During that time, I was obsessed with alcohol. When my father was away, I drank at home almost every day to relieve my sorrows.
Emotions are like strong wine, they are in the heart before they go down the throat, they are the rage of being alone in the winter, they are the stay that you want but cannot get.
I started to get confused, started to panic, started to escape, started not knowing what I wanted...
Until, I saw a girl in black clothes using the password to open the door of my house at the door of the villa.
At that moment, I could feel my heart beating crazily, and my heart was as turbulent as the turbulent waves.
She turned around and saw an unfamiliar face. Her skin is as white as snow, and her eyebrows are as clear as spring.
My first reaction was: I may have moved on to someone else...
Although my heart kept resisting, my body was honest. I want to be close to her, I want to be close to her.
Even this closeness seems so unbearable in the eyes of the world.
I could see a hint of panic in her eyes, and the twitching look on her eyebrows was so familiar.
All of a sudden, I wanted to buy her a drink.
That night, it snowed heavily and we drank a lot, but no one got drunk.
There were too many confusions in her heart, but she said: I will give you the answer.
I know that some people are destined to fall in love with one glance and fall in love with the other.
After that day, I couldn't sleep every night, wanting to wait for the next day and wanting to drink with her.
She said her name was Sake, but I don't think this name suits her. I prefer to call her Yatou.
Deep down in my heart I have always been resisting this feeling. But when I got close to her, I had a very special feeling.
This feeling was exactly the same as when I saw Luo Qingchen at the resort.
I began to fall into a terrible darkness, slowly sinking.
Until, that night, with heavy snow falling behind her, she walked towards me step by step and kissed me.
She asked me: Do I want to apologize or confess
At that moment, I suddenly suspected that she was the Luo Qingchen I loved so much. For some unknown reason, her soul ended up in another person's body.
That was my first reaction, how incredible.
But even though I thought about it, I still didn't accept her confession. After all, confession is something that boys do, so how can a girl do it
I had to deal with the engagement issues before I could officially confess to her.
Unexpectedly, an accident happened.
Like a wizard who predicts the future, she foresees Ah Yue's accident. When we rushed to the platform, Ah Yue was already held hostage by 'Luo Qingchen', and the sound of the train whistle echoed in our ears.
'Luo Qingchen' personally pushed Ah Yue off the platform. When I wanted to rush over, all the sounds around me stopped.
I didn't seem to move, but I could vaguely hear her voice.
She kissed my face and my lips. She seemed to want to say goodbye, and she seemed reluctant to leave.
But I was frozen in place, seemingly in chaos, unable to do anything.
Until the world becomes noisy again. She rushed towards the track and threw Ah Yue onto the platform, where she was run over by the train.
At that moment, my head buzzed. No longer turning, no longer thinking.
There is darkness before my eyes, and the world seems to be filled with only despair...
I chased the train, ran as hard as I could, ran as hard as I could...
I wanted it to stop, I wanted to trade my life for hers.
A great scientist once said: When there is a speed in this world that can exceed the speed of light, then it can travel through time and space.
I want to go back to the past, I want to save her... (To be continued)