Just because—
There is a gentle embrace of his wife in front of him for snuggling.
When one person's goodness becomes another person's habit, everything becomes as it should be, and slowly it is not cherished.
It wasn't until I lost that I suddenly realized that I had lost half of my life!
"A Ling, I know I was wrong..."
She looked at him tenderly, so focused, but no longer in love, full of compassion.
"At the beginning, I was ignorant, so I changed everything... Would you give me another chance?"
"We can't go back." She shook her head and helped him up.
Xu Jinsheng stood still, raised his hand abruptly to take her into his arms, and squeezed it fiercely: "Why? I will learn to be a qualified husband, and we will have babies in the future. Watching him grow up, marry a wife and have children. …"
"There is no future." Compared with his longings and expectations, He Ling has always been sober and wise.
"Why?" He stubbornly asked the reason, "As long as you promise..."
"I do not love you anymore."
Xu Jinsheng was stunned: "... What are you talking about?"
"Asheng," He Ling withdrew from his embrace, her eyes were calm, she couldn't make any waves. "Our relationship between husband and wife has become a thing of the past three years ago, and the relationship has been in the long years as the marriage collapsed. Gradually dying out. Time is passing, and no one will stay in place forever. Fortunately, I came out and found that there is a wider and higher sky beyond marriage and family to fly freely."
The woman smiled lightly with red lips, "I used to love you so much and wanted to be with you for a lifetime, and grow old, but now, I love myself more."
The man's lips trembled, and there was unacceptable collapse and despair hidden in his eyes.
"You do not love me?"
The four words seemed to exhaust his strength.
He Ling's eyes were clear, "Loved."
It's just that I don't love anymore, or rather, I don't love so much anymore.
Between love and dignity, she has learned to abandon the former and choose the latter.
She is proud.
Wrong, it is a lifetime remember, a lifetime irretrievable.
Xu Jinsheng burst into tears: "Why... we have become like this?"
He Ling's eyes were also red.
When I like you, you don't like me;
When I fell in love with you, you fell in love with me;
When I left you, you fell in love with me;
Am I walking too fast, or are you walking too slow
…
The couple, who had been divorced for three years, met again at the reception, but they could only look at each other with tears in their eyes and choked silently.
Later, He Ling also cried.
The tears flowed silently, and all resentment and hatred, greed and love, melted in tears, and excreted from the body.
If you have cried, you will never miss it again.
Xu Jinsheng took He Ling, who had fallen asleep, to her pussy, and pulled the quilt to cover her.
In the silence, he stared at the woman's quiet sleep.
The white and clean face, the closed eyes are slightly red and swollen, it also locks the full of spiritual energy in it, and isolates the faint coldness and alienation.
The person he loves has always been so determined and simple-love is deep, and if you don't love it, you will stop.
It turned out that she could live well without him.
No, it should be better.
In the past, she could only be the woman behind Xu Jinsheng. Now, she is the president of Valin Electronics, a strong woman in the market.
He Ling, she was no worse than him since the first time they met.
If it weren't for accommodating him and assisting him, He Ling's achievements today are far more than that.
Xu Jinsheng imagined more than once, if he was not that bastard at the beginning, and was not easily provoked by the little words of the woman Liu Yan, would it be...
He turned his head to look at the night view outside the window, and his mouth suddenly became bitter.
Because there is no if.
He walked to the window, took out a pack of cigarettes from his trouser pocket, and smoked a cigarette in his mouth, but there was no ignition for a long time.
The lighter flipped over at your fingertips.
Xu Jin didn't smoke before he was born because He Ling was not allowed.
After the divorce, no one was in charge, but he didn't smoke too much.
Only at this moment, the backlog of irritability in his heart made him feel a little out of control, and he urgently needed nicotine to calm himself down.
Patter
Just as he was about to ignite, Yu Guang caught sight of the sleeping woman. He moved for a while, accompanied by a light sigh, and threw the cigarette into the ashtray on the coffee table.
She doesn't like it.
Then stop smoking.
The cool moonlight passed through the floor-to-ceiling windows and gently sprinkled on the man's broad shoulders, forming a lonely dark shadow on the ground, motionless like a wooden sculpture.
At this moment, the woman's eyelashes trembled lightly on the big horn behind him, and a tear slipped silently along the corner of her eyes into the sideburns.
In three years, they have been separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.
The love between husband and wife who used to be in love with each other has long faded out of memories under the ruthless washing of time.
He is no longer the young man who struggles with bare hands and needs comfort and comfort; and she is no longer the little wife who is single-minded and full of love for him.
Xu Jinsheng thought he was mature.
But He Ling grew faster than him, and it was even more amazing.
If he is a towering tree now, then He Ling grows in the same vast wilderness as him.
There is no snuggle, no need to cling to them. They are independent individuals, rooting deep in the soil under their feet, and growing up vigorously.
He can't afford her anymore.
However, Xu Jinsheng didn't want to give up...