I looked at her relationship, and those men were like moths to the flame for her. I was a little worried about love. Love is not as beautiful as I thought before. If it is followed by such heartache and heartbreak, I would rather not have love.
However, Shi Fang told me after Yan San's death that he wanted to be with me. He said that the world is impermanent, if we don't have time while everyone is still alive, it will be too late to regret it later.
I don't know how to answer him. When I pursued him like that, even though it was an ignorant and ignorant young love..., he ran away directly. Now I have a new understanding of love, but he said this to me.
I followed the girl to Bianjing, Bianjing is very interesting, and then that person came into my sight.
It was a young man, who turned out to be Yang Zhao's personal guard. After Yang Zhao died, he followed the girl. He had the tall, handsome appearance of a northerner, and the simple and honest personality of a northerner. Guy who doesn't speak a word.
During the few times I came and went to Bianjing, he was in the escort team, and everyone was familiar with him once he came and went.
I grew up in Medical Valley since I was a child, and I have a special talent in maintenance. Although I am not young, my face is still very tender and youthful. I have a good personality. I like to listen to jokes and I like to tell jokes. Everyone likes to socialize with people I.
But I didn't expect that the silent young man would fall in love with me.
It is precisely because of his silence that even I don't know his feelings, and A Cong and Shi Fang didn't notice, so he slipped through the net.
I have been in Medical Valley since I was a child, and the rules and regulations of the world have no binding force on me. After I came out, I met this weird girl again.
I have no concept of such things as chastity.
I have slept with A Cong Shifang, I like that kind of thing, the kind of thing that makes me happy.
But that time, even though I was drunk, I knew everything that man did to me, so pious, as if looking at treasures, the enthusiasm in the young man's eyes fascinated me, and that time I got unprecedented happiness.
I wanted to pretend to have amnesia like a girl, but the young man didn't give me a chance. The person who usually looks so honest and honest and wouldn't let go of a fart insisted on me giving him an explanation.
I could only pretend to be stupid, but I was gradually attracted to him.
I thought, I fell in love with him.
But love had just sprouted, but he left with He Li, without telling me, he just came to me before he left, saying that he was going to earn a living, and when he had enough military exploits, he would ask the girl to marry us.
He never came back.
And I was pregnant with Lambo.
I didn't say anything, and A Cong and Shi Fang didn't ask. Even though Lan Bao grew bigger and looked more and more like his biological father, they didn't ask a question.
I have Lan Xiang again. Lan Xiang is Shi Fang's child. Cong had already injured his body when he was practicing poison art. He is destined to have no children in his life. He didn't succeed, but Ah Cong was very open-minded. He said, Lanbao and Lanxiang are enough, and my child is his child. He doesn't ask for anything, but only wants to take care of me until the end of my life.
I've been looking for infatuated men like Tianyi, Yansan, and those men around the girl.
But forget and ignore the people who have been around.
True love is not that he can die for you, but that he can let go of all his self-esteem to accommodate you, be considerate of you, and stay with you until he grows old.
In fact, those men of the girl, at the end, I admire Ye Po most.
When I first met that child, he was a boy of thirteen or fourteen years old. He was tall and tall. Although he was young, he already had a sharp look. He practiced very hard. went to sleep.
His martial arts is also the highest in Sixteen Nights, even a genius like Ye Shiyi with the help of snake pills, he can stand shoulder to shoulder with Ye Shiyi.
Ye Po didn't talk much, and often remained silent behind the girl, forming a background wall, but his eyes revealed his thoughts.
From the first time I saw him, for so many years, he has always only had a girl in his eyes. When he was young, it was admiration and admiration. As time passed, all the emotions in his eyes were precipitated like fine wine. Go on, only love, can not hide.
He stayed with the girl without any demands, even if the girl made him a soul lord, he still guarded his position as a servant.
Even at that time, he actually had the power over the world.
He took over Ye Shiyi's Rakshasa Army, and took over the jurisdiction of the Forbidden Army. Fourteen Nights was under his command, and there was also a red building.
When the girl decides on a matter, besides asking Zhu Weili and the others, she will also use the information submitted by the Red House as a basis, and the information is all obtained by the girl through Ye Po.
For this reason, I don't know how many people want to curry favor with him, curry favor with him and bribe him, even Xiao Se and the others treat him differently and speak carefully.
But he was unmoved at all, and he was the same for the requirements below. If he found out that someone was falsifying for personal gain, his methods would be so cruel that people would tremble with fear.
But no matter how good he is, even if he is by her side and obedient to her, the girl is still getting weaker and weaker, and she has no intention of living for him at all.
I think Ye Po must be in pain, more painful than any of them.
However, I can no longer persuade the girl. After being strong so many times, I don't know how to persuade her.
Yatou's health is getting worse and worse, and many people are beginning to worry about whether Ye Po will usurp power or become Yatou's heir.
Only those of us know that Ye Po doesn't have that kind of thought at all, where the girl goes, he will go there, regardless of heaven and hell, regardless of reincarnation.
Many years ago, Ye Po started to take Lan Bao Xiaozheng to deal with affairs, and even took the two children to participate in the war when Du Ming and the others attacked Tubo.
That year, after sending Ye Shiyi to the Palace of Eternal Life, the girl and I also went to the front line. After confirming that she was not in danger, Ye Po led the Raksha army along with Xiao Zheng and Lan Bao. A surprise attack arrived at Zhizhi, and the chief chieftain of Tubo was directly captured, ending the war ahead of schedule.
From then on, Ya Tou and Ye Po began to let Lan Bao and Xiao Zheng get in touch with government affairs, and let them go to sea with the boat to experience.
Then I knew the girl's plan.
The girl made Xiao Se the emperor, but appointed Xiao Zheng to be the crown prince. When she talked with Xiao Se, I could hear it in the next room.
At that time, Xiao Se's Mrs. Gao had already given birth to a son. Except for Gao Wenhe who had been guarding the Northeast according to Zhao Yinfeng's will after he was awarded the title, most of the rest of the Gao family got a high position in the Xiao family's army.
The girl told Xiao Se clearly that for ten years, he will support Xiao Zheng for ten years, don't change her policy, make good use of Zhu Weili and their old people, and hand it over to Xiao Zheng after ten years.
She told Xiao Se that she would watch to see if Xiao Se broke his promise.
So after she left, Xiao Se really thought that she was still alive, but she who loves freedom is just like before, wandering freely like the wind in that extra land.
Xiao Se didn't understand what the girl said, but I did.
Ye Po's red building has been handed over to Lan Bao, and the Raksha Army's Tiger Talisman has been given to Xiao Zheng, and Xiao Zheng is the adopted son of the girl, the apprentice of Ye Shiyi and Ye Po, and fought with them In the battle, both public and private Luocha soldiers will only recognize Xiao Zheng, not Xiao Se.
And Fourteen Ye watched Xiao Zheng grow up, he was like his own child, and now Fourteen Night is in those key positions, although not as many soldiers as those generals, but they can be hit with one blow.
Not to mention Gao Liu.
Gao Liu's face was ashen at the time, but he still knelt down and made an oath to the girl, no matter what, he would persist until Xiao Zheng took over the position smoothly.
But there are still people who can’t hold on. As soon as we arrived in Quanzhou, Lan Bao received a secret letter from the Red Mansion. It was completely hidden, and there was Mr. Su who made the first sound.
I knew that Su Hexiang was looking for the girl.
Su Hexiang, such a gentle and jade-like man, is not gentle at all, and can even be said to be ruthless.
When a woman is in power, not only do the students have all kinds of talk, but also the businessmen have a lot of discussions, and the businessmen value profits and do things without any scruples, but Su Hexiang makes those people never say or do anything that is harmful to the girl. thing to come.
For this reason, many people in private scolded him and cursed him, saying that he would die.
If someone said that about girl, Su Hexiang's reaction would be to let that person die first, but when he said that about him, he just smiled lightly.
We all know what he is thinking, and the only one who doesn't know is the girl.
The girl has always regarded him as a confidant, the best subordinate, the best friend, and the most trusted person.
Su Hexiang said, that's enough.
I thought that after the girl left, he would follow. For this reason, I asked Lan Bao to keep an eye on him for a month, but besides his expression getting colder, he was still meticulous in what he did. I was relieved, thinking that after so many years , maybe he has figured it out.
I was wrong, he just hasn't finished what the girl wants him to do.
Because, he is Su Hexiang.
Girl's Su Hexiang...
There was a sudden uproar in the yard, which made me turn around.
After the girl left, I sat in her closed courtyard for three days and three nights. I didn't cry, but my mind went blank. A Cong and Shi Fang let Lan Xiang coax me out.
The girl gave me the Ling Mansion, and also gave me a lot of money, a lot of land and a lot of villas. When she was there, I often said that we were going to visit all the places and villas under our name, but she was not there. , but I have no thoughts at all.
But I also don't want to stay in Bianjing, Shi Fang A Cong and I quietly left Beijing with Lan Xiang, but we were chased by Xiao Zheng and Lan Bao after we didn't go far.
We played slowly along the canal, visiting small towns one by one.
The footprints that the girl once left, the jokes that the girl told me.
The polders of the Huaihe River, the lacquer workshops of Yangzhou, the rice fields of Wuhu, the ripples of Taihu Lake, and the lotus of West Lake.
The policies set by the girl over the years are best implemented in the old villages of the Ling family. Roads, rivers, canals, schools, medical centers, and nursery homes for the elderly. .
Xiao Zheng and Lan Bao are not like us walking and playing all the way, they have much more things to do, and they often don't see anyone.
I know that the girl gave them ten years to explore and learn by themselves, to truly understand what she has taught for so many years.
Then take over the world well.
The girl also gave me the Wan Yu Garden. Cai Jingfang has taken good care of the garden for so many years. He is already the father of three children. He is so old that he is about to have a grandson, but he is crying at the banquet I can't help myself, the appearance of crying is really ugly.
It made me red-eyed too.