"I'm so angry," Liu Changsheng nodded, and said as he lifted the thin blanket off Zhou Chi's body and changed Zhou Chi's dressing, "But I also watched over you carefully all night. I just went back to the room to rest. go."
"She must be very disappointed," Zhou Chi murmured, "When I went to see Miss An that day, I actually made up my mind to treat her well, get married and have children, so that the eldest sister could feel at ease. But when I met Miss An later, But I really... really can't bear it. Miss An is such a good girl. If she follows me, it would be too unfair for her. I can't be so shameless, so... I still let the eldest sister down. "
"She is indeed disappointed, but not because of this." Liu Changsheng changed Zhou Chi's medicine, then sat on the edge of the bed and sighed softly, "I heard from Ranran that yesterday you said that you felt that living was boring and you didn't want to live anymore. When Ran said this, she was crying so much that she was out of breath, Zhou Chi, she really hurt her. "
Zhou Chi's nose felt sour, and when he spoke again, his voice was slightly choked: "I... I can't forgive her. She will definitely never forgive me in this life."
"She has always wanted you to live well, Zhou Chi. For so many years, you have been her hope. You rely on her. How could she not rely on you? You suddenly said that you don't want to live anymore. Don't you want to kill her? "My life?" Liu Changsheng said slowly, patting Zhou Chi's shoulder lightly, "Fortunately, now that the words are out, you will be nice in the future, even if you have to make amends to her."
Zhou Chi sniffed: "She... she doesn't blame me? I may not be able to marry... a woman as my wife in this life, and I may be childless for the rest of my life, she... she won't blame me?"
"I made an agreement with Ranran last night," Liu Changsheng said to Zhou Chi with a smile, "If you really don't want to marry, then we will have another child for you to adopt."
Zhou Chi couldn't hold it any longer, buried his face in the pillow, and cried out.
"Don't cry. If you touch the wound, it will bleed again soon," Liu Changsheng was busy trying to persuade Zhou Chi, adding at the same time, "The decoction is here. You drink the decoction first and then eat."
Zhou Chi cried so hard that he couldn't speak, so he just bit his pillow and cried. Liu Changsheng looked at him like this and said nothing, sighing and leaving the dormitory.
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The sixth day of August in the 28th year of Jiasheng
Zhou Chi has been lying in bed for three days. Although the official duties have been handed over, he still feels uneasy. He can't lie down anymore today, so he still gets out of bed. The whiplash on his back has already scarred. It happened at this time. The scar was still tender, and he was most afraid of touching the fabric, so it was very difficult for Zhou Chi to get dressed. As soon as he walked out of the door, he bumped into Zhou Ran. Zhou Ran looked at him with a very ugly face, but Zhou Chi was With a smile on his face, Zhou Ran didn't even go in to see him for the past three days. It was Liu Changsheng who came to help him change his dressing and get out of bed.
"Sister," Zhou Chi greeted him with a smile on his face, "Are you here to see me?"
"Yeah, let's see if you're dead." Zhou Ran put the ginseng chicken soup in his hand on the table and said coldly.
Zhou Chi looked embarrassed, reached out and took Zhou Ran's hand, put it on his face, touched it gently, and whispered: "Sister, I know I was wrong, just... just spare me this time, right? "
Zhou Ran always loved him, but now he looked like this. How could he still be angry? What's more, Zhou Chi had lost a lot of weight in the past few days. Zhou Ran felt even more distressed. He immediately withdrew his hand and said to Zhou Chi: "Sit down and drink the soup." ”