At first, Lu Mingshu thought that Xie Xing had gone out, but after looking at it later, he thought it was wrong.
The cave is empty, there is nothing, it doesn't look like someone lives there.
With his temperament, he has to use everything well, even if he lives in the wilderness, he must create conditions if there is no condition. How can the resettlement place be so empty
Suspicion together, it's not right to look at it again.
Lu Mingshu walked to the huge rock that was used as a table, and saw that there seemed to be something under it. He picked it up and saw that it was a letter.
She frowned, thinking of what he said that night, she suddenly had a premonition in her heart. Could it be that he...
Immediately tore off the seal, and it was indeed his handwriting.
Mingshu:
I thought about it for a long time, leaving a book is really too frustrating and doesn't fit my temperament. However, leaving without saying a word seems to be angry with you, making you worry and embarrassed. Then, the setback has to be set back like this.
That day, Elder Zhuo Taishang also asked me a question: The matter of the Demon Emperor can’t be settled yet, I can only wander around like this, so what should I ask you to do
I understand what he means. I don't say anything, you will definitely not leave me. But is this kind of day what you want? I am very happy to have you by my side, but what about you
Seeing this, Lu Mingshu frowned. Didn't he ask this question that day? Was her attitude not clear enough
Looking down, she was startled again.
Yes yes yes, you have answered with actions, I know you don't care. You never care about things outside of you, and you don't care about wandering with me. However, I can't help but care.
I don't want you to be bound by my side like this, unable to go back to the sect to see the master, unable to do what you want to do-it's not accurate to say that, of course you have been doing what you should do, but it is undeniable that this For two years, you put my affairs first, accommodate me first, and then yourself.
However, I am the one who likes you, and I am the one who takes the initiative. I should do these things for you.
I am not happy to find myself in your bondage.
It is a happy thing to like someone, if you are not happy, then there must be something wrong.
So I thought, I should make some changes.
In fact, I struggled for a long time, and even felt impulsive. Even if I made a mistake, I should keep making mistakes. Anyway, with you here, my greatest wish has been fulfilled.
However, Xie Xingshen should not be such a person. In other words, I, who want to be the person you like, cannot allow myself to become such a person. Indulging in his own world, without the courage to make changes, greedy for temporary warmth, but afraid to face the truth.
The person you like should not be like this, it will make me feel worthless.
So, I'm going first. A person, to face what I should face, to make myself better, and look forward to meeting you again.
Lu Mingshu shook his hand holding the letter, took a deep breath, and then continued to read.
Don't worry, I will tell you my plan in every detail, so you have to be optimistic.
I thought about it, the root of everything starts from the Yin Mountain, and it should also end from the Yin Mountain.
As I am, so is the world.
In the past two years, we have discussed many times. This world will eventually face changes. Even if we don't open the way to the underworld, people from that world will come.
Therefore, it is still in Yinshan Mountain at all, and there is no way to get around it.
Yes, that's right, I'm going back to Yinshan.
Don't worry, the magic breath on my body is enough for me to return to that world without being harmed.
On the contrary, if I want to improve my strength as soon as possible, I must face that world. For me, Yin Qi has more advantages than disadvantages.
I'm also going to face the Demon Emperor, who is about to be suppressed now, and he still needs to come forward for some things.
I am different from the Demon Emperor. From the very beginning, I have had that dark self deep in my heart. After so many years, I have gotten used to it and will not become demonized anymore.
What's more, with you here, I will never let myself be demonized.
By the way, seeing me tell you my plan so honestly, don't chase me. Yinshan is harmless to me, not to you, so don't worry me.
In fact, there are many, many things I want to say, but I don't know what to say.
I wrote this letter for a day, thinking that I would write a long, long letter, but it turned out that there was only this one point.
I thought about it, and let it go, I will save those endless words until the next time we meet. There must be this opportunity, right
You are going to Nanze, then go, I'm sorry I can't go with you.
In fact, I know that you don't need my company, you are already strong enough to handle everything by yourself. The so-called accompanying you is just an excuse for me to want you to accompany me.
Ok, let's stop here. What should be said, I have already told you that day.
This parting is an opportunity I gave myself.
I hope to be able to say that to you next time we meet.
In the past, when joking, I could say it casually, but now I dare not say it.
goodbye. We will meet again, right
Xie Xingshen.
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His eyelashes moved, and a tear fell.
Lu Mingshu raised his head and looked above the cave.
It turned out that it wasn't her illusion, that day, he just wanted to leave.
She really wants to say, it's you who think too much, I really don't care. However, imagining him standing here, I feel unable to speak.
In fact, that day, she thought he was going to ask that sentence. At that time, she thought, maybe this time, she really couldn't refuse.
But he didn't ask.
She has always been like this, she thinks he can understand some things if she doesn't say them out loud.
However, some things must be said, and you think it is tacit understanding, but the other party is uneasy.
However, he seemed right to do so.
Agreed, then what
She wasn't really that sure. Just like what he said, because the Xie Lianzhen at the beginning was never sincere. Even if he came back from the secret place of the Holy King, what he said couldn't be taken seriously. How did she respond
There is also Yan Wugui, they are one person, but they must be treated as two people.
When the imperial mausoleum incident broke out, they merged into one body, and some things changed again.
This needs the verification of time, but for them now, time is so precious.
He is right? Maybe he's right. Such a muddleheaded look, even if it was as he wished, it was not the real result.
Well, since he made up his mind, so be it.
He does his thing, and she has to do her own.
All in all, time will give them the real answer.
"咴咴!" Xiaodai's cheerful cry came from outside, it had so much fun with its parents, it didn't know at all that the people who lived here had disappeared.