me this chance."
He used to always think Bai Ling was stupid, but no matter how stupid Bai Ling was, he still had his own persistence and belief.
She just doesn't want to.