Miss Han glanced at Nantian, and after Nantian's reluctant thoughts, she spoke.
"As I said just now, I discovered the problem when I was preparing to apply to study abroad in my junior year. I should have had the idea of studying abroad very early. I started preparing when I was a freshman or sophomore. Need to I had finished all my test scores. When I found an agency and the school to adjust my files, the teacher from the student office discovered that there was a problem with my file. My files from elementary school and junior high school were gone and there were no records. But my high school was I went to Minqing Senior High School, one of the top four in the city. My high school status was fine. The teacher thought there was something wrong and the school couldn't handle it, so he asked me to go to the Education Bureau or the school. Archives Bureau. I don’t know how to get it... According to him, he needs my ID card and household registration book. It will be easier to apply for these if I can find the graduation certificates of elementary school and junior high school... He asked me where I studied in elementary school and junior high school. I can't answer it at all. Ask me about the household registration, and I don't know... There is also a problem with my household registration file. The household registration files of foreign students are in the school, and the household registration files of local students are in the local area. But my household registration file is empty .”
When Miss Han talked about this, she looked tired and her tone was irritated and resentful.
"I have no memory of my parents at all. Among my relatives, the one I had a lot of contact with was an aunt. I looked for her... I felt something was wrong at the time and was very flustered, but I had no idea what was going on. I found her The aunt can’t tell clearly. She doesn’t remember my parents at all, and I don’t have any memory about them either. We all remember each other. When it comes to how we met each other, I can’t remember. That aunt They all doubted my identity. Her husband, my uncle, and my cousin all suspected that I was some kind of liar who had deceived my aunt and pretended to be a relative. My tuition fees for high school and college were unclear. .
"I found my high school again. I have an impression of the teachers and classmates. I even remember the music teacher. I can also tell who the retired old principal is. The original class teacher still remembers me. Then there is a music teacher. There is a music club in our high school, Classical Music, and I am the violinist in it. I remember when I was in high school, I learned violin from Teacher Guan, a violin teacher from the music school, and I went every week. But Earlier, I don’t remember when I started my education, where the violin is, or where I got the money to take lessons. I found photos of my college performance during my freshman year. My college classmates also remember me playing the violin. There is nothing in my dormitory. Violin. I don’t know where my home is. I... I was really... I felt like the whole world was fake, and my whole person was fake... "
Miss Han's voice was choked and she looked very painful.
She held back this emotion and continued: "During that time, I really didn't know what to do. I thought about it a lot. I thought about whether I had been captured by aliens and lost my memory. I thought about myself. Have you been traumatized? Just like in the movie, you have post-traumatic stress reaction. I recall the past every day. It’s not like I don’t remember anything. I just remember when I went to Forest Park to play. It was an aunt of mine. They took me there. Their family is not from Minqing, but from Xihang. I don’t know where they live, and I don’t have their contact information. The earliest content on the social accounts and blogs I checked was posted in high school. , I didn’t mention my parents, nor did I mention anything about the past.”
"In other words, you still retain part of your memory. It's just fragmented and severely missing." Wu Ling concluded.
Miss Han looked up at Wu Ling, then lowered her head to think, and finally nodded, "That's right. My performance is not obvious. Uncle Wang's experience is more obvious."
"Don't be anxious. Please tell the story in chronological order. What did you do when you were helpless?" Wu Ling asked.
Miss Han shook her head, "I had no choice. You also said that I was at my wits' end, but there really was nothing I could do. I was already in my junior year at that time. Because there was a problem with my files, I couldn't take the public examination, the postgraduate entrance examination, or study abroad. At that time, I tried my best I went to the Civil Affairs Bureau, the Education Bureau and the Archives Bureau. The police also suspected that I was a gangster. My high school diploma was also suspected. I had no high school entrance examination record. After I dealt with all this, I finally retained my university status and graduated normally. , and I ran into another trouble."
Ms. Han smiled bitterly, "I have no savings. I have no house, no savings, and I can't find anyone to help. I can only find a job as soon as possible and find a temporary place to stay. I had to work part-time on weekends and nights. I had no choice. Choosing a job. At that time, I only had 10,000 yuan in my card. If I spent it all, it would be gone. I had no one else to borrow money from. I didn’t know anyone except my classmates from college and high school. I had impressions of some relatives. , but there is no contact information. The relatives I can find, just like that aunt, they don’t remember my earlier things, and they all begin to doubt my identity. They have no impression of my parents or how I appeared. It was even more impossible for them to lend me money or take me in. I was very hard during that time. At about the same time, I watched Nan Shen’s debut novel. Well... "
Miss Han glanced at Nan Tian and smiled.
Nan Tian showed the quality of a star at this time and smiled at Miss Han.
Ms. Han blushed, ""Hello, Boy" is about amnesia and searching for memories. When I watched it, it resonated with me. On social networking sites, there are also people in the TV series groups who share their experiences of amnesia. There are also doctors' popular science on how to treat people, and some people use their imagination to guess what the plot will be like... I followed some contents to try to find memories. I also shared my own experiences. I later joined Nanshen's fan group. Probably... I I feel that the person I see online is the real me, a...confirmed, undoubted version of myself."
"I'm very happy to be able to help you." Nan Tian said.
These words should be just polite words, but Miss Han was very happy to hear it, smiled shyly, and her expression relaxed.
"When Aunt Lu found me and told me that there were many people who had the same experience, I thought... maybe everything is true..." Miss Han sighed, "She found me because of the news I shared in the group. . Her daughter is also a fan of yours and saw this content. We have a group. In the past two years, some people have joined and some have left. When Aunt Lu found me, it was her daughter who contacted me at first. I didn’t believe her, I thought I was a middle school girl who had been brainwashed by the TV series, which was not... not normal. Later I thought I was a liar. They invited me into the group, and they posted their experiences in the group space. Everyone is similar, and they are all in the same situation time, I suddenly found that I had lost a large part of my memory. Aunt Lu also lost the memory of her parents. She remembered many more things than I did, including getting along with my grandparents, grandparents, and relatives at home in my childhood. I remember them all, but not my parents. Older people just feel that there are shortcomings. There are shortcomings in life. After the initial fear passed, they slowly accepted it. The more proactive person in the group is Xiaotian. This picture The photo was also sent to the group by Xiaotian and I downloaded it."