Tu Yan knew from the beginning that he was not welcome.
Not for anything else.
Just because he can bring disasters wherever he goes.
Maybe because of him, maybe because of something else.
But under all kinds of coincidences, everything is his fault.
Ferocious beasts are actually quite pitiful in their infancy. He wants to live, face the bullying of those ill-intentioned beasts, and cultivate hard to become stronger.
He was rolling and crawling in the wilderness, gradually smoothing a heart, and then sharpening it into a sharp, killing sharpness.
He still clearly remembered the beast he killed for the first time.
At that time, he was not too old to change shape, but he was unlucky. He bumped into a few beasts, and the opponent was stronger and older than him.
But in the end he won, even though he also lost half his life.
"you're awake."
When Tu Yan woke up, the first thing he saw was the raccoon.
"What is this place?" Tu Yan looked around vigilantly.
Li Xie sat beside him and licked his paws. Hearing the words, he raised his eyes and glanced at him: "Don't worry, it's safe here."
Tu Yan did not expect that this sentence would continue to appear in the future.
When he was chased and ran everywhere, Li Xie would always tell him that it was safe here, don't worry.
Only here at Lixie, he can get a moment of peace.
"You are just too impulsive. If they scold you, you have to fight back. Why bother."
One rainy night, Lixie was lying at the entrance of the cave, looking at the pattering rain outside, and told him so.
Tu Yan was hurt and leaned inside: "When others scold you, you won't pay back?"
"No." Lixie licked his paws habitually: "I'll take advantage of him when he's not paying attention..."
The raccoon turned his head, opened his mouth, and bit his neck.
Fierce and ruthless, it fits the temperament of a beast.
Tu Yan: "… "
At that time, Tu Yan knew that Tanuki is not a good bird... Oh, no, not a good beast.
It didn't take long for him to change shape.
After the transformation, the strength greatly increased.
Then came more enemies.
Li Xie never interfered with these things, he was only responsible for picking him up and hiding him when he was about to die.
The raccoon should have been able to change shape a long time ago, but he has never changed shape.
Tu Yan didn't know why and didn't ask.
Later, he was less impulsive, but unfortunately all Honghuang didn't like him.
He didn't even bother to worry about anything.
That's how he was born anyway.
Murder in the blood.
Endless.
Sooner or later he will get lost in the killing and rot in the dark.
until…
until I met her.
The little phoenix that he wanted to hold in his hand for the rest of his life.
Tu Yan actually remembered very clearly that the first time he saw the little phoenix was in a place listed as one of the five dangerous places by the wild beasts.
That little phoenix had just been born.
It is timid, its wings are not full, it looks a bit ugly, it flies staggeringly, and it looks like it will be swallowed up by the floods soon.
But the color is so striking and unforgettable.
Like a sunset that occasionally appears on the horizon, it is dazzling and gorgeous.
At that time, he never thought that one day, he would have this color.
Of course, he didn't expect that she would do such a thing.
In the floods, everyone took a company for a period of time, and when the time came, they scattered and then found new ones.
Who will only have one partner in their life.
There is no one who will seek death and life for the other party.
Although she wasn't searching for life for herself, Tu Yan felt that it was even more uncomfortable for him than searching for life. He felt suffocated several times, helpless and at a loss.
Every time he sees her complexion getting worse day by day, as if nothing had happened, his heart is cut like a knife.
But he couldn't do anything but accompany her to suffer.
Maybe she was right, that spell was no longer as powerful as it used to be.
The sycamore tree has grown up, and she is fine, but only occasionally has seizures.
That sycamore...
She grew up where she was born.
There is no grass there, only this sycamore tree.
So he brought it back.
"Little Phoenix."
Tu Yan stood under the plane tree and looked up, the crimson figure was looming.
"What are you doing?"
Impatient voice.
"Come down."
There was no movement up there.
Tu Yan stood under the tree without making a sound or leaving.
After a while, there was a rustling sound on the tree, she jumped down from it, looked at him coldly, and silently asked him what was going on.
Tu Yan pressed her shoulders and pushed the person against the thick tree trunk with a slight push.
The girl didn't seem to be flustered at all, just looked at him quietly.
Tu Yan closed his eyes and kissed him.
Tu Yan kissed for a while: "Is it still uncomfortable?"
"Um..." Chu Zheng glanced behind his ass.
Tu Yan rubbed her lips with her fingertips: "I'll touch you at night."
"Oh."
Before he could react, she had pushed her away and jumped back to the tree, a scarlet piece of clothes hanging in the air.
Tu Yan did not force her to come down.
I don't know how long it has been like this.
Finally one day, Tu Yan realized that something was wrong with Chuzheng.
Before Tu Yan could figure out what was wrong, Chu Zheng was already standing in front of him and said calmly, "Tu Yan, I feel like I'm going to die."
Tu tired of buzzing in the ear.
"Little Phoenix, what nonsense are you talking about..."
"This is for you." She handed him the Phoenix Stone: "It will protect you in the future."
Tuan wanted to say something.
But the person in front of her was too calm, she was so calm in the face of death... He suddenly didn't know what to say.
The girl leaned down: "One last time."
Tu Yan: "??"
It wasn't until Chuzheng pushed him down and pushed him up that Tu Yan didn't react.
Tu Yan couldn't hold back the sourness in her eyes, and hot tears fell on her.
Her movements froze for a moment, and after a while she said, "Don't cry."
His voice was a little hoarse, and he couldn't tell whether it was because of desire or something else.
She kissed him, without the domineering, rare tenderness of the past.
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When Tu got tired of it, he only saw Tunxiang.
Chuzheng disappeared.
Tu Yan saw the expression on Tun Xiang's face and understood everything.
At that moment he felt the world spinning.
The whole person is like being pressed into the cold water, unable to breathe, falling and falling again and again...
Can't catch anything.
Only then did Tu Yan know that she had even prepared a place for her burial, so she really didn't let him worry at all.
Tu Yan was not as she wished.
Take her down from the mountain and bury her under the plane tree.
Tu Yan often sits under the plane tree, watching the city below where people come and go.
The hustle and bustle there can always be quiet here.
Only the rustling of the plane trees is left...
Tu hate losing that person is like losing everything.
Can't get enough of anything.
If it wasn't for him sitting unmoved under the plane tree every day, he would probably think he was dead.
The slaughter that is integrated into bone and blood will eventually stop. - Tu tired